OpenHeartNerdery ⋅ 32
You can play any character and yet in the end, you yourself are nobody. Your core personality is null. It's empty. That's how you could wear any mask all over your smooth, featureless face and have it fit perfectly.
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The great swell. in Other life events.
I confess I worry and complain a lot. Infact I am the single most anxious person ever. I would like to change that about myself, I guess it’s my greatest weakness but let’s move towards a conclus...
Useless in Other life events.
I have this issue where i strongly believe myself to be useless at every simple task known to man. This could probably be caused by the life road i paved of having next to no friends and the lack...
You can be anybody. in Other life events.
People always tell you that you can be anybody, you just need the right “frame of mind”. I personally find that ridiculous, how can you simply change yourself? People believe you can simply becom...
Bland. in Other life events.
Everything is so dull, the weather, my friendships, my emotions and my motivation. Im left with this horrible feeling my friends couldnt care less if we remained friends, or they feel we have bee...
Psychotropics. in Other life events.
Everything is so dull, i don’t think i’ve ever felt so lonely in years. I can’t find comfort in anyone’s company. This is down to me surely, i went to see Ray and i couldn’t even find the effort ...
An interview with yourself. in Other life events.
I’ve always wanted to do one of these, you essentially ask yourself a bunch of thought provoking questions, in this case 101 of them. This may be long winded but i will however devote the time to...
The return of boredom. in Other life events.
Well, life’s been odd recently, after meeting Syrina she essentially has ruined my friendship with my longtime Adam, he doesn’t have to say it but he’s clearly chose a “side” since we’ve grown di...
Beige is not a boring colour. in Other life events.
I guess when buying a car that is a total wreck you have to have optimism to start out with and then bolster that with even more optimism when you find out it’s even worse than you had imagined. ...
I don't need sympathy, I need conclusions. in Other life events.
I don’t know where to start with this entry, not updated in around 2 months so I’ll start around Christmas. Ray decided to turn up Christmas eve, went out with her and was instantly thrown into a...
Delusion Tax. in Other life events.
I’m taking a break from dieting and gym over Christmas, mainly to the lack of gym since no-one wants to go over Christmas and i can’t be bothered with jogging in the rain and cold, morale is low ...
First bit of paint. in Other life events.
It’s been almost 2 years since i bought my classic car and i am finally reaching a point where i am making real progress. The engine bay is pretty much finished, all that is left to do is finish ...
The magic of Grapefruit. in Other life events.
First day i ate grapefruit, i’ll be honest, i had no idea what i was doing, it’s a well known fact that grapefruit burns calories and increases metabolism. What isn’t mentioned is how difficult i...
Breaking goals. in Diet and exercise.
I beat my goal, i started dieting on September 5th or 4th and was 16‘10, 3 months on and i wanted to be 14 stone. Last week my weight went up by 2lbs, it didn’t really depress me, it simply spurr...
The lose a stone in a week diet. in Diet and exercise.
I’m skeptical to these things but I’m going to give it a go anyway, i’ve started today on this so called diet. It’s meant to be not what you are eating but the chemicals which will flush your sys...
Dishonorable discharge. in Other life events.
From my face. At the gym. It’s gross but i was just sick so hard at the gym it came out of my nose because i grabbed my mouth quickly, little lesson to anyone interested in the gym, never eat bef...
2lbs in Diet and exercise.
Needed to lose 1lb this week, instead gained 2. Nothing else to say on the matter, failed to reach my goal.
Epic fail. in Diet and exercise.
Weighed in at the gym this week, not done a whole lot of cardio so only weighed in at 14‘1 meaning a 1lb loss. Fortunately a lot of the fat has been converted to muscle with all the strength trai...
Social life. in Other life events.
My social life is like the desert, in that sense i mean its rather bleak and noone wants to go there. This past months been lonely. Once again ive had my eyes opened to what people are like, ever...
A week of effort. in Diet and exercise.
I promised myself this week is going to be my week after weighing in yesterday. 31/10/14 14‘6 09/11/14 14‘5 14/11/14 14‘2 My goal is to be 14 or under by December, back when i started this that ...
Preemptive in Other life events.
I decided to get christmas out of the way early this year, i hate that last minute panic where your rushing around the town buying things up through crowds of people. Mostly online shopping, unfo...
Another week another lb in Diet and exercise.
So i’m 14‘5 this week, i haven’t been the gym a whole lot, i’ve not been eating great so when i weighed in expecting to gain a couple of pounds i was delighted to see i’d somehow lost. It’s boost...
Progressing fast. in Other life events.
So we finally went to the unit this week since Seans mum is back from holiday, i still don’t have the engine bay painted because i decided i am going to clean up the whole front end first, includ...
Aches and pains. in Diet and exercise.
I can appreciate anyone who wants to change their life for the better, some do it slowly & others simply blitz it to get it out of the way. Personally i never do anything slowly as im very na...
Accomplishment. in Diet and exercise.
After a lot of hard work i lost 6lbs this week, making me 202lbs. This means to reach my goal of 14 stone by December i only have to lose a measly 6lbs, which should be a cake walk. Friday 24th i...
Misreading in Diet and exercise.
Well i reweighed myself and made sure i stood completely still this time, turns out it was wrong and I’m actually 14‘11 and not 14‘5 like i thought. To be fair i kind of knew it was wrong because...
