Useless in Other life events.

I have this issue where i strongly believe myself to be useless at every simple task known to man. This could probably be caused by the life road i paved of having next to no friends and the lack of social abilities to make more. I turn 24 in less than a week and have no plans for my birthday whatsoever. I dont believe anyone will remember its my birthday with my lack of a facebook account, however i did always find it awkward people wishing you a happy birthday and then ignoring you for another year.

Anyway back on topic, i am hopeless at all basic life activities, no job, no friends, no social life, no love interest. Physically snd mentally i feel as useless as a chocolate fireplace. However this week i did have a go at welding my car, i decided to ween myself off of Seans abilities and try to improve my own. I was actually impressed with the result overall.

Sean said he cant work on the cars next week or the week after and then hes going on holiday to California so my only form of social interaction is going to be cut down to nothing for the coming month.

I guess i never really appreciated talking to people as much until i became so lonely again. Its really starting to sink in that im running out of people to talk too and by the age of 30 i will probably be all alone.

I dont talk to Adam or Syrina anymore and they where my constant form of company on a daily basis. Havent spoke to them in over 3-4 months i think, kinda deteriorated into nothing after christmas.

I guess being stuck in my room alone amplifies these negative feelings but when your place on the social ladder is rock bottom its hard to find somewhere to start and find new friends.

I guess the only way to make things better is to try stop digging this hole and put a stop to my ways. Hell just having someone to speak too would be a start but the monotony of loneliness is so crushing you cant help but be negative, and nobody wants that kind of atmosphere around them.