The great swell. in Other life events.

I confess I worry and complain a lot. Infact I am the single most anxious person ever. I would like to change that about myself, I guess it’s my greatest weakness but let’s move towards a conclusion for this predicament. I find myself with no friends and with no friends there comes no easy opportunity to make more friends. My anxiety and self conscious make it difficult to get out and make friends.

So, how do we dig ourselves out of this pit? I’ve decided the first step is too build some confidence and construct some bridges. I messaged a few old friends online and real life to try have some conversation. That being said I wasn’t all that successful, some replied and talked for a while. Old flames complained about their new love interests and some people straight up ignored me.

I quit smoking a couple weeks back so I’m hoping once my lungs are cleared at the end of the month I can work on some exercise again without coughing myself into a fit. I feel a little self confidence will go a long way.

Christmas soon and the council decided now’s a good time to rewire the house so we may not be home for Christmas. However that may prove a good time to start working out with no internet TV or Skype or games distracting me. I saw people on my favourites have started updating as infrequently as me so I hope your all OK :3