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You can play any character and yet in the end, you yourself are nobody. Your core personality is null. It's empty. That's how you could wear any mask all over your smooth, featureless face and have it fit perfectly.
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Shannanigans. in Diet and exercise.
This week i’ve been the gym 6 out of 7 days, to be fair i’d say i was over doing it but last week i realized my scales at home where wrong when they said i was 14‘12 when infact i was 15‘1. Howev...
Weight loss in Diet and exercise.
Friday 5th of september 16‘7 Friday 12th september 15‘9 friday 19th september 15‘6 Friday 26th september 15‘3 Friday 3rd October 15‘0 Friday 10th October 15‘0 Friday 17th October 14‘12 So far i’v...
Car stuff. in Other life events.
Well i promised i would get pictures. Firstly i will start with our new home for the car and the recent work. This is my car before it got sent to the new unit on the trailer, first time it’s ac...
Anxiety peaking. in Other life events.
We all know for a fact, i don’t like change. My anxiety is my own worst enemy and my biggest hurdle. Syrina comes home today, meeting new people is a big thing for me, i get down a lot, or magica...
This is page one of my evolution. in Diet and exercise.
So it’s exactly a month today since i started dieting again. No animals where hurt in the making of this entry, i have been a month meat free and been eating only tofu/faux meat. My weigh ins hav...
New unit. in Other life events.
So today i went to the unit and got told we are moving to a new unit on the 1st of the month, which was exciting until i went to see it. To be fair i haven’t been inside so its unfair to judge bu...
A lesson in complaining. in Other life events.
I’m just going to complain, i guess i’ve had one of those weeks, sorry for being so negligent to my journal. I dont really know where to start, so i’ll go back a couple of weeks and start there. ...
Cocky little pr*ck. in Other life events.
Right now i kind of can't stand to be around anyone, i went the gym last night and did some recent work on the car, but first i'm going to cover the things which suck. The things which currently ...
Im k in Other life events.
Sorry for being a deserter and not having the courage to come and type about my life and every day going, i honestly spend most of my time waiting to sleep again just counting the days. Everythi...
Motivation. in Other life events.
I'm better than this. The last 3 weeks or so have been awful, too add insult to injury i failed my driving test because of a single mistake again. I also got a £80 fine for dropping a cigarette b...
Coward. in Other life events.
The last 2 weeks have been horrendously bad, after scoring down to 13'8 i've gone back above 14 but it's unconfirmed what the damage is. I've started again yesterday and tried to get myself out o...
This weeks progress. in Diet and exercise.
It's fair to say i have tried my hardest this week, i've done more cardio than i have ever done before, i'm taking a small break today to embrace my achievements from this week. Here is the resul...
Happy birthday. in Other life events.
Dad's birthday today, 20 years without him and i can't help but think about how proud he would be of the immense failure i've become! On a more serious note this week has been very productive an...
Quick update and things to come. in Other life events.
Gym has been unkind to me, i had a cheat day Friday night, i lost 3 lbs but put on the same in body fat %. This means i am now 14'2, this weeks focus will be cardio and having 500 calories a day....
Just a little something. in Other life events.
I've been racking my brain a little as to improve myself. All this physical stuff is easy, eating right is easy too. This weeks main focus is going to be pure cardio i think. I enjoy building mu...
No progress in Diet and exercise.
I worked really hard at the gym this week however my weight has remained at 14'5 i did however lose 1.1kilo of fat which means I've gained muscle in place of fat % which i suppose i'm pleased abo...
A bad couple of days. in Other life events.
So i got stood up yesterday, totally blanked and ignored by the girl i was supposed to go out with; typical really. Try to put myself out there and test my confidence and get it crushed again. I...
This weeks progress in Other life events.
I walked the gym just now and i had a quid on me so i figured why not see how my weeks gone. Turns out it's gone quite well anyway. I lost 1.7kg of fat but only lost 1kg of weight so that means ...
Fuel for more. in Diet and exercise.
I was depressive a couple days ago, i normally only eat 500-800 calories a day but i decided to go overboard and had like 1800 calories, now don't get me wrong it wasn't unhealthy food it was jus...
Things that worry me. in Other life events.
Y'know, being overweight i always thought was my biggest problem when i was 16. Now later in life after i spent the ages of 15-20 pretty much indoors as an internet leech playing MMO's; i realize...
The escort is slammeth. in Other life events.
Well, the front end is fully built up and we lowered it down and, oh my quite the difference from standard height. Before: After: I have never felt so happy as i did today, finally i f...
Pushing the boat out. in Other life events.
If you have read me since my opendiary days, you will know i suffer with major anxiety problems, i don't really socialize or anything. So the girl i was talking to a few weeks back asked if i wa...
Progress and such in Other life events.
Well, i know i failed my driving test but apparently my working out is slowly paying off, I've gone from 15'8 to 14'10 - 14'11 this week, it was at 14'8 and when i put some socks on i was 14'10; ...
Well, fuck me. in Other life events.
I failed my driving test typically because i'm awful at life. I made a mistake by jerking the wheel once and that was considered dangerous, the rest i got was almost perfect, you're allowed 15 mi...
One week. in Other life events.
Sean went away yesterday to the lake district up near Scotland with his missus, so I've decided by the time he comes back I'd like to make a real improvement on my weight loss. I'm going to push ...
