6footunder ⋅
sometimes random thoughts, sometimes workout stuff, sometimes over dramatics, sometimes calloused analysis.
sometimes it tough being with the living when you'd rather be with the dead
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big changes are cause for self reflection in Sometimes I feel dead inside
the song on my playlist switches. so many changes happening. so much will be different. i'm excited about it. i'm dreading it. i kind of am indifferent about it. i've gone on this slow change to ...
test day 1 in my challenge
so my recovery time has gone to hell since i started this workout program. i partially blame it on my bed, partially on being over 30. i've gotten tired of being sore and i need to up my recovery...
and so we continue in my challenge
workouts continue. added jack3d to my pre-workout mess. i used it before and recalled that it tasted terrible but got me stupid pumped before i worked out. my workouts were also a bit more extrem...
pushing through and breaking equipment. in my challenge
i don't know how long i've been going at this. i have hit the point of being excited when i'm going to work out the upper body. i don't like yoga or legs day most of the time. the diet part has b...
opportunities and self help from monsters in Sometimes I feel dead inside
theres a reason people want to be scarface, why jordan belfort is popular, why gordon gecko influenced years of stock brokers. people want to be able to satiate every primal urge in their head. t...
soy fears and sore muscles in my challenge
well i've been going at it here for a while now. i've lost some weight and more importantly gained more definition. sure i'm not shredded there's lots more work before i get there. i'm tired thou...
last night was a bust, i couldn't find what i was looking for. i've been thinking that i've been going about things all wrong. i'm legitimately considering suiting up tonight. my suit needs to be...
keeping at it in my challenge
yesterday i went until i couldn't anymore. my arms pretty much gave up on me. kind of wished i had paced myself a bit better. a bit sore this morning, but nothing terrible. excited about working ...
oh man i really dropped the ball here in my challenge
i didn't stop working out, i just stopped writing in this. though yesterday i did skip out on yoga due to my day just getting away from me. today is upper body, i will be sore tomorrow. i've been...
dreaming of the bottom in Sometimes I feel dead inside
This is not an action movie as the only gun is metaphorical and held to my head. The bad man isn't a terrorist just a differing point of view. There is no obligatory woman to justify these action...
someone has to make the tough choices in Sometimes I feel dead inside
I remember feeling you breathing. I couldn't sleep my heart was racing. I didn't know what I even was going to do with you. I swear I thought you'd hear it or feel it. I wanted to take a chance, ...
trapped at a gas station at 2am in Sometimes I feel dead inside
the surreal nature of this get together to celebrate the life of a good person, just like the last one, is like a bizarre dream. seeing people who used to be important center pieces in each other...
a little more loss in Sometimes I feel dead inside
so one of the nicest guys i've ever met died yesterday. apparently it doesn't pay to be a nice guy in this world. i've watched as the nicest people i know die off. this guy was pretty much nice t...
it wasn't terrible tea in Sometimes I feel dead inside
i should be sleeping. i shouldn’t be awake. but my mind is racing, my body doesn’t know its done. i went and saw a friend at her new job today, its an ok place but it doesn’t look like its done y...
post injury/ workout week so far in my challenge
my leg seems to be back to 100% though i am still being a little cautious with it. this week has been physically tough but i don't hate it yet. i've been super busy this week as well. today will ...
off the IR and back into action! in my challenge
i'm super excited today. my leg hasn't bothered me, much more than the regular aches that come from my too exciting of a life. i can go back to working out! felt like the longest week ever, now a...
the idea is better than the person ever could be in Sometimes I feel dead inside
i saw a pic of a girl who was very close to me a long time ago. i remember thinking about how she wanted desperately to have me move it to the romantic realm. i never even considered her an optio...
injury report 1.2 in my challenge
i'm getting very frustrated with this injury. sure it hasn't been a week yet, but i want to get back to working out. i switched out my insoles, which wasn't as wonderful as i wanted it to be. but...
injury update in my challenge
i didn't work out yesterday, my leg hurt too much. i wrapped it up just so i could get around my apt without being in screaming pain. i also kept it wrapped while i slept. mind you i don't own an...
beginning of week 6? in my challenge
well i seriously messed up my right leg. the ankle, shin, and calf have been giving me some fun pain. it really dug into my sleeping. the best part is i have no idea what i did. i had a real hard...
i get bored in Sometimes I feel dead inside
i was having a beer at the bar i frequent and it occurred to me that i was bored out of my mind. maybe the last few years have spoiled me. i'm used to having women dote upon me while i am at this...
week uh i don't remember in my challenge
so i've neglected this. i've been busy and going to bed much earlier. but i made the switch to the deluxe program on monday. now i feel the soreness that i've come to expect. monday was upper bod...
more modification and ugh cardio in my challenge
i really hate cardio. i cannot stress this enough. i never really saw any results. i mean sure they had to exist. but it wasn't like the results i get from weight training. i've been disappointed...
sometimes the parallels, parallel in Sometimes I feel dead inside
another night of random inspiration. my muse has been working overtime this past week or so. i've been putting a shape to a couple of projects that didn't exist before this week. i want to blame ...
cardio, cardio, blurg more cardio in my challenge
so its been cardio all week. i really hate cardio. there are some of the exercises i can't keep up with. they are difficult to pull off. usually its just weird push up variations or something tha...
