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Adapting in First entry
Today I felt fairly normal. It feels like there’s a chance that I can eventually feel normal again. I’ve started forcing myself into better sleeping patterns. Going to bed earlier, and getting...
Continued in First entry
Yesterday was....disappointing to say the least. Don’t get me wrong, it didn’t really seem to go against me, but it wasn’t what I was hoping for. The entire day was filled with the expert testi...
Sorry in First entry
I’ve seem this a few times, but it’s beautifully worked and I wanted to save and share it. “I’m sorry you had to make me the villain of your story in order to stay in the light and keep the onloo...
Discovery in First entry
Fortunately the county I live in requires us to exchange discovery (exhibits) 48 hours in advance of court. I spent Monday going through all of her exhibits, marking up the lies and providing t...
Positivity in First entry
Tonight my daughter came to me and handed me my sons wallet. My son has been looking all over for it for weeks now. Well I gave it to him and told him his sister had found it and gave it to me....
Choices in First entry
So after the stupid games with the cell phone, I’m really tempted.to return anything and everything she has gotten for the children. Screw her. She doesn’t get to be the hero that buys cool pr...
Prosecution in First entry
So, I have retained my 2nd attorney in year. Seriously, what is going on here? The good news is after I explained the situation he just said, I know this may seem like enough, but with the info...
Larceny in First entry
Yeah so last night my daughter is talking on the tablet to her mom and I have someone at the door. I go check it out.. oh, it’s a Sheriff’s deputy. So, I answer thinking she just filed anothe...
Week in First entry
I have a week until court. I’m ready. We have made multiple requests for information. She hasn’t produced any of the requests. So, I personally believe that she doesn’t get her requests eit...
Manipulation in First entry
So my ex.had the baby. Not really thrilled, but not sure I am terribly upset either. At the moment, just feeling kind of blah about the whole thing. Well, jump forward to the last couple wee...
Doctor in First entry
So I made an appointment. She said our daughter had been complaining of stomachaches. She has been running around having fun and playing all weekend, but whatever let’s play the game. I made t...
Cleaning in First entry
This weekend I cleaned and threw a ton of stuff away. It was a productive few days. It gave me time to think and process things. Her behavior has really just been getting under my skin. Actin...
Bruises in First entry
Seriously it never ends. Last night I got an email demanding to know where the bruises on my daughter’s arm came from, as well as the bug bites on her side. Seriously, are you that dumb? Clear...
Counseling in First entry
Today she sent me.an email telling me she felt the evaluation came back “fine”. I disagree and her inability to even acknowledge there was anything of concern leaves me with a lot of concern. S...
High Road in First entry
Last night I received a text from my Ex’s employer. It congratulated me.for the new baby....Awkward. I’m not going to lie, I spend a considerable amount of time imagining how it would feel to j...
Baby in First entry
So, I genuinely don’t know what I’m about to write. My head and feelings are all over the place. Let’s start with guess who’s baby is here....feelings…I don’t know. I’m not mad, but surprisin...
Camp in First entry
Today I went to sign the kids up for summer camp. Because we have Joint legal custody, I didn’t want to take action without her. I tried to discuss it with her, but as usual, she refused to dis...
Attacked in First entry
Again another pointless motion that is filled with lies! You state that I don’t communicate or try to talk to you about the things going on.with the children!?!?!?! Who is the one that told me...
Steps in First entry
Today I mowed the yard, vacuumed the pool and the house is mostly in order. Outside work is something I enjoy, but I haven’t really figured out how to get out and do. My week days are filled.wo...
Shattered in First entry
You turned my world upside down. You completely shattered my entire existence. I was unstoppable, yet you brought me to my knees. You stole my youth and used me for everything you could. You...
Digging in First entry
Yesterday I was searching for a document for work. I came across her FB history from court. It peeked my curiosity. I hadn’t seen this part of everything. I started digging. Friend requests...
Words in First entry
I saw this today and it was like my heart had been given lips to speak. It’s been such a long journey. I’ve battled for months that have felt like years. I never knew heartbreak until last yea...
Anniversary in First entry
Today it struck me, I haven’t typed in a while. This month is my 1 year anniversary on here. It is bitter sweet. I find it interesting how much difference a year makes. In a year my world has...
Tick Tock in First entry
Here I am again. time passing and I am trying my best to hold on. I thought things would smooth out. I thought after court the stupid games would end. But no, that continue on. Same old song....
Grumpy in First entry
My ex announced to the world she is having a baby boy. This was surprisingly more difficult than I expected it to be. The pregnancy news didn’t surprise me, but the grand announcement just real...
