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Here I am. Two years removed from when it all started. A lot has happened since I last wrote. I suppose this may or may not be a long post. Let’s see where it leads. Two years ago today, m...

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I’m at a loss for words. It’s over. It’s finally over. Everything I have been dealing with....finally it is finished. I have struggled in ways that I never knew were possible. I’ve faced f...

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I haven’t been in the news and I’m actually thankful for that. On my FB feed a lot of my friends I have served with are posting updates and talking about how they feel about what’s happening. ...

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This may be the last entry in this book. Tomorrow I turn the page and close this chapter of my life. I am down to hours of being legally married. Almost 17 years of my life. I’ve learned a lo...

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I am getting closer to the 16th. I feel like I have my feet under me. The kids are starting to get used to cleaning up behind themselves. Work is going well. We are a little slow at work, but ...

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August 16th. August 16th! The divorce will be final! I can’t wait. I don’t have to show up, I don’t have tonpay an attorney, it will just be finished. That I am excited for. It’s time to be...

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It’s funny. The last few weeks I’ve noticed that I can breathe easier. Life is good. Work is flowing. They even have me training the newest hire. They have me slated for my biggest project t...

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Yesterday I have court for the false charge she filed against me. As I was getting some work done from My car prior to having to be in court, insee the cute couple walking their baby to the cour...

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It figures. I have a crazy connection it just doesn’t work out. The woman that I was super interested in said that right now she isn’t able to give me the attention I deserve. I knew it was co...

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The last few days have actually been a few good ones. I’ll kind of work through it on here. Yesterday after dinner my daughter and I started chatting. She started asking questions about her bir...

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I saw my mom for the first time since Christmas yesterday. She walked up and said “glad you see you’re still alive, I haven’t heard anything from you. ” Needless to say this didn’t sit well wi...

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So here I am. I’m crazy over this woman. Part of me is so excited that I really can’t believe it’s possible. Every since Sunday, after we talked, I’ve seen her really starting to come out of ...

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Yesterday was a good day. That is for sure. After we talked, communication seems to be greatly improved. Its not like we are constantly messaging and talking, in fact I’m good with just a few...

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Hmm. I started off my morning checking my phone to nothing. I decided I would send her the time and place that I would be and if she showed up, we could take it there. I told her I wasn’t sure...

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It’s funny how quickly things turn…so this woman I had started talking. It was amazing. Everything clicked. We had the same vision. The last 2 days I’ve received 2 messages. Yesterday, about...

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I never thought I would be here. I never thought that I could find someone that I could start talking about a subject and they would be able to finish it right where I left off. Or as we talked...

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Have you ever had a moment where it felt like you turned a corner and things finally seem to be coming back together? This past weekend was one of the best that I’ve had in a long time. Like, a...

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Today was good. I felt incredibly normal. I had a job walk with my boss, who was surprised at the progress we have made. He was pleased to say the least. He wants me to take on a 5 million do...

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July 1st .... I would guess I have an entry from a year ago. I’ll probably check after I write this. I was in hell. I was in pure darkness wishing for death. Like literally contemplating, fi...

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It’s been peaceful. No drama, just handling work and the kids. Trying to get life back to being more normal again. Sometime I just think to myself take the step. You can do it. You are a man...

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Today I felt fairly normal. It feels like there’s a chance that I can eventually feel normal again. I’ve started forcing myself into better sleeping patterns. Going to bed earlier, and getting...

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Yesterday was....disappointing to say the least. Don’t get me wrong, it didn’t really seem to go against me, but it wasn’t what I was hoping for. The entire day was filled with the expert testi...

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I’ve seem this a few times, but it’s beautifully worked and I wanted to save and share it. “I’m sorry you had to make me the villain of your story in order to stay in the light and keep the onloo...

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Fortunately the county I live in requires us to exchange discovery (exhibits) 48 hours in advance of court. I spent Monday going through all of her exhibits, marking up the lies and providing t...

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Tonight my daughter came to me and handed me my sons wallet. My son has been looking all over for it for weeks now. Well I gave it to him and told him his sister had found it and gave it to me....

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