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Renewed

It’s funny. The last few weeks I’ve noticed that I can breathe easier. Life is good. Work is flowing. They even have me training the newest hire. They have me slated for my biggest project t...


2 hours ago

Dismissed

Yesterday I have court for the false charge she filed against me. As I was getting some work done from My car prior to having to be in court, insee the cute couple walking their baby to the cour...


July 21, 2021

Dumped

It figures. I have a crazy connection it just doesn’t work out. The woman that I was super interested in said that right now she isn’t able to give me the attention I deserve. I knew it was co...


July 19, 2021

Days

The last few days have actually been a few good ones. I’ll kind of work through it on here. Yesterday after dinner my daughter and I started chatting. She started asking questions about her bir...


July 18, 2021

Mom

I saw my mom for the first time since Christmas yesterday. She walked up and said “glad you see you’re still alive, I haven’t heard anything from you. ” Needless to say this didn’t sit well wi...


July 14, 2021

Infatuation

So here I am. I’m crazy over this woman. Part of me is so excited that I really can’t believe it’s possible. Every since Sunday, after we talked, I’ve seen her really starting to come out of ...


July 12, 2021

Vulnerable

Yesterday was a good day. That is for sure. After we talked, communication seems to be greatly improved. Its not like we are constantly messaging and talking, in fact I’m good with just a few...


July 11, 2021

Met

Hmm. I started off my morning checking my phone to nothing. I decided I would send her the time and place that I would be and if she showed up, we could take it there. I told her I wasn’t sure...


July 10, 2021

Deja Vu

It’s funny how quickly things turn…so this woman I had started talking. It was amazing. Everything clicked. We had the same vision. The last 2 days I’ve received 2 messages. Yesterday, about...


July 07, 2021

Yours

I never thought I would be here. I never thought that I could find someone that I could start talking about a subject and they would be able to finish it right where I left off. Or as we talked...


July 06, 2021

Fresh

Have you ever had a moment where it felt like you turned a corner and things finally seem to be coming back together? This past weekend was one of the best that I’ve had in a long time. Like, a...


July 03, 2021

Light

Today was good. I felt incredibly normal. I had a job walk with my boss, who was surprised at the progress we have made. He was pleased to say the least. He wants me to take on a 5 million do...


July 01, 2021

Darkness

July 1st .... I would guess I have an entry from a year ago. I’ll probably check after I write this. I was in hell. I was in pure darkness wishing for death. Like literally contemplating, fi...


June 25, 2021

Forward

It’s been peaceful. No drama, just handling work and the kids. Trying to get life back to being more normal again. Sometime I just think to myself take the step. You can do it. You are a man...


June 22, 2021

Adapting

Today I felt fairly normal. It feels like there’s a chance that I can eventually feel normal again. I’ve started forcing myself into better sleeping patterns. Going to bed earlier, and getting...


June 17, 2021

Continued

Yesterday was....disappointing to say the least. Don’t get me wrong, it didn’t really seem to go against me, but it wasn’t what I was hoping for. The entire day was filled with the expert testi...


June 15, 2021

Sorry

I’ve seem this a few times, but it’s beautifully worked and I wanted to save and share it. “I’m sorry you had to make me the villain of your story in order to stay in the light and keep the onloo...


June 15, 2021

Discovery

Fortunately the county I live in requires us to exchange discovery (exhibits) 48 hours in advance of court. I spent Monday going through all of her exhibits, marking up the lies and providing t...


June 12, 2021

Positivity

Tonight my daughter came to me and handed me my sons wallet. My son has been looking all over for it for weeks now. Well I gave it to him and told him his sister had found it and gave it to me....


June 12, 2021

Choices

So after the stupid games with the cell phone, I’m really tempted.to return anything and everything she has gotten for the children. Screw her. She doesn’t get to be the hero that buys cool pr...


June 11, 2021

Prosecution

So, I have retained my 2nd attorney in year. Seriously, what is going on here? The good news is after I explained the situation he just said, I know this may seem like enough, but with the info...


June 10, 2021

Larceny

Yeah so last night my daughter is talking on the tablet to her mom and I have someone at the door. I go check it out.. oh, it’s a Sheriff’s deputy. So, I answer thinking she just filed anothe...


June 09, 2021

Week

I have a week until court. I’m ready. We have made multiple requests for information. She hasn’t produced any of the requests. So, I personally believe that she doesn’t get her requests eit...


June 06, 2021

Manipulation

So my ex.had the baby. Not really thrilled, but not sure I am terribly upset either. At the moment, just feeling kind of blah about the whole thing. Well, jump forward to the last couple wee...


June 01, 2021

Doctor

So I made an appointment. She said our daughter had been complaining of stomachaches. She has been running around having fun and playing all weekend, but whatever let’s play the game. I made t...


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Trying to hold on