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Hey everyone! Exciting news! I finally became an fitness coach for Beachbody. I’ve been doing their programs and following their instructors and coaches since 2008 and I LOVE them. The coach I w...


I’ve been trying to make a point of writing the good things down because usually I come here to vent about the bad. Yet, things have been so so good lately and I have not written. It’s a bad habi...


Well THAT was interesting. Saturday the BF and I decided to go check out the Taboo Sex Show event that was in town. At first I was excited because I thought it was going to be full of creeps and ...


What even is My Life, you guys? Like what do I even write, or how? Nothing interesting happens on a daily basis anymore, and most of the crap inside my head is long, drawn out, past bullshit or s...


*Wrote this… like 3 weeks ago. Or two. I dont know? So life decided to take a turn and I decided to hell with it, lets just roll with the punches! It’s been a rough few months but somehow, as alw...


That was supposed to be “SO BORED” but I just… I don’t know what happened. I am that bored. Being unemployed sucks, I honestly do not know how people do this. It’s been…20 days since I quit my jo...


Wow, I haven’t written in a long time. I’ve meant to, but you know how life goes I guess! Even though my grandma passed away almost 2 years ago now there are still things I miss terribly. It’s we...


Woah, am I actually writing? Jeez. Feels like forever. I need to write more in order to save my own sanity. I feel like my thoughts have been locked inside my head for way too long. Im more or le...


My last day was May 13th, so I haven’t been working for exactly 2 weeks now. At first I was stressed as shit, because you know, not working = no money. I’m trying my hardest not to blow through m...


Last night I opened PB and started typing. I starting trying about my relationship history and why I always seem to stay when I shouldn’t. It actually became very, very long. I got a lot out that...


I wasn’t really like this as a tween but you always see and hear about it. Those girls who have their first big crush, and swear they’re in love, and they become sick little obsessed basket cases...


I don’t know if I understand my relationship. Said every person ever. The bf and I were in a huge argument while I was at work last week (I work out of town atm). To the point I told him I was go...


I broke down and grabbed a coffee. Its so easy, everyone in this office drinks coffee like they need it to live. AND the coffee machine is about 5 feet from my desk. So. There’s that. I haven’t h...


Why do we compare people? Why do we over analyze everything? Why do we judge people based on our own thoughts and then turn blame on them? Because its what we do. I’m trying so hard not to do any...


That was the lamest joke, ever. But I still laughed so hahaha. I have polycystic ovaries. There are what looked like millions of cysts on my ovaries because, well, they can do what they want, I g...


Oh. My. Gawd. Fuskfnsmdnf. Its only 10am and I’ve dealt with more stupidity than a person should have to for an entire year. This company came to site to do annual inspections on our fire exting...


I’ve been thinking lately about this ‘rut’ I’m in. I need to start putting ME first. So here’s what I plan to do. This project is done May 27th. I’m going to stick it out but then I’m done. I do...


My mind has been absent. I feel like I woke up brain dead, gos knows how long ago, because I feel like there’s hardly any activity going on up there lately. Which isn’t normal for me at all. Look...


I’ve been in such a blue, crappy mood lately. Since getting to work last Monday, I’ve just… Ugh. I guess it makes sense. This is my last shift here. Were done tomorrow. So not only have I been pr...


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Hey all, So I want to reach out on prosebox and see if anyone could help me out. I have this big idea in my head but not sure how to make it reality. Heres the story… my grandmother has always be...


I already know that I get extremely bored fairly easy. I was ‘diagnosed’ with ADHD starting when I was in elementary. Not that I think that’s a great diagnoses, I mean, most people are in some wa...


I’m sorry. I can’t do this. I can’t sit here and talk to you like everything is normal. Its not. I’m not able to talk to you like everything is fine while you stand there holding my heart in your...


Warning, this may turn into a rant. One thing that really pisses me off… When people blame other people for their own emotions. We had a safety meeting at work and our safety guy was talking abo...


Yesterday I was being a total princess. I’ve calmed down since then. APPARENTLY 3 hours sleep, 3 nights in a row, screws up my ability to think clearly and apply logic to my life. Who knew!? Abou...


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