May 13. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.

I broke down and grabbed a coffee. Its so easy, everyone in this office drinks coffee like they need it to live. AND the coffee machine is about 5 feet from my desk. So. There’s that. I haven’t had any coffee in almost 3 weeks! I’m not sure if that’s the reason or not but I’m jittery now. I’m also over tired and bored. That could have something to do with it.

May 13th is my official end date on this project. I’m super stoked! I want to be done with projects out of town SO BAD. That being said, I forgot that our economy is the shits right now so job hunting has not gone as smoothly as I would have hoped.

Apparently my friends boss wants to wait a bit and see how they do without filling the position because, you know, cut backs. I can’t really rely on a ‘maybe’.
I’m thinking I’ll ask my boss for 1-2 weeks off and then if I don’t find anything, I’ll let him send me back out. Blargh.

I’m back to not knowing what I want. SHOCKER. I know what I want to do in school if I could just do it but there’s so many complications and crap. That’s where my mind is like “hey look, an easy way out, let’s just forget all this and head out that way!”

May 13th… SO FRIGGEN STOKED.