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Now, im a princess.* in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
So there. I sent my resume out to about 10 places. Mostly for in town positions with next to no travel required. Bah. I’ll honestly be surprised if I even get a call back. That sounds negative bu...
Stress sucks. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Why do I do this to myself? Im beginning to think I like being stressed out. Either that or I just have horrid… Luck? Not luck, but whatever. I’m stressed. That is all. I’m currently working up n...
Stress sucks. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Why do I do this to myself? Im beginning to think I like being stressed out. Either that or I just have horrid… Luck? Not luck, but whatever. I’m stressed. That is all. I’m currently working up n...
commitme- naaahhh, bro. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Am I the only one with this issue? Commitment just doesn’t work well in my life. And its not the fear or “oh no, I can’t, I just CANT” type. Its just the … My attention span doesn’t know how to c...
Nonsense. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
This may not make sense because it probably needs to be elaborated on however I do not have the time right now to do so. All I want to say is that.. my boyfriend understands me, who I am, and he ...
Northern Beauty. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
I’m writing this on my phone so I pre-apologize for any epic autocorrects that may occur. We have a love-hate relationship going on. Steady for many, many years. Any who. I’m up north working. I ...
Well, shit, that sucks? in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Well screw you guys and not leaving notes on how to quit my job. LOL I know, I know, I am an adult. Fully capable of quitting a job without reassurance from the internet. BUT it did not feel like...
Holes to the face, much!? in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
So yesterday I received a few holes to my face. You know, typical Wednesday afternoon fun. Not really though, I had surgery. They inserted a microscope and needles into my face, in my ear, and in...
Work update in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Alright, like I said, time to catch up on my life in PB! I better actually start writing more regularly. Wow, I had to use spell check for the word 'regularly". You know something is wrong when.....
Where did you come from? in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Woah... Hello again. Where did you come from?! Gah, I didn't realize it's been so long sine I wrote. Which probably adds to the fact that I'm all pent up with emotions and thoughts and those feel...
I have no morals... in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
First of all.. how long has it been since I've written? Ooops. Sorry guys. I get distracted by reading my favorites and then forget to write my own entries. Anywho... I just did a bad thing. I ...
3 days to changes. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
I forgot to write about my car - I got my car last Friday! Weeeeeeeeeeee. I cannot believe how obsessed I am over it. It's been the car i've wanted since I got my learners way back when I was 15!...
I'm a little girl in a big world... in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
I feel like such a loser. Like legit - a HUGE loser. Which brings my confidence to zero, which in turn makes this even worse. Okay so... I am on Facebook, and my newsfeed is cluttered with "girls...
Sup, it's only been forever? in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
What's up diary readers? It's only been forever! So a shit tonne has been going on. I did start that second job, it was CHAOTIC. Working 16 hour days and dealing with a million people - not fun....
New Job Confusion. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Well, yes, I finally broke down and went for it - got a second job. It's part time. I work weekends and then whenever I want during the week. This will bring in more money, which I feel I need an...
Girls are irrational. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Damnit, damnit, damnit! I went to the mall with a girl I recently met and we ended up at Tiffanys. I found a ring I LOVE. I fell so in love with it - only down side is... it's $15,000.00 So I wi...
Party tonight Pic. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Tonight is the party. My bf's work guys are all getting together for dinner and drinks at the bosses house. So.. the guys will all get wasted and I will sit awkwardly with the wives. Blah. But i'...
As if that just happened... in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
So.. you'll never guess what? I just hung out with this girl I met on Dec.1rst and ...WE GOT ALONG AMAZINGLY. Whaaaaaaaaat!? I know. I don't know whether to be super excited or seriously shocked....
Useless blahblah thoughts. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
I don't want to focus too much on the negative stuff because I feel like I've had enough of that in the past week to last me a damn lifetime. First off.. the whole boyfriend situation. Some ser...
At a crossroad... What do I do!? in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
So after a whole night of silencing me out, my boyfriend text me this morning from work. He's on the verge of leaving. He called me a cheater and a liar. He told me that I've broken every ounce o...
Theres comes an end... in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
"Sometimes I think I should have just stayed at work." - a text from my friend. I completely agree... the boyfriend is mad. He's giving me the silent treatment and doesn't want to talk about it...
That's Impulsive. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Well... here I am, finding myself lost in my own emotional turmoil so what do I do? What I always do - become completely and utterly impulsive and reach out to any sense of escapism I can find. W...
Honestly, this entry is useless. in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
I honestly have nothing to write about but im going to write just to wrire because I'M SO EFFING BORED!!! Oh and also, i'm practicing my typing.. because I have to take a stupid typing test. Even...
Waterfall from my nose! in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
Yeah okay, that was a bit disgusting for a title but it's true! And it IS gross. But it is what it is, my body hates me. I'm sick, yet again. Fuck you, body! Man up! We received a downfall of 28c...
Grieving Sucks some Balls! in A New Beginning to an Old Story.
This may just turn into an angry rant because im super pissed off right now and I don't even know how I let myself get to this today. It's just stupid how everyone expects me to be so friggen ha...
