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OK so yesterday I finally pooped. Not the little pebbles from a week ago. I wish they were pebbles, this was a Big Rock. It hurt, it took a long time, I bled, and my ass is still sore today...

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I’ve been noticing how many food related shows I watch. I’m not saying all fat people watch food on TV all day but I DO. Me and my family likes to cook, and a trillion years ago when cooking sho...

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I’m 265 and I searched my diary to as when I last mentioned that weight. It was August of 2018. It’s taken me 6 months to lose 30lbs and right now I’m thinner than I’ve been in 2 years. Of cour...

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Not much has changed but I’m starting to get scabby and I can’t help but to pick. The worst one is in my belly button. There’s some kind of clear glue that’s painted over each incision and that...

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As for my belly and everything else. Doing fine. I twisted the wrong way in my sleep but there was no major damage. My right side is just a tiny bit sensitive so many that’s where the pulled my t...

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First day back at work. Although it’s only 2 hours WFH. I still feel too tired to do this but maybe I’m just being lazy after a week off. I asked around online about when people get their energy...

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So yesterday my SIL and nephew came with my phone and helped me set up it. Case is coming soon. She stayed a while and told me she was sick For MONTHS after her bypass almost 20 years ago. Tha...

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I’m trying to get back to normal - cause my first day back in the office is Tuesday. OMG the amount of phlegm being released from my body is unbelievable. If I’m not coughing it up I’m blowing my...

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Yeap been home since sometime Monday afternoon. The first thing I did after getting home was spill juice on my phone while I was sleeping and Kill it. So I have another Christmas present coming ...

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I been taking oxy every 5 hours so this may be jumbled SUNDAY I visited Emma at my moms house before they went to Daddys. Emma has no idea about my up coming surgery but she kept saying I love yo...

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they did the surgery - I am out and home. I totally underestimated this procedure. I am in ALOT of pain and popping oxy like candy. I’ll explain more when I feel better.

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Couldn’t drop just 1 more lb lol. Prob cause I had a protein shake at 11pm lol. So I did my final anti bacterial wash. My bag is ready. Ferals are fed, yes that one is still stuck. I did a m...

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Almost there The drama with that (you might have caught on my fb) is that Thursday i didn’t feed then cause of the snow from Wednesday’s storm. When I fed them on Friday I heard one crying from ...

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So Friday was an easy day at work. My boss didn’t bother me for anything at all! I’m surprised she didn’t frantically try to throw things at me cause it’s the last time she can for a week. The f...

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Still so mad and vegetable Indian curry made me gain 2 lbs! I didn’t even enjoy any rice or bread! OH WELL I’m black on track now. I forgot to mention we had snow on Wednesday. I have no idea ho...

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I cheated… I dunno what it was about yesterday that completely threw me off but it did and I wanted to EAT. So when Will said he was ordering Indian and asked if there was anything I could possib...

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So I have to start by saying that I finished my dinner, if u wanna call it that, at 830pm Tuesday night. And Wednesday I fasted before the testing. I got to the hospital around 845am. I park...

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For those keeping count - 11 lbs down in 7 days… but this isn’t a diet you can maintain so I wouldn’t recommend it. Today I’m off work so I can go to the hospital where my surgery will be on Mon...

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I feel like an anorexic that Will has accepted. I just don’t eat or enjoy food and he doesn’t mention it. Kinda sad. Yesterday my stomach got messed up for no reason. My “cheat” was honey must...

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Sundays and/or Mondays are usually the days when me and Will order out together so when Sunday evening came around I know he was wishing he could order out but he didn’t want to cause I couldn’t ...

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So last night - maybe like 11 I broke down and had a hard boiled egg with pesto sauce. I say “broke down” like it was super bad but what I did in the morning was worse - I had Farina. But I didn’...

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I got up around 5 after going to sleep around 1am. Should I attempt to nap - I dunno. I got cramps so maybe a nap is a good idea but it’s hard to sleep in the daytime. Anyway this morning I just...

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It’s midnight, I’m up. Work was… I didn’t feel like working. I was going to do a short visit to my mom’s for Emma cause I was gonna ride with Will tonight since I can’t on Saturday due to maybe...

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I’m not starving yet. I told Will when he got and now I got more of a reaction. The reaction is more worry lol than happiness. I guess while his most common emotion is usually anger - his second...

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So this morning when I told Will they said I was approved for surgery I told him I was starting my liquid diet TODAY. He said - you don’t even have a date - you’re starting it too early. I said, ...

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