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Maybe it was the big poo… Will has had so much drama Today and he still doesn’t have his surgery yet. I haven’t slept in over 24 hours. I can’t relax. I am being a little snacky but I haven’t re...

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For Will. And I’m nervous. I’m flat out scared. I’m thinking about how much worse his health is than mine was on my surgery day. I should be asleep. We both did the pre op stuff that said hi...

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This is gonna be tmi but I’m back to back end issues. I’ve been taking the laxative pills every day , cause of the time (like a month ago) before where I had some major issues. I have never bee...

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So I haven’t really mentioned in here but me and my husband were both going for the surgery. We both got approved around the same time but due to his job, he couldn’t get the surgery in 2020 lik...

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I thought I’d lose more with how my appetite dropped during my period but I keep forgetting that starvation is not the answer. Although I am completely honest when I say that I just haven’t felt...

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My biggest pairs of pants are 4x / 26 for a 44½ waist and 54½ hips. I wore them instead of leggings today because I had knee socks and boots for the snow. When I took my measurements last month ...

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Just to record progress… I can’t believe I’m in the 250s. It’s weird cause I struggle to see a BIG dif in my body yet 2 months ago I would have KILLED to be in the 250s! It’s was a mini milestone...

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Some of my regular readers may know (but because this entry is public you all don’t know) I used to binge and purge. I haven’t done so in years but I had been on and off with the practice for a l...

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1 month and 1 week PO - 16lbs down from surgery - 37 lbs down from highest weight Of course I was worried for nothing, like I always am. So I went to the doc and they weighed me. On my own, nake...

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Today I go back to the doc to get weighed - so I cheated and drank coffee to moooooove things along just so I can be at the lowest possible weight for him. I say “cheated” because they basically...

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So if you don’t know I watch (or listen to) a lot of vlogs through the day while I’m working. A lot of spiritual stuff. Sometimes it’s literal church messages but other times it’s tarot/oracle ca...

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I think I had my first dumping. And I’m sure this wasn’t the worst it could be. I had some vegan deli slices (like 4) and I’ve had them before. I’m supposed to eat soft foods and they are but ...

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I’m just noting this here cause FINALLY the scale is moving although I know I should just be happy with the inches. And I see more. Like I can SEE my stomach deflating. I can SEE my chin and neck...

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I know now that I’m a month out I have to incorporate exercise Somewhere. I talked to my friend who’s already a year out from surgery and she told me at this point in my journey I’m not eating en...

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That’s right it’s been 1 month since my surgery. Ok here goes: ---------May 24 285lbs-Jan 3 264lbs-Jan 18 264lbs-Total Loss Chest—51 in-----------50 in--------48 in------- -2 in Waist—54 in-----...

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Ok I just wanted to mention here that I’ve got on the scale - even though I really tried not to - and it’s not really moving. So of course I’m a little panicked cause I’m almost a month out - I ...

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I finally got the chewable vitamins. They are awful tasting and turn my stomach but I’m just gonna do it and hopefully get used to them.

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I forgot to mention that Will talked about when he picked me up after the surgery. I’m sure you all don’t remember when I laid out the whole experience weeks ago but basically from what I rememb...

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First I had a spoon of PB yesterday afternoon (before the dinner cheat) cause I was wanting something sweet and I don’t really have sweets around. The PB tasted good but 1 spoon felt like lead i...

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I forgot to tell you guys what my doc said about my diet going forward. I’m still on the liquid diet until 1/18 and he encouraged me to switch right over to soft foods asap - not linger on the l...

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SO ok … Yesterday was my first visit back to the doc since surgery. I really thought that me and Will were going to go together even though this visit had nothing to do with him. We’ve gone to th...

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SO ok … Yesterday was my first visit back to the doc since surgery. I really thought that me and Will were going to go together even though this visit had nothing to do with him. We’ve gone to th...

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So this morning I noticed that I seem to be drinking just fine. I’m past the point of tiny sips and can actually fill my mouth with liquid and drink like a normal person - at least tea. I haven’t...

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I noticed yesterday that I’m a little smaller and today Will said he noticed it too. Now I’m just being nitpicky but even I can see my hourglass shape coming back, when I stand to the side I sti...

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I felt like my “weight loss” journal is now just a bathroom play by play… either way, I’m better today. This morning I went and it was a little - and I mean a little - bit softer. But with ass as...

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