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October 07, 2020

Now I know in just testing

I want you all to do n experiment with me. Suspend logic and reality for a bit. Imagine for a moment that when you woke up this morning you were back at 13 years old. You woke up in your childh...

September 12, 2020

More PCOS research in just testing

Bear with me or skip this while I work this out. I’m doing so much research because I don’t want to resort to drugs on this but it’s a lot of what the research is about. What I think, and I cou...

September 11, 2020

PCOS research in just testing

So I’ve def figured out that you can have PCOS symptoms while not having out of whack ovary cysts/follicles. But it doesn’t mean that couldn’t develop for me, it’s just not something I have now. ...

September 10, 2020

Facial Hair in just testing

I left out one PCOS symptom from the last entry that I’m incredibly embarrassed by but I gotta at least mention it at least in my diary. I’ve been growing chin hairs. No where near a real beard,...

September 09, 2020

Pcos in just testing

I definitely think i have it. I never really looked into it before and i don’t have all the symptoms, I have some: Im tired, I’m fat, I’m diabetic, no sex drive, mood swings (depression/ anxiety...

In just getting started with the process and I’d like to read other stores. From pre op to post op. Im just trying to gather info.

May 21, 2020

Annoyed in just testing

I didn’t mention but this week ive come into the office Tues, wed, and now Thursday because she keeps saying she wants me to print and post letters (which i can only do from ther office) but all...

May 20, 2020

Yesterday in just testing

You know, I wrote last night about yesterday and I don’t know why it didn’t save and it didn’t even go into drafts. I don’t even remember all of it but the point was that after the day before ye...

May 02, 2020

Oops in just testing

My mom went to my sister’s house yesterday And while she entertained my niece my sister took a call from the asshole. She went to the garage so they ask weren’t listening to her car. Long story...

April 23, 2020

What should she do? in just testing

Welp, my mom’s visit wasn’t the love fest I was hoping. Before my mom arrived at my sisters house, my sister was venting about the asshole. Basically my sister has had a routine for a while whe...

February 26, 2020

I joined a 5k in just testing

for my job. The New Jersey Sharing Network is hosting the 5k. They take all organs but the tissue / eyes ( we at Eversight do that) but since we’re both in the recovery of organs we are showing ...

I know that you can Because you will Because you already have Because time is not a straight line You’re already there at the finish line Feel this You’ve got this You’ve already been there Get...

December 21, 2019

Manna from heaven in just testing

It’s coming for you

December 15, 2019

Michigan in just testing

I haven’t written much I actually had a work trip to Michigan Where the bomb was dropped on me that my boss in Michigan gave notice and left. I think she gave a week notice, not 2, and told No ...

December 08, 2019

Omfg in just testing

Will wants to be a vegetarian, maybe a vegan!! What. The. Ascension?! If you don’t already know, I’ve been a vegetarian for a almost 20 years. Ive tried to be vegan but pizza/ ice cream always...

November 25, 2019

So what happens in just testing

If you get divorced and it’s decreed that the daddy cannot bring a child to a gf’s house but he still does. Do you have to follow him night and day and get pix? Does he get a fine? Does he get c...

November 12, 2019

Bad dream in just testing

I don’t want to even get into the gruesome details of it but it had to do with a child sex ring. Sometimes my dreams are like movies so I’m basically watching a girl (kid) get kidnapped i don’t ...

Im over business trips

August 08, 2019

Progress? in just testing

I talked about the oreo saga today without crying. Not even a lump in my throat. Almost 3 months without Him.

May 24, 2019

Better in just testing

Still short tempered but I think we all were a little overwhelmed by the phones today since everyone Is trying to do extra before the holiday. I think I’m getting out at 330/4 tomorrow so that’s ...

May 21, 2019

Parental rights in just testing

You don’t all know the details but my sis and her husband have not been in love for at least 3 years. They are staying together to raise their child and the convenience of keeping the house they ...

I’m my sickness. I noticed last night that I was actually breathing! And I got a good night’s sleep. I’m still taking meds cause my nose is still stuffed but I can breathE pretty solidly out of o...

February 21, 2019

Dreams omfg in just testing

Ok first off I think I made it private But when I did cards yesterday, one of the messages was: Act as if… Like as if you already had what you wanted in a law of attraction kinda way I didn’t rea...

February 20, 2019

Long weekend = etsy in just testing

For me, not will… So Friday I hung out with Ms bossy pants. Poor thing is still learning the ways of the world. So when she’s bossy or says something unkind and we tell her its wrong, hurts feel...

February 11, 2019

My problem is in just testing

I’m a liar. I’m a nice person. I care about alot of people. But I’m also manipulative. I act nice to people I don’t like. I make people think I like them. But inside I’m mean and judgemental. I ...

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