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Sunday while will took a nap and the rain stopped I went back out there to catch the cats. No sign of them for 90 minutes and I was thinking of leaving cause I thought will would be done napping ...


Things are going ok over here. Work iss still STRESSFUL and i had a mini melt down on Friday. Just me alone at my desk, panicking, overwhelmed. I REALLY need to job search more seriously. I...


Guess the week got away from me and i haven’t written much. Work is fine. I was worried about a mistake but it hasn’t come up … might work itself out by next week. The only sorta big news is t...


May 02, 2017

Heart breaking in just testing

Me and my sis were bullshitting in front of my mom’s house and a jeep drive ny and we hear a loud noise, almost like a heavy mat hitting the ground. It was too dark to really see what happened. ...


February 22, 2017

Vitamin D in just testing

Is doing nothing for me. I’m taking it all month and I don’t feel any more energized. I have a 5 month supply so I’ll keep using it but vitamin D right now stands for disappointment.


December 29, 2016

help in just testing

It’s not that serious … Today was fine at work. Since I finally got the trainings I did a lot today. They didn’t send them all at once because there’s certain ones I can’t get until I pass the ba...


December 21, 2016

They cried in just testing

And not only because I did all the Dirty Work


December 21, 2016

Today's the day in just testing

As much hell add i went through I’m still kinda sad And i know their replacement receptionist isn’t up to my standards And i know me leaving messes up everyone’s schedule And I’m scared that this...


October 21, 2016

catching up in just testing

Yesterday was a regular day besides almost killing another kid - BUT i wasn’t involved this time. Another allergy issue. Kicker is: power went out in the kitchen and I was almost asked to go in t...


October 12, 2016

Everyday in just testing

I die a little more Why the fuck won’t some one hire me already I’m literally dying here More work now hours less teachers all stretched on the same pay check That fucking evening receptionist i ...


October 10, 2016

Begining of Buddhism in just testing

Liking meditation so much that I’m now reading a book on Buddhism. And I wanted to write these notes down for myself. Take what you will from them… Caring for all beings, even those you don’t kno...


Well the associate director is gone. She left on Friday. So now on Monday the director in education curriculum person cornered me to ask me how I was feeling about everything. I told them that it...


The chef needed alot of help yesterday. It’s a lot of work. They called the evening receptionist to come in. So even when I got a break I couldn’t sit at my desk. I finally got to go to meditatio...


December 15, 2015

day 16 in just testing

I ate within mycarbs butno exercise


December 14, 2015

day 15 in just testing

Obviously stuffing my face is more important I ate within my carbs but didn’t exercise I actually opened the school, took a long brunch/lunch and then came back to close the school Weirdness happ...


December 14, 2015

day 14 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


December 14, 2015

day 13 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


December 11, 2015

day 12 in just testing

6am Breakfast: hot chocolate 8, pumpkin pudding 23 9am Snack - Indian onion snacks 20 12pm Lunch: Indian lunch 34 4pm Snack: 630 pm Dinner: 7pm Dessert: Exercise: Carbs left:


December 10, 2015

day 11 in just testing

6am Breakfast: hot chocolate 8, cereal - 46 9am Snack - Indian onion snacks - 20 12pm Lunch: 4pm Snack: banana bread 40 630 pm Dinner: veggies and dip 22 7pm Dessert: cream puffs 22 Exercise: 30...


December 09, 2015

day 10 in just testing

6am Breakfast: hot chocolate 8, Indian onion snacks - 20 9am Snack - Indian onion snacks - 20 12pm Lunch: indian ( rice and chickpeas mainly ) - 40 4pm Snack: candy - 50 ( wasn’teven worthit ) 63...


December 09, 2015

day 9 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


December 09, 2015

day 8 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


December 09, 2015

day 7 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


December 09, 2015

day 6 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


December 03, 2015

day 5 in just testing

i over ate and did no exercise


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