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well enough alone in 2014
11:18pm Man, it is hot here! Hitting the 100s already and we're only half-way through May. I don't know how I'm going to last the summer. I might actually have to invest in a fan this year. Most...
rodeo thoughts in 2014
9:07pm So I've been into this cowboy thing lately. Getting back to my roots, or something. ;-) I mean I had a severe obsession with horses when I was a kid. I wore boots, and fringe, and cowgirl...
7:57pm I have this horrible habit of failing to sit down and write entries after big events in my life. I think it's just one of those things that's slightly overwhelming. Like I want to say All...
east and west in 2014
12:31pm Not much new to report. Except I just glanced up and saw there's a giant black spot on the ceiling in the hallway, which I'm guessing is a spider. My spider killing mother is gone and I...
near the surface in 2014
5:30pm Well, it turns out I'm totally not a woman of my word! So much for "refusing" to contact CK again and all that bs I rambled on about. After one [or six] too many beers last night I lost ...
meeting You in 2014
1:42pm So, sitting in the sun can definitely re-energize your life! I've missed days like this so much! And I never thought I'd be this girl who loved to be outdoors sitting in the sun, but that...
slow and productive in 2014
4:58pm I am very tired today. It is one of those slow-moving, very lethargic kind of days. Most of that might have to do with the fact that I woke up at 2am and had a very difficult time going b...
disappearing in 2014
11:20pm Well Happy [almost end of] Easter! This turned out to be an interesting day. I realized last night that I don't understand how people work M-F jobs all year round. I'm not sure I could ...
final hours in 2014
7:48pm Here I am, once again. The final days. Final hours. I really wish I could say I was done, packing up, and getting ready to head home, but alas we still have another appointment coming in ...
3:49pm So close, yet so far! That seems to always end up being life's theme. Like in regards to Everything. But I guess that's just how I like it. It tends to work out for the best that way. I'...
11:06am First: I am totally on a roll with this writing thing this year. Of course about 93.7% of the entries involve one particular topic, but who can blame me? There ain't much else going on i...
8:55pm Well that's done. Ck left the house about a half hour ago. And it wasn't the most horrible afternoon ever. ;-) He actually showed up late. Like around 6 instead of 5. I should have know...
2:17pm Well, it's done. I took the giant leap that I'd been dreading for a while. About an hour ago I sent CK a text. Asked what he was up to today. I've had his number for a while but always k...
the timing in 2014
10:22pm Another good day. :-) We had to work, of course. We'll be working straight through including Sundays. The way it's been flying by, I imagine it won't be that difficult to last. Although...
near the end in 2014
7:06pm Man, I am super struggling to type today. It could be that I'm sitting crooked in my chair and the keyboard's at a weird angle, but yeah. We'll see how far I get before I become annoyed a...
can't be too much in 2014
5:23pm I have resigned myself to the fact that CK is never going to come over and ask me to hang out. Like I can't tell if he really doesn't want to, or if he'll just never get the guts. My prid...
6:34pm The mystery continues! The church guy mystery, that is. I don't remember if I went into details. Did I write last night? Saturday night? I don't know. I think I mentioned him following c...
winning streak in 2014
7:43pm So, good news! My streak continues! I'm quite proud of it too. [I hope this won't come off as pure sarcasm and wit, because I really do think it's a great thing!] The streak I'm talking ...
soothing moments in 2014
9:03pm It's raining! And that's such a rare occurrence these days that it's even more exciting than usual! We were pretty busy at work today. Got a lot of people out of our hold box, which is a...
quietly waiting in 2014
9:53pm I have to start getting ready for bed here shortly. We have a busy day planned for tomorrow at work. I knew this was going to happen here at the end but I'm trying to remember to take it ...
the tiny moments in 2014
5:53pm Today was such a good day! One of those where all the little things are going right and life seems perfectly grand. As in: French toast for breakfast. Blue Dress feeling. Passenger. All ...
Let's bond in 2014
4:52pm I want to sit and gab about all things that I shouldn't talk about, so I won't. But I really want to. hah. This doesn't make sense. I'll probably be the only one to read it though. And I ...
sweet and honest in 2014
4:10pm Today has been a lazy day. I needed one of these to just lie around and recuperate. I'm still not 100% back to normal after the cold so a day of relaxation should help. It's nice not to h...
so hopeless in 2014
1:40pm So I don't really want to do that thing where I'm only talking about one single topic all the time [ie: boy] but I can't help myself. Do I say that enough these days? heh. Of course it'...
6:55pm I don't actually have very much to say. I'm stuck at work for a while because we have a late appointment. There isn't much for me to do at the end of the day. I've already done most of th...
