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actually i’ve already written about shampoo so. so. i think. that i might actually be allergic to medical tape er well standard, medical tape. which of course i bought, at the dollar store. the w...

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Patti she’s a housemate of mine i’ve mentioned her before. she is low functioning. she doesn’t talk to people she talks at them cause she’s not able to actually hold a conversation. anyway so due...

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so apparently. Support the co. that Naya and the lady work for. is closed. which means. a. i don’t have to feel bad about cancelling another house meeting when. there hasn’t been another one sche...

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so this was something. that was going to happen a month or 2 ago. but then didn’t. [like i’ve said i’m behind. i’ve just not stated that recently.]. well so a month or 2 ago. my sister was going....

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so at whole foods uh yesterday. they were wiping the baskets down for, the customers. i didn’t get a basket. [actually no the only reason i was there was to get chai so.]. but they’re assuming. e...

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so. my mom showed me the email from my. that my psych. had sent her. [again. for the 3rd time. i see a psychologist and they’re not the meds people.]. and for some reason. i misunderstood and tho...

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um so on sun. the 8th i. did i do my laundry? wait when was DST? ok so that was. on sun. which. no i didn’t do my laundry. so bc. i wake up 40 mins. after i was meant to have started. it and. no ...

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or, as i’ve taken to calling it, the stupid virus thingy/the virus thingy. well. i won’t get it. [how do you know? well. i don’t.]. no but a. i’m not a senior citizen and 2. i’m not social like. ...

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so on the 1st which was sun. i did my laundry. i think. mon. tues. i. didn’t do anything. right mon. was when my comp. went all cattywampus. and wouldn’t work. but luckily i had one at my mom’s w...

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[and blogging is a way to get that?] yeah..........bc that makes so much sense. no um. so i talked to Mark about why exactly i’ve been so depressed lately. i love the guy he’s awesome. and he. he...

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so. i didn’t explain this. which. i’m going to. the semicolon thing is a um. symbol for mental health [in the u.s. at least] that’s been around for the past couple - few yrs. it means: your life ...

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that’s exactly how it feels. bc everyone knows what it’s like to be really tired. how do you get your soul to go to sleep? [well. not actually to sleep] i don’t. know. it’s not an actual question...

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oh yeah. no i do know. holy fuk my depression has returned. i’m tired which makes me irritable bc i’m dealing w/ this big thing. it’s like the potato thing all over again. [i actually will explai...

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no i mean cause my friend died back in jan. like the people who know about it. online. [cause no one offline knows about it. that he died.]. or at least to offer. and by ‘food’ i mean...........l...

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um. so. idinno last wk. when we were talking about the carpet thing. i explained to her [sorry. ‘her’ being the lady i live w/ /the lady] that something about. the reason the carpet was bunched u...

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so. on fri. er i mean yesterday. she the lady. fixed my bedframe. [when we were talking about on um. wed. she kept calling it a ‘railing’. who the hell calls it a ‘railing’? no. a railing is on a...

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i don’t usually which is why this is of note. so. [and this is long and drawn out although. which seems redundant and apparent] on fri. i had a new carpet put in my rm. er rather there was. a new...

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um. so on the 16th which was sun. i. did not do my laundry. oh right cause of the time thing. mon. - wed. i didn’t do anything i don’t think. thurs. i had my psych. appt. then my mom & i went...

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this whole. new thing of me not. explaining myself on here has been really. freeing. i’m not sure how much it’s helped others but it’s certainly helped me. honestly. i’m relieved.

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so. um i found out. last wk. that emily was going to be stopping by thurs. at 11. right well thurs. won’t work for me. [i’ve mentioned her a few times in several entries so.]. and so yesterday. a...

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so. i’m getting really tired of explaining myself on here. and my privacy issues regarding meds/being independent. when i’ve done so in numerous entries. i’ve explained this in detail in my prev...

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i’m not feeling completely better. from the last time i posted. but hopefully explaining things [which as mentioned i hate doing] will help: i have high expectations. this isn’t my fault nor any...

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i’m not feeling completely better. from the last time i posted. but hopefully explaining things [which as mentioned i hate doing] will help: i have high expectations. this isn’t my fault nor any...

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i’m sorry. usually on here. and more and more. i make an effort not to. state when i’ve been bothered by replies. and hopefully i’ll be vague. but a. i hate. when others’ point of views is pointe...

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it’s weird to call it an ‘attempt’ when. the person starts to um. commit the act. anyway. so like i said a little over 2 yrs. ago was my last suicide attempt. er............that i started to........

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