Morgan Le Fay ⋅

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My current partner Sion is the best. He’s not rich by any means, but yet he will come down to see me on weekends because freeways scare me. He will feed me hamburgers and fries from fast food pla...


I haven’t been driving since the week before this week, on a Thursday. It’s been averaging usually twice a week, each for one hour or sometimes and hour and a half. You’re looking at at least two...


Long title but I figured it would summarize what’s in here. I am depressed and normally I can recover from mistakes but for some reason I’ve been beating myself up extensively. Probably depressio...


It probably wasn’t the first time and I know it won’t be the last. I have a terrible knot in my stomach over something that isn’t really a big deal. Obviously his concern or upset is something I...


Recently I had a run in with an ex who hurt me really bad, it was the ex before this previous relationship. We used to visit the same location while dating and then I happened upon him by acciden...


Things are kind of falling into place where they are supposed to. I start my driving sessions up once again soon since the car I’m using finally got it’s repairs but just needs a small test drive...


I have been doing a lot of spring cleaning over the past two weeks, purging what I no longer need. Really it’s more like the year of renewal where I close the old chapter in my life and focus on ...


April 21, 2022

#134-I love the way in Death Card

I love the way he holds me in bed or the way he stops to kiss me. I love that he kisses my thighs or my hands. I love how gentle he is. I love making love to him, I love the passion and the love ...


April 19, 2022

#133-Is this love? in Death Card

The new guy I’ve been dating for almost 6 months(6 months in June). Known him since November of last year and we decided to take the next step and get engaged and stay engaged for a few years bef...


April 14, 2022

Past Entries in Death Card

7/16/21- Anger I didn’t know Existed There was a time when I couldn’t bring myself to hate him because he was the father of my miscarried baby. But lately the anger pops up in waves. Occasional s...


April 08, 2022

#129-Bitterness in Death Card

I looked at my ex’s profile again. I was curious. Also bitter. He lost a lot of friends after leaving me when I was pregnant. Now I’m engaged and in love with someone else. Yet the bitterness and...


It’s April and my semester is close to ending. Taking my composition class has been entertaining in a way, I find that working with my peers is actually enjoyable and not anxiety inducing.I’m thi...


April 05, 2022

#127-Bliss in Death Card

I love how when we make love he will stare down at me with his dark eyes and whisper how he loves me. His eyes are large and dark, they’re full of sweetness and affection for me. It makes me appr...


April 02, 2022

#126-Sentimentality in Death Card

I finally peeked at my ex’s Facebook. Curiosity got the best of me. He abandoned me after I lost my baby a little over a year ago and accused me of cheating as well as being manipulative all beca...


March 30, 2022

#125- Engagement ring in Death Card

I fell in love with a ring. My mother says I’m lucky becuase usually the man chooses the ring, but the ring isn’t something I don’t think I could just let my partner choose. If it’s to be on my f...


March 28, 2022

#124- Someone in Death Card

I found someone who doesn’t make me apologize for my emotions. It certainly doesn’t mean that I don’t have to take accountability for my own healing or how I treat others. There were some mistake...


Since I’ve been with my partner it’s as If I’m able to cry whenever when before I felt as If it were impossible. I’ll curl up in his arms on the weekend and cry my heart out over one of multiple ...


It really helps to take a step back from social media and explore your life as it is. Nothing interfering, focusing on your long-term relationships, living day to day. Getting up in the morning, ...


So much has changed and things have improved for me a lot. I’m in University, I met this wonderful man last year and just recently got engaged. I started up an exercise schedule, renovated my roo...


March 22, 2022

#120-I'm engaged in Death Card

Technically. I decided we would get engaged when the 6 month mark hit. Which will be June 25th. We met in October of last year and started dating on December 25th. I’m still taking my time to dec...


I was disappointed the week before when he said he couldn’t come down to see my because he had to petsit the family dog. Yet he came to pick me up anyways on Saturday and brought me to his father...


I went with my boyfriend on Friday, arrived at my aunts early in the morning and he arrived two hours later, having to drive a long distance to pick me up. We kissed and I held his hand from the ...


February 08, 2022

#117-Daily Pondering in Death Card

I’m meeting my boyfriends mother’s side of the family this weekend and I’m nervous as hell. I love him though and I want to be with him, so of course I will do what is needed. I want to meet his ...


February 02, 2022

#116- Grief in Death Card

Ever since I’ve been in a relationship I find that I cry over my miscarriage more often, not so much that it’s concerning but it’s interesting to say the least. Everytime I see my boyfriend I end...


I guess the last few days have been kind of rough, again, not sure if it’s an issue with my own emotions or an issue with hormones, combination of both. I’ve been feeling very exhausted and worn ...


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