J.E. ⋅ 42 ⋅
“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Wanna Get Stoned! in Hello
Got the Naltrexone prescription today. Shoe buddy does it make me tired. Drowsiness is one of the side effects. I did over a two mile walk after group then cut down some branches on a small tr...
Cold Black Heart in Hello
Found out my cousin Brad (42) died in a motorcycle accident back in late July. I have no remorse, only relief. Dead beat dad, drug user/pusher, bad kid all throughout his life, in and out of ja...
Awful Awful in Hello
I feel so sick this morning. Between the tacos and the spicy chips from last night my stomach is telling the rest of my body to fuck off. I’m thinking light meals for today. Maybe some chicke...
Cunt-ry Gravy in Hello
Found a recipe for bacon gravy aka country gravy. Come breakfast time I’m gonna whip up a batch to put on my eggs. 2:15 AM I think the trazodone is starting to kick in. Had to eat a peppermi...
Blurred Vision Will Roux The Day! in Hello
It feels like my eyesight is getting worse. Bah! Yesterday ma and I went to the mall to walk around a bit for exercise and because we got cabin fever. That was the longest time I’ve spent there...
I want to thank everyone for the comments from yesterday. Monday at 10 AM I have an assessment with the medical side at Wellstone. After the evaluation they’re going to give me a prescription fo...
Drunk in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Yup.
FUCK YOU, BUDDY!!! in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
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5:44 AM And I'm Hungry in Hello
Typical. Woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep. The thunderstorm is too loud for me to even attempt to try. ☹️ Screw this noise, I want a smoke and food. No bacon and eggs…maybe another gril...
I'm A Barbie Girl in Hello
Finally dozed off sometime close to three and got up around ten. So groggy. Hell, it’s almost eight now and I’m still frickin’ beat. Mom and I went to Target to walk around then Dollar Tree, ...
Well Done (12:23 AM) in Hello
I over did it today. Since I’ve finally relaxed and gotten comfy my back and biceps hurt. When I got up to pee my left knee screamed in protest. At least I got those two jungle bushes on the s...
All The Cool Kids Are Doing It ( Stolen From Porg) in Hello
This time last year, what was happening in your life? At the exact moment I would have been at work. Did you/will you have coffee or some other form of caffeine today? Iced coffee and Mt. Dew Ice...
Shoe Buddy! in Hello
Shoe buddy, I sure am tired. Topic at group was a recovery video. Guy was 28, drinking three pints of vodka daily. Yadda yadda, got into inpatient and died seventeen days later. It hit me HARD...
Those Fucking Dogs Again! in Hello
Well, one of them this time. I found out how they’re getting through the fence. A small hole. Tomorrow I’m cutting down some branches, taking the twigs and leaves off, intertwining them into ...
Plot Thickens... in Hello
Just got a call from Wellstone to reschedule my one on one tomorrow. When I said one PM would be fine they said I’d be with another counselor. I ask what about the first one, “He no longer is e...
After group I kept thinking Taco Bell or a Philly pizza from Marco’s. I had to steel myself from that way of thinking. Instead I came home and ate a sandwich with some Cheetos. Group’s subject ...
Smashed Potato Stew 👎 in Hello
As the title says, the stew was a bust. It tastes good, pretty thick. But it lacked something. I was thinking like cubed ham or something along those lines. Mom ate part of it but is now maki...
Too Fat For Yard Work in Hello
Was gonna mow the backyard today but first I had to chop up a branch that fell off during the last major storm. Instead of hassling with extension cords and the electric chainsaw, I busted out m...
The Recipes in Hello
https://www.bettycrocker.com/recipes/gluten-free-hearty-chicken-pot-pie/78b0ab8f-a1c1-43a3-8258-e0bb35751d55 https://www.bettycrocker.com/recipes/smashed-potato-stew/d60915d5-b7bb-4c81-b130-c9925...
Fat Heisenberg in Hello
Shaved the dome earlier. With my goatee, glasses and bald head I affectionately call myself Fat Heisenberg. ☺️. I’m pretty sure I’ve written that here before. Woke up at six only after a few ho...
Feeling Honest in Hello
So the court fiasco… I failed my last two drug/alcohol screenings. Because of which I was piss tested on the spot. I got high earlier in the week and drank the night before court. I know! I k...
I Ain't...(Update X's Two) in Hello
DOING SHIT TODAY!!! Rest and relaxation, not leaving the house Hours later… Piggy Piggy oink oink So far I’ve eaten a ham and roast beef sandwich, a slice from last night’s meatloaf and I just po...
Meatloaf Recipe (Update) in Hello
Instead of copying it out of the cookbook I found the recipe online. https://www.bettycrocker.com/recipes/gluten-free-glazed-meatloaf/39128993-c6ee-493a-b67a-0cdc8977f2fd 6:24 PM Hot damn was tha...
My Lunch Date With Charles Manson in Hello
Court today. It didn’t go too well but I’m still a free man. Suffice to say I don’t want to talk about it. My ritual for after court is to hit up Tenders and get lunch. Swear to everything hol...
I'm Melting! Melting! in Hello
Holy Flying Spaghetti Monster is it fucking hot outside! Just got in from running errands and now I am NOT leaving the house again. High today is 97. It’s almost 1 PM and it’s already 92. Pi...
