J.E. ⋅ 43 ⋅
“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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The Voyage Of The Space Beagle in Hello
Begins with chapter one.
810 Days In in Hello
God I want some fuckin’ booze right now. I’m not upset or anything, just have a strong desire for the drink right now. No one is answering texts… White knuckle ride… Update: I’m feeli...
Stuff I've Read Lately in Hello
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50159458-kent-state Literally just finished that. Graphic novel telling of the Kent State shooting on May 4th, 1970. Really indepth read. https://en.wi...
Father's Day (2:25 AM) in Hello
I can feel the heat radiating off my neck and shoulder. Pouring sweat. Sleeping hours are off again so I just deep cleaned under the sink to burn off the excess energy. Mom is watching Highlan...
A Sticky Situation At The Sperm Bank in Hello
I’m still here y’all. I’ve been popping by randomly to folks to say hi but…I just got a lot going on and trying to put my thoughts into words are difficult now. There is just a lot on me. Even...
Kiss Me Ryan Seacrest in Hello
I want to run my hands over your perfectly molded hair-helmet. -Anonymous
He Is Living Comfort Eagle in Hello
Last week it was cars that sing to you. This week it is a hotel without people. Mega-City’s gettin’ too fond of gimmicks! One of ‘em will go wrong one day… Badly wrong… -Judge Dredd
Lawrence, The Cable Gentleman in Hello
The digital cable box ceased cable-ing. Mid-bro says it’s all through the Internet now so it’s a discontinued feature/technology. In the blink of an eye… Purchased an HD antenna and did a cha...
Red Like A Bleeding Pussy in Hello
It’s election year. The local politicians in my red state are whoring themselves with ads featuring the King of All Lies. Every. Single. One. It is embarrassing to watch but worse to know some ...
Two Years Sober in Hello
730 Days off booze!
Four AM Non-Schweady in Hello
Ended up passing out before six PM and slept straight till almost two AM. Ended up going to Waffle House for food. I’m stiff all over and sore. And still very tired… Edit: Dozed off for abo...
Four AM Schweady (Update) in Hello
I’ve been slowly deep cleaning the pantry for the last two hours. Taking a smoke break. All that’s left is scrape up the accumulated and hardened flour/sugar combo in the corners, mop the floor...
There Was Work To Do in Hello
And I needed all of me to be on the same page to get it done. I’d been hurt. But even hurt, I wasn’t weak. I’d suffered loss. But in losing, I hadn’t become less. Pain had subsumed me in fire...
Late Night Non-Taco Bell in Hello
5:01 AM I was going to mow the lawn when I got up but that never happened as I was still physically beat from deep cleaning the night before. Kimberly (Catty Shack) messaged me today with a pi...
Itchy As Always in Hello
Deep cleaned the entertainment center So many VHS tapes! Some are from Christmastime from the ‘90’s. I know the VCR still works. Maybe one day. I’m off to take a scalding shower. All that d...
I Tell People I'm Just Tired in Hello
When I’m depressed. Today Kimberly came back by and I was able to snatch up Ginger and the babies and said goodbye. They’re going to better homes. Still, with all that’s happened in the last...
I want to personally thank the two PB’ers who stayed up talking to me Monday night to make sure I didn’t do anything brash. If I was still a drinking man I guarantee I would have hurt myself an...
RIP Snowball in Hello
When backing out of the driveway and into the street I accidentally ran over one of my strays. He limped over to the neighbor’s yard and fell over dead. I jumped out of the car, picked him up a...
Left Her In The Dust As He Sold His Soul in Hello
Wrote an entry earlier. Twas nonsense. Deleted it. Seven hundred days sober! 🧙♂️
You Coulda Just Bought It By Now? in Hello
Cashed in 32K Marlboro points for a drone with a 1080p camera. It’s only one-hundred points per pack of cigarettes. By the time I smoked enough to get that many I’m sure I could have purchas...
What Didja Expect? in Hello
It was Friday. They waited till the markets closed, as usual. Then suddenly…Israel begins it’s nonsense with our backing 100%. It’s only Saturday.
🖖 Live Long And Prosper 🖖 in Hello
Picked up the Blu-ray set of the Star Trek original cast films. Just finished part five. The writing in it was stellar. I need my pain! -Capt. James T. Kirk One more film to go.
Where I've Been... in Hello
Coming to terms with mortality. When Mom speaks of her grandfather’s farm, I stop what I’m doing to listen. We go to Walmart not to purchase anything but so she can get out of the house and get ...
Today is my birthday. Mom and I went to the Alabama Music Hall of Fame. Small but chock full of items. I’m still here, just processing some things. Takes time.
Protection For Me, Not For Thee in Hello
I discovered this channel last April or May. Anytime there is a new upload I’m there.
