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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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I didn’t even make it into the courtroom. My hacking caught the attention of the Wellstone liaison who went and talked to the judge. A few minutes later the bailiff came out with a slip I had t...
Insomnia Or Nerves? in Hello
I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. My throat is hurting and my cough has come back. I haven’t taken any more medicine for the past two days. I want to walk into court tomorrow sick as ...
Dear Readers in Hello
If I don’t post an entry tomorrow afternoon/night, I’m in jail. The PO lady never answered my email today if she spoke to the judge about me being sick. So I’m going to go in there tomorrow an...
Bacon Wrapped Crow in Hello
Bizarre Foods America is on in the background. I’m super snotty today. 🤧 I emailed the probation lady who forwarded it to the judge that I’m sick. If you can’t tell I’m trying to get another co...
Waxing The Dome in Hello
Shaved my head and lotioned it. I need to get more razors, this one is getting dull and I don’t have any replacements. Still feeling awful. I’ve got court Friday. Odds are likely I’ll be loc...
Nicotine Fiend in Hello
I can’t smoke cause the throat hurts too much so I got some Nicorette Gum. The taste is meh but it’s doing the trick. I was feeling better but then all the meds wore off. I’m about to take so...
I hate that fucking commercial. Slept like shit, tossed turned, little here little there. Emailed the counselor that I’m sick, no response. Get up, get dressed and head out. Soon as she hears m...
Cat Therapy in Hello
Since getting sick I’ve not done much, just resting. However I’ve been a magnet for the cats. If Lily isn’t in my lap sleeping then Smokey will be. I don’t mind but they get vocal when I have ...
I’m burning up with a fever…
Worse Than Yesterday in Hello
I feel awful. Still stuffy and throat hurts worse. I’m trying not to cough cause it hurts bad. When I do cough it’s thick phlegm. I’m not getting off the couch except to pee. Luckily I don’t ...
Gargling Hot Asphalt in Hello
My throat has been killing me today. Temps dipped, it got cold in the house ergo I wake up stuffy with a sore itchy throat and a minor cough. Mom’s not feeling so hot either. She went to the RN...
Just kidding. I fnally called facility. Who? Explain. Who?? EXCEP??? Call back this Monday
Fire In My Belly in Hello
No, not passion. More like the jalapenos I had on my Italian sub. Practically inhaled the damn thing as I was Shakey hungry. Other than running to the store earlier for some meats and veggies ...
Mark My Words in Hello
By the end of November we’ll be paying $5 a gallon. The world’s on fire and we’re playing politics as football. Gather round your team! Eat a hot dog!!!
7:16 AM UPDATE in Hello
Welp, guess the inpatient is in limbo for now. I have no new info and they don’t know what the hell they’re doing. Shaved my head and face, had a hot shower, now I’m munching down a breakfast bu...
I Wish The Real World Would Just Stop Hassling Me in Hello
I’ve got a bad fucking headache. Right behind my eyes. I’m stressed. While smoking a cig before group I saw the coordinator of River Valley. I asked him a question about the razor policy. B...
Internet Rabbit Hole in Hello
I was on Reddit and someone made a post about Gary wanting to be a pedophile. I responded Gary Glitter? From there I got on Wikipedia and read up on famed musician and notorious pedophile Gary G...
Smacks And Crunches in Hello
My front door. I just finished the short story Saturn Rising by Arthur C. Clarke. That was a great read. “There goes the gong. If the ladies are ready, I suggest we walk down to dinner throu...
I’m craving juice, lemonade or basically anything with a tart fruit flavor. I drank the last of the pineapple lemonade yesterday. Mmm, pineapple. Speaking of I polished off the fresh pineapple ...
Chili Butt Blast in Hello
I’m typing this up from the toilet. 💩 The chili was great but thirty minutes later my stomach started hurting. So here I am… I’m blaming last night’s pizza. 🤷♂️ Some from the last entry asked w...
I'm Fucked Up in Hello
Might as well party before I go into inpatient and see my demons full force. Sober
Worm Eats The Rabbit Hole in Hello
On my way to pick up mom I looked up Stiff Little Fingers. Bought their first album ten years ago. Played it through. Now I’m in a 2010 kick where I started downloading full discographies. Sun...
Come Scratch My Back! in Hello
I’ve got one spot I can’t reach. Another night of a good deep sleep, I could get used to this. It’s a nice, cool 67 outside. FINALLY! Honestly, I want to sleep a little longer. I’m nice and war...
Dolph Ludgren Has A Masters Degree in Hello
Google it Brian May (guitarist of Queen) has a PhD and has worked with NASA and has published papers. Dexter Holland of The Offspring has a PhD Mr. Bean himself, Rowan Atkinson, Master’s in Elec...
Wakey Wakey, Hands Off Snakey in Dreams And Nightmares
When that Trazodone hit it hit hard! Dream one, I was in high school trying to find a place to dip out and have a cigarette. I made it outside to smoke it was raining. Then I’m walking home in ...
