Insomnia Or Nerves? in Hello

I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. My throat is hurting and my cough has come back. I haven’t taken any more medicine for the past two days. I want to walk into court tomorrow sick as a dog. Jokingly I told Mom it’d help if a puked in the court room. She laughed and said she had a dream about that.

Smokey is driving me bonkers. It’s one in the morning and he keeps bringing me his mousey toy cause he wants to play. What the hell, I’ll get on the floor and indulge him.

Goodnight everyone.

Minutes later…

He stopped playing and wandered off. My brain is telling me to eat while my stomach is reminding me of the two Sloppy Joe’s I had for a late dinner. None of the canned mix, this was a from scratch recipe I found online. It was pretty good but more of a chili than SJ. Got plenty of left overs so it’s lunch tomorrow with some tortilla chips.

https://insanelygoodrecipes.com/trisha-yearwood-sloppy-joes/#wpzoom-premium-recipe-card

I’m feeling a bit tired so I guess I’ll try to sleep. Kinda wish my dad was alive, I could use some advice right now.

3:23 AM

I’m burning up.
My face feels like it’s on fire.
If all goes well today I’m coming home and dosing myself up on medicine.
I hate how weak I feel.
Getting up and moving around makes me so tired and of course I can’t breathe through my freaking nose so I’m huffing like a fatty running to the buffet.
I do need to get some more NyQuil.

Last updated October 20, 2023