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Gravity Wants to Bring Me Down
Okay, so the conclusion to this whole thing where I’ve been going back and forth with this guy in order to SHOW and PROVE my feelings for him (barf) has officially concluded. This morning he Face...
Only You Could Fill This Empty Space
Friday night I got an invite to his Easter gathering at his house. When he cooks, he goes ALL out. He told me about ALL of the people that would be coming. It’s very thoughtful of him to include ...
All I See Is Lonely People in Crowded Rooms
My truth: I am trying so hard to understand my attraction to this person. It may have something to do with him selling me a dream when we first started seeing each other at the beginning of the s...
If You're Under Him, You Ain't Getting Over Him
It’s been SO long since I’ve written, I quite frankly don’t have the energy to back track to get you all where I am from there…so I’ll just start from where I am. Today, I stepped COMPLETELY out ...
Overstimulated to the MAXIMUM
We survived our first week of school! So many of the kids remembered me which was awesome. I’m mainly working with 3rd-5th grades. Our Special Education caseload for this small neighborhood magne...
What a fuckin idiot
My boyfriend that is… TODAY was the first day of school for my school district (unless you’re my son and in Pre-K then you start lord knows when which is DUMB anyway because I’m a parent and a te...
The Countdown is ON
A week from yesterday is the first day of school! At least for ME it is. My son starts another day and my daughter starts on the 17th I believe. So anyway, being back in the building hasn’t been ...
It's a New School Year B*tches!
I know that you guys have just been DYING to hear about my first 3 days back to work (not really). Remember how I was worried about where I would sit on inservice day since last year I pretty muc...
Big Fish, Big Pond
Back to work tomorrow! Goodbye sweet Summertime! I have truly and thoroughly enjoyed my Summer. How blessed I am to get to stay home with my kids all Summer (especially while they’re this age). I...
All of this back to school crap! So I keep stumbling upon an entry I wrote this time last year (ish) about how I purchased school supplies through this website for my daughters school. I paid li...
Just when I thought that I had all of my sons daycare/school woes sorted out, I found out that I don’t! I finally found a daycare with an opening for a non-fully potty trained 3 year old that has...
Why are stores taunting me with Back 2 School Stuff?
But really, it’s only July 13th, and I’ve been seeing stores prep for B2S for a few weeks. I actually almost considered buying my daughter a lunchbox/water bottle combo! NO WAY JOSE! It’s too ea...
Baby You're a Firework
First I am going to tell you a poop story. So my son is potty training right? He has been now for 2 years straight. He’ll be 4 in October, and for the most part he knows when he needs to use the ...
Let's Talk About Sex Baby
Have you ever used a sex toy in bed? Umm yes! If you haven’t, you’re missing out! There’s nothing wrong with a little extra razzle dazzle lol When is the last time you’ve masturbated? A couple mo...
Frantic
I was just sitting here telling my boyfriend that I HAVE to write because I just feel so overwhelmed with information I’m holding onto. That was the WHOLE reason behind me ever starting out on Op...
A Moment of Clarity
This is why I ENJOY writing. I feel like I think clearly when I write. I’ve always been an avid diary writer since I got my very first diary with a lock and key from the school bookfair in 3rd gr...
2022 has fucking SUCKED FOR ME! I know that I disappeared, but I will tell you guys that I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH IT! Whether it’s my child with ADHD driving me mad, my non-potty trained 3 year ...
Why Don't We Do a Little Day Drinkin?
What a CRAZY few weeks it has been! We have finally reached SPRING BREAK here. My plan is to drive myself and my kids to my moms house tomorrow and I’ll for sure leave them there the entire time....
Silence is so underrated
I realized today as I tried to wake up early and do some yoga specifically for easing migraines that I’m never in a place where it is SILENT. I also came to the realization that everyone else’s n...
Better than I thought
What an anxiety ridden week! I’ve been having these headaches that feel like a brain freeze. However, they occur while not eating something cold. After like maybe the 2nd or 3rd day, my anxiety s...
My biggest fear
So about a month ago my daughter was to have her appointment with the ADHD doctor. A check up/check in to see how everything is going. Because we’ve only lived here a little over a year and I am ...
Anyone else taken for granted on a daily basis? Just me? Oh.
So yesterday was my first therapy appointment. I haven’t been to a therapist since I was pregnant with my daughter (she’s 6 now). I’ve been dealing with my anxiety disorder for 10 years now, but ...
I miss you more than life
My boyfriend lost his dog today. She may not have been “mine” but she’s been a part of my life for over a year and a half and she was part of our family. I hope that no one has to experience what...
I'm trying to make it clear that getting half you just ain't enough
So…after 17 days, I finally took my mom back home! It was bittersweet! I really enjoyed having her here. It was unfortunate that her last week here was in quarantine with Covid, but even then she...
I'm raging
I’m going to be so sad when my mom goes home. I have NO control over my household. This morning, getting my daughter ready for school was an absolute NIGHTMARE. I HATE being a parent sometimes. A...
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Just a woman on a journey to love herself more
