iwontsugarcoat ⋅ 32

I am creating this diary because as a 32 year old single mother of 2 living with a boyfriend who is disabled has put me at my lowest. I need a place to vent, to tell my truth, and to plead for help from other mother's, lovers, friends who too have been at their lowest. I LOVE MY CHILDREN. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. My children make me cry, and so does my boyfriend. I'm overwhelmed, I'm drowning, but I'm also human. These moments pass, storms pass, the rainbow WILL come, but until then...I write.

"It's so hard to explain with your heart in a cage. Only whisper but you wanna shout. Cause the second you wake, too much pressure to take. Every part of you wants to cry out"

Zoe Wees

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My 6 year old daughter was back to herself yesterday morning after the introduction to her ADHD med debacle (previous entry). So much so that she woke up with an entire list of things for me and ...


I swear, I cannot make this stuff up. I am BEYOND exhausted. My daughter slept in a bit this morning, so I woke her up because today was THE day…the day that she was to start her ADHD medicine. I...


So my daughter (6) is currently enrolled at the Boys and Girls Club for Summer day camp. This is her first year doing Summer Camp, but Spring Break was her first time doing a camp in general. She...


It’s barely 10am, and my 6 year old is screaming her lungs out. This of course comes after she was confronted about something I took out of her pants pockets yesterday. Magically, the stuff reapp...


Do you know how guilty it makes me feel to write that out let alone say it out loud? I’m here claim that statement though and breathe life into it because so society has made it seem that women a...