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by Wrathnar
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Chipping
Today I did it. I signed the form that would allow her to purchase the house that her and her boyfriend will live in. I put my name down that I have accepted she is gone. As I signed it and he...
Collapsing
Today I received a phone call from my sister in law. She said my wife had text her brother and asked what he thought about her bringing her boyfriend to the celebration of life. They told her ...
Styling
Today was the day. The day I have been working so diligently to see. Once I had reached my goal, I was doing the goofy man victory dance. Today I finally got my daughter’s hair styled. It m...
Victory
Well, kind of......today our attorneys met. My wife needs me to sign a form so she can buy a house. It releases me from.any right to that house or and obligation for the debt. There were some ...
Detangled
Tonight I felt really proud of myself. I did something I wasn’t sure exactly how to do any it turned out great. I got all of the Matt’s out of my daughter’s hair and it is detangled. It took s...
Continuation
The saga continues. I come home early because my wife said she had a doctor appointment. When I get home I plug in the ring camera. She tells me I have to give her the combination to my gun ...
Begin
So, the battle has begun. She has retained he attorney. I received a text requesting the name of my attorney and a very sterile reply providing her attorneys information. I guess it’s bette...
Happy Birthday
Today is my son’s birthday. I may over lap a little from my previous post, but after tonight, I need to reflect. I woke up and got ready for the day. Had my coffee and Bible time. She came...
Happy Birthday
Today is my son’s birthday. I may over lap a little from my previous post, but after tonight, I need to reflect. I woke up and got ready for the day. Had my coffee and Bible time. She came...
Attorney
So today I saw the draft document for court. It laid everything out and made the argument for what we are trying to do. My wife called me repeatedly after I told her that I was not going to sig...
War
War was the term she used for what we are about to encounter. All because I obtained an attorney. The truth is, I have no desire to fight. I don’t care about the stuff. It’s useless money. ...
Good Day
Today is a pretty good day. We woke up, went to church. After we got home my wife came over. We talked a little bit. It wasn’t completely pleasant, but we got through it. Tomorrow is my son...
Explosion
So yesterday I released the retainer for my attorney. I debated for a few days, but I finally decided it needed to happen to protect my kids. I knew it would hurt her, but I didn’t have a choic...
Hope
So, I have taken steps to better myself and prepare myself for the future. I have met with my Pastor and counselor. Both have said I am taking positive steps in dealing with this. I feel goo...
Steps
Today I was at work and I received notification our joint account’s address was changed. That made me realize I need to get my own checking, savings and credit card. I told her I had to take t...
Busted
So, everything is coming to light. I realize now how this has happened. There are sptill many many questions I want answered, but now I have proof of a lot of what I suspected. I want to star...
Dishes
Yesterday morning she came home. It was the first time I had seen her since she had gotten back. She was callous and only wanted to focus on dividing our furniture. It was fairly civil. I cou...
Gone
6Of you respond with I told you so, go fuck yourself. It’s been a crazy few days. My wife wanted me to come home on Sunday. Her dad went into the ICU with COVID 19. She said she was leavin...
Wishing
So. So much has happened and I’ve been just trying to deal with it. Yesterday my wife called and asked me to come home. Km sure you could have imagined what I said, of course! Then came the ca...
Resolve
Over the last couple days I have come a long ways. I have regained my hope and processed things more. Right now I’m stuck alone in my hotel room. I feel so lonely. Nothing here but my pain an...
Semi-Peace
Today was a better day. I’m finally past wanting to die. I am thankful that I have people to reach out to to when I feel hopeless. I have started to accept that I am not in control in my situ...
Answers
This will be my first post in which I am actually seeking input from the community. If you haven’t read my post, it may help provide some insight into my situation. Be prepared, a lot of it i...
Answers
This will be my first post in which I am actually seeking input from the community. If you haven’t read my post, it may help provide some insight into my situation. Be prepared, a lot of it i...
Distance
So, I am here at my shutdown trying to give her space trying to work things out in my head. Playing every detail over in my head. I’m starting to be able to calm down slightly. I’m surrenderin...
Space
I’ve started back at the beginning. Realizing I failed the test miserably. I have to pull back. I have to just love you through this and remove the pressure. I wish you would just stop with...
Book Description
Trying to hold on