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Cinderella 2015
Well, everything worked out pretty well. Sarah(the girl who forgot her stuff in my car) got back to me on Facebook Tuesday morning. I went and dropped off her wallet and phone before work. Appare...
Lyfterella
Christmas was good, if uneventful. I did some driving until around 330. The last ride was a girl and her essentially silent friend who was taking her roommate’s cat to the vet. It hadn’t been eat...
Right On Time
I have my coat and wallet. How? Someone returned them to me. I still don’t know who or how they were taken. It does seem plausible that it could have been an accident at this point considering ev...
Out of the Black
Thanks for the support guys. I have a bunch of unanswered texts and facebook comments I haven’t looked at. I already feel self-conscious about being, well, honest about my feelings. Clearly the s...
The Anger
Someone stole my coat while I was Lyft driving tonight. I keep it between the front seats, always having taken it off once I get too warm. My earbuds and wallet were in there. Yeah, I should have...
A Sacrifice
I feel hungover, although it’s likely dehydration. I feel like this every time I wake up now. My sleep schedule has gotten pretty out of whack partially from Lyft and partially from just not bein...
Where No One Knows
What a bust. I made 15 bucks in 3 hours. Thursday night is supposed to be decent too. Ugh. I only had 3 rides, and I took a wrong turn on the second one, which made the trip twice as long. I felt...
My Ramona
I actually did end up going on that date with Gracie Monday. Perhaps saying actually is unnecessary, I’m just so used to people flaking out on me or ghosting. We met up at Beulahland, a bar in do...
Midnight Hour
I’ve got two nights of Lyft driving under my belt now. Night 1 did not go well. I started at about 11 and hung out for a bit at the Fred Meyer parking lot in Beaverton. I lost my first two chance...
Lyft Me Up
What a long day. Well, now it’s Friday. Today will also be quite long. I slept in and bummed around, since I’m so used to staying up at this point. If I can’t sleep because of anxiety, I may as w...
Glimmer
I can’t explain it, but I started to feel better last night. I don’t know why. I did get a number and a possible date off of Tinder, so that’s finally being useful. I don’t think that’s it though...
Cauterize
I wrote this soon after writing Astray, so it was about six years ago. Nothing else I’ve written has quite been like those two songs, but I’m sure I will get back into that mentality at some poin...
Tiny Dots on an Endless Timeline
I haven’t been angry the last couple days, rather depressed. I feel like I’m regressing. Regressing to the stages of bargaining and grief, though anger had seemed like the last and final stage. ...
Sell Me Down the River
Saturday went well enough. Some people flaked to being sick or tired from a long day at work. I understand, but it still grates at my soul a little. It just seems like keeping your word that you ...
Burn My Dread
I failed the Lyft inspection. One of my brake lights was out(it was loose, easy fix), supposedly a tail light is out, and the two rear tires are almost bald. That one is more problematic. I’m goi...
A Single Moment of Sincerity
I have a massive headache and don’t feel too good. Nothing super unusual these days, I just want to know what’s causing it. I often feel slightly lightheaded, but push through it. I had to cut my...
Gettin' Tingles
Another day has come and gone. Work was mostly a pile of poop, only because we had a couple people call-in and there was a massive glob of donors that came in last minute. We didn’t stick the las...
Torch
There was no Lyft appointment Friday, since they were apparently closed the whole week for Thanksgiving. Disappointing, though somewhat predictable. They did text me saying to change it after all...
Misery Business
Ugh. I just got back from going out with the roommate. It started off pretty well, we went to a restaurant/hotel that a friend works at and ate and chilled until she got off of work. We caught up...
Let's Wake it Up
I can’t sleep. I napped for a few minutes it feels like, long enough to wake me back up. I need to be up in…5 hours. 4 if I want to hit the gym before work, which I would like to. I did go a few ...
0/10
I’m at a bowling alley waiting for co-workers to show up. IF they show up. I’ve been here since 530, and it’s 8. I slept in my car and played 3DS beforehand. I figured rhe early shifters and peop...
For the Future
I went to Medford Monday-Friday. It was really fun, as always. I saw far more people than usual, so that was nice. Monday I grabbed my friend Jessie when she got off of work and we hit up Jasper...
Medisinn & Pilgrimm
Things are as they have been. Pushing myself in the gym, hitting a wall as far as weight loss but keeping at it. I’ll stay the course of a couple hours of cardio a day, and after I return from Me...
Closure.
I sent that letter to her on FB today, with all of my heart and all of my thoughts contained therein. I didn’t expect a response, but it still made me feel better. At least I had done everything ...
Tell Her, and Them
I had a night of weeping bitter crocodile tears over her last night. It isn’t getting easier. I’m becoming a stronger person, but I miss her more and more. I realize more and more how much better...
