Manorexic (he/then) ⋅ 40 ⋅
Manorexia - I have a dating disorder
A comfort zone is a beautiful place but nothing ever grows there
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Day O in Current Events
Somebody died at my work the other day. I was not there when the incident happened and I was annoyed when my supervisor brought it up at our rally yesterday and then just talked around what happe...
Anti-Vision in Current Events
My dreams last night inspired me to start my novel first thing this morning. In the first dream, I visited Mae’s house. She was my childhood friend that passed away in our final year of high scho...
Surface Pressure in Current Events
If I had to be completely honest with myself, I’m tired. It’s not a physical tired it’s in the soul. I’m just fucking tired. I’m tired of going through this shit. I’m tired of things not working ...
Push in Current Events
After my previous entry, I grabbed a yoga mat and streamed a yoga routine for beginners. It wasn’t as challenging as I thought it would be. However, it definitely worked out the inside of my hips...
Hard Pill to Swallow in Current Events
My day didn’t stand a chance. I woke up feeling crushed under my own dead weight. My first real thought of the day was about how I am at least being creative instead of destructive during this sa...
Embers in Current Events
I feel like that fire in me is starting to go out. Perhaps I am just becoming numb to it. I’m not letting myself lose my momentum in being productive and proactive. Intention Deficit Disorder is ...
Read for Filth in Current Events
I have been trying to read to break my phone addiction and I finally grabbed one off my shelf that manages to hold my attention. I started my day sitting on the balcony with my mushroom coffee wh...
Coffee Break in Current Events
I started working on my website. It’s so easy. Back in 2005, I had to use HTML. I feel like I’m back on OpenDiary making layouts for free. I don’t even remember what I called that page…Dear Diary...
Intention Deficit Disorder: The Remix in Current Events
I’m struggling to organize my thoughts today. Mind you, it is first thing in the morning and I’ve only had one sip of my mushroom coffee. I seem to be very concerned about whether or not my roomm...
Intention Deficit Disorder in Current Events
You know how I’m in denial that I have ADHD? Me neither I’m that good. I heard ADHD described as Intention Deficit Disorder and it blew my mind. You can know all you want and even be the most br...
Summer Solstice, Esoteric Truths in Spiritual Journey
Today is the Summer Solstice. It is the longest day of the year. The Christian Bible teaches astrology. It is the universal language, Astrotheology is the universal system. It is the day that we ...
Band of Horses in Current Events
I bit the bullet and swallowed my pride and I applied to a few workplaces that I have been overlooking on purpose. Beggers can’t be choosers, I have to remind myself. One of them is at a thrift s...
Dark Night in Current Events
I’ve come to realize that I am still experiencing what is known as the Dark Night of the Soul. It’s not a term I like to use because the New Agers ruin everything. It is a term they use to descri...
Candace Owens in Politics
I like and appreciate Candace Owens but some of the things that she has to say come off as detached and out of touch. Her issues with adaptive wear, for example. Clothing that is designed for dif...
Sail in Current Events
I spent the last few hours fully immersed in my problems. It’s sink or swim time. You’re a woman with a brain and reasonable ability. Stop whining and find something to do. I have been picking u...
My Strange Addiction: Routine in Current Events
My roommate is experiencing an allergic reaction to eggs. She’s adopted my vegan diet while living together, for the most part. After a few weeks of eating my way, she noticed a huge difference w...
Demolition in Current Events
It’s been a lot of whining on here. I miss writing about the things I am witnessing in the world and trying to make sense of it all. Wonder Lust, I think that will be the name of my brand when I ...
Happily Never After in Current Events
I’m not feeling as shook as I was in my previous entry. Nothing changed… which sums up my life story as of late. I haven’t been able to create the big changes. Big things have small beginnings an...
Surface Pressure in Current Events
I feel like I am finally buckling under that crushing weight I have been experiencing. Oh, how people used to love to watch me fall. I am learning that all I’ve done was suppress the pain. What p...
Cry Baby in Current Events
Hi Prosebox. It’s me again. I’m here to bitch and moan as always. First world problems. On my way to my sisters yesterday I stopped at a few stores and the disappointment of not finding anything ...
Shame in Current Events
Since I’ve been turning my latest entries to private I might as well be real and raw with myself here. Today I woke up feeling somewhat ambitious. I was thrown for a loop when I realized that my...
30/110 in Current Events
I took my grandmother grocery shopping yesterday. It was not that eventful except I did see someone I found jaw-dropping gorgeous. It is rare with my impossibly high standards. He was giving an o...
Weekend in Current Events
My car made it to Brandon with no problem. You would have thought we were flying in a beat-up plane because my sister, Melissa, was a nervous wreck the entire time. It was very menacing. It didn’...
Convince Yourself in Current Events
I’ve filled my coffee mug with delusion this morning. Convince Yourself. I’m about to do that thing where I write down all of my plans for next week on my weekly planner. Below that I write a lis...
Lethargy in Current Events
I reached out to my uncle about collecting the reparations from that residential school on my fathers behalf. He told me which level to apply for because my father was abused. That information ma...
