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21 hours ago

Doubt

Well, call me Caitlyn I’m triggered. Not literally but a friend shared a post that had an image of a man crying in his car. He took his life shortly after that image because he had no recourse fo...


1 day ago

Update

Things are starting to feel real. I called the storage locker place and I go down tomorrow to reserve my unit. We’ll sort out the details from there. Then after that, I will plan how to get my bi...


1 day ago

Zombie

I can’t get an image out of my head that I had in my dream last night. One part of my dream was lucid and that was when I came across my father. He passed away when I was eight and when I approac...


2 days ago

Derp

The majority of the places that I have applied to over the last few weeks close tomorrow as part of the COVID response. No recourse for them this time I believe. My Prime Sinister is too busy fig...


2 days ago

Gay Climate Change

I spent the afternoon with Kyle. We went out for lunch and then we overstayed our welcome. He’s so inquisitive, anyone who likes to hear themselves talk would like this guy. Not to say that I am ...


4 days ago

Chinada 2020

My Prime Sinister has a deep disdain for democracy and it is startling. The direction Trudeau is taking Canada terrifies me. For starters, he openly praises China’s dictatorship. Not China, their...


5 days ago

World Wide Web War

It’s another fine day in 2020. It could all just be in my head but I am feeling some tension in this house. My sister suggested that we have a family meeting when Matt comes home. That didn’t hap...


6 days ago

Inner Monologue

My brother-in-law comes home today. My sister suggested the other day that we should have a family meeting. She was feeling torn over the weekend and I wasn’t really in a time & space to help...


7 days ago

Humpty Dumpty

The most important spiritual growth doesn’t happen when you’re meditating or on a yoga mat. It happens in the midst of conflict. When you’re frustrated, angry or scared and you’re doing the same ...


7 days ago

Aspirations

What are my aspirations? I haven’t given that any thought as of late. I was just getting my footing when the C19 response pulled the rug. Toni and I were planning to move in together so we could ...


October 12, 2020

Homelessness

I stopped tracking all the places that I have applied to. I know that I’ve applied to multiple departments within certain places. Of course, that’s not what is weighing me down. I was reminded ye...


October 12, 2020

Canadian Thanksgiving

Bev cooked up a vegan thanksgiving yesterday. She hosted it at her boyfriend’s parent’s house because they have a dishwasher. The address was right across from where I grew up. I didn’t recognize...


October 10, 2020

The Situation

What I thought was just a goal turned out to be a command. My mistake. My country, Canada, is in a record recession that is only getting worse, is in the middle of a pandemic that is only getting...


October 09, 2020

Rock Bottom Blues

I’m made of lead in the mornings. I’m too heavy to move. Last night I had a panic attack only I didn’t have the panic. I’m absent fear when I have anxiety and panic attacks. I’ve lived with this ...


October 08, 2020

The Ego Battle

The biggest and badest covert narcissist that I have in my life is myself. My ego. I’m struggling to hang on to my narrative. My mind is trying to contextualize myself into being a perfect victim...


Liberal Privilege 1) Believing you have the right to control other people’s lives 2) Believing you have the right to never hear other opinions 3) Believing that when you’re offended others have t...


A PCR (polymerase chain reaction) is different from a PCR test. Dr. Kary Mullis, the inventor of the PCR differentiates the PCR from the PCR tests (the standard test we’re currently using to dete...


October 05, 2020

Monday Mood Poisoning

All mood no context. I have mood poisoning. To quote the overrated Beyonce I woke up like this. I suppose the dread I am experiencing is just my lack of control. I don’t have control of Toni and ...


October 05, 2020

Red Pill

It was painful to watch another content creator that I like fall for lefts fake narratives. He’s so brilliant how can he not be aware of his own confirmation biases? He’s doing shitty sensemaking...


October 04, 2020

Not So Gay

I had an interesting dream. I was at a vacation spot with my relatives. My mother’s cousins. In the dream, I was debating heavily about treating my same-sex attraction and signing up for conversi...


October 02, 2020

Le First Interview

My nerves are hitting me. I’ll be vulnerable during the job interview and I suppose my mind feels threatened about it. There is no threat. Worry and excitement are the same experiences in the bod...


I measure my eyes by the moon. How much detail can I see? Is it a blob or can I see it’s many shadows? The moon is full and the sky is clear and I felt compelled to stand outside and observe the ...


October 01, 2020

All in a Day

My day starts around noon. That is the result of my tossing and turning all night. I can hear my roommates waking up as I fall asleep. I wake up feeling defeated because I have lost my morning ro...


October 01, 2020

Body Talk

There are five sheaths of body: Annamaya Kosha - Food Body Manomaya Kosha - Mental Body Pranamaya Kosha - Energy Body Vignanmaya Kosha - Wisdom Body Anandamaya Kosha - Bliss Body Your physical bo...


September 30, 2020

Les Speecho

I skipped the rally against this overreach of power from our government to watch Erin O’Toole’s first speech in Parliament… oh… my… god! Chandler Bing. He said everything we couldn’t get off our ...


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Things happening in my life currently