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I overheard my name while my sister was FaceTiming her husband last night. He asked her if I got a job yet. I don’t know why that stressed me out. Probably because it should stress me out!? I got...

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I uploaded a few photos to my Grindr profile. I’m 33 and unemployed so I figured that I am finally boyfriend material for those thotties lol. Literally, I ignore all the attention that I get. It’...

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Do you know how I say that my thoughts keep manifesting? Well, girl let me tell you. Yesterday I randomly I had a thought about YouTube having tutorials about how to enlarge a man’s junk and then...

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Toni pulled a little something together last minute to celebrate her birthday. Her, Ashley and I went to the casino for a couple of drinks and to push our luck with the slots. None of us left wit...

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Yesterday I finally bit the bullet and I looked at my bank account. I will have to admit that I am still in a state of denial. I received my last cheque a week ago. I can go 9-10 more weeks of un...

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Yesterday morning was a bit rough for me. I woke up feeling down and I could feel a depression attack coming for me. It was very hard to shake. A depression attack, for me, is when my mind attack...

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Sometimes I just need to tune into one of these to help me shake it off.

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Once upon a time in a multiverse far far away, there was a hot mess named Tom that used to live most of his through Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat. He experienced almost all of his relationship...

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I don’t know why I am so enthralled by this James Charles vs Gage Gomez and the James Charles vs Tati drama. Maybe I just like watching narcissists fall from grace? I am hoping that you guys have...

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Yesterday I woke up feeling pretty decent. Kind of like the way one feels after a good cry. It’s been years since I cried but after how low I felt on Thursday… Anyways, my prayers were answered a...

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I had told my therapist before he ended his practice that I wanted to be like the old me. That’s a complicated thing to get into on Prosebox but after my last entry, I am asking myself what would...

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I am really feeling it today. I’ve been inconsolably flustered all day. The day started with our toilet acting up. A lid the size of a Pringles container landed in there when I emptied a mop pail...

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Today I moped the floors. I was going to go for a run but there are menacing turkeys in the neighbourhood so I decided to stay indoors ALL day and watch Netflix. As you can see, my life is very o...

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It has now been two weeks since I was fired from my job. A job that I had for the last thirteen years. I’ll be honest with myself and admit that I feel hurt. I know how my managers used to work a...

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My nerves hit me so hard while I was browsing for job postings online. I narrowed it down to almost 20 places that I can apply for. The ones that I am the most qualified for and that pay the mos...

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I went an entire day without assaulting Prosebox with an entry. You’re welcome. I woke up yesterday in such a good mood. Somebody left a comment explaining to me how they have a moment of anxiety...

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It all hit me last night. I am unemployed and I have done nothing about it yet. I was fired last Wednesday and that feels like it was weeks ago. I do not feel strong enough to fight for my future...

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Today is the day that I said I would start mapping out my next move. I want to be intentional and precise about what I do next. Preserving my mental health is still my top priority and that has b...

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It would appear that my former employers were ready for a backlash when they fired me. My friend Hetal called me crying, they sat down with her and told her what they told everybody. “We understa...

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So you know how causing pain is easier than feeling pain? And the stories that we tell ourselves is that we are, usually, the victim? I am still hurt and confused about how I was terminated so I ...

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Day 2 of Unemployment I had a long entry written but I decided to delete it because of something my favourite Guru said. I even tried to write about it and remembered that I could just post it lo...

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Day one of unemployment: I did lose some sleep over it. I keep playing that moment in my head over and over. I also had Demi Lovato’s sorry not sorry stuck in my head at the same time. I woke up ...

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So it finally happened. Karamjeet told me weeks ago that she removed all my write-ups from my file. She said that she threw them out because they were so old… today, she and my bosses asked to si...

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I believe in what is said in that video. However, I apparently have too much experience trying to help toxic people that I could hear them arguing every single word, in my mind. Perhaps, I am tu...

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I woke up the other day mad that I don’t look like an Instagram model again lol. I’m embarrassed. I do workout more than most people and I do not have the results that I want and I know that is b...

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