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There is a reason why kids cannot smoke, drink, drive, have sex, vote or die for their countries and that is because they lack the capacity to understand those decisions and that understanding sh...

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I think I’m catching on to the caBaals occult black magic. They need to traumatize the masses for a ritual. Prince Phillip is reported to have died at the age of 99 years and 9 months on the 99th...

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May 1st feels too far away. I just want to be reunited with my computer. Sleeping in my own bed. Cooking in a kitchen that I don’t have to fight to use. Having somewhere to put my clothes. I won’...

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Toni and I signed our lease yesterday. We get the place for May 1st. We thought that we would be allowed to move in two weeks early but our caretaker decided to let the previous tenants move out...

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Tomorrow Toni and I are going to window shop at IKEA. I am finally starting to get hyped about the apartment. I am trying to feel hyped about work also because it’s going well but I have that dam...

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After learning that my car payments were done Toni called me to let me know that we got approved for the apartment. The lease starts on May 1st but as soon as it’s ready he will let us move in. I...

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Well, at the end of my previous entry I said that my budget was too tight. Shortly after that I noticed that my car payment wasn’t taken. That is because the loan is paid off. I wasn’t keeping tr...

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My sister’s husband came home early and it was just too awkward there to wait it out until the first so I made my move to my mothers yesterday. It was super rough trying to do it while they were ...

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I am upset that I am upset. All of the changes in my life are positive ones. I suppose I am overwhelmed with all that I have to sort out. I was triggered yesterday morning when I woke up and saw ...

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I self-sabotaged again. I have a little pile of important things I need to do to start getting my life together. I have to face the music, so to speak. I need to face the good, bad and ugliness o...

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I’m feeling a little vulnerable. Delicate? Things are happening too fast. Not fast enough at the same time. I’m trying to keep my cool. I’m only three weeks into my new job. I still have nerves a...

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Just over a year ago, I was curious about my orgasms because I remember having them way before I hit puberty. I came across a term called coregasm which has a lot to do with the PC muscles and th...

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Happy New Year. I just remembered that March is the real beginning of a new year. September even has sept=seven in the name. Today is the spring equinox. Twelve hours of day and twelve hours of n...

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The rabbit is not deep at all. It’s very shallow. Everything is in plain sight, our eyes are just wide shut. At some point, we have been conditioned to not trust what we see with our own eyes. Si...

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Toni and I decided against the apartment we looked at the other day. The suite was nice. I liked it. The rest of the building had crackhouse vibes. We also suspect there is an insect problem. The...

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I managed to hype myself up a bit about moving out of this house after my entry last night. That carried on to this morning. That little apartment is still available, Toni and I might be viewing ...

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Toni got excited when I told her that I was being kicked out. Only because it was time to be serious about looking for a place together. I just got off the phone with her, she is also upset at my...

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I don’t know what I was expecting but waking up really sucks today. It’s a mix of things. Daylight savings, it’s Monday, I have this battle every workday because I haven’t adjusted to these early...

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I’m barely into starting my new job and my roommates have decided that I need to move out in two weeks. It’s not up for debate. I spoke with my sister last week saying that I was aiming for the e...

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I actually got enough sleep last night. Feels like forever since I felt rested. October wasn’t forever ago, was it? I had my first payday in almost a year. Things feel somewhat stable now. My wor...

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Milo Yiannopoulos has declared himself an ex-gay. He has demoted his husband to roommate. He wants us to un-cancel conversion therapy. This is probably a stunt to become somewhat relevant again b...

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It’s a little weird to wake up and not have all that added worry and dread about unemployment. I feel kind of lost but for a good reason. Work is going well. I can tell that my supervisor and my ...

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Employment does not come too easy these days and I am exhausting myself trying to be grateful for the new gig that I have because I am feeling some type of way about it. The training process most...

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I have such a severe case of the I don’t wannas. It’s been months since I’ve gotten to sleep in or just lay in bed for hours before getting up. I’m aching for that. My niece goes back to school t...

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