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2 hours ago

Dilly-dally

I overheard my name while my sister was FaceTiming her husband last night. He asked her if I got a job yet. I don’t know why that stressed me out. Probably because it should stress me out!? I got...


1 day ago

Project

I uploaded a few photos to my Grindr profile. I’m 33 and unemployed so I figured that I am finally boyfriend material for those thotties lol. Literally, I ignore all the attention that I get. It’...


2 days ago

Simulation

Do you know how I say that my thoughts keep manifesting? Well, girl let me tell you. Yesterday I randomly I had a thought about YouTube having tutorials about how to enlarge a man’s junk and then...


Toni pulled a little something together last minute to celebrate her birthday. Her, Ashley and I went to the casino for a couple of drinks and to push our luck with the slots. None of us left wit...


4 days ago

Big Decisions

Yesterday I finally bit the bullet and I looked at my bank account. I will have to admit that I am still in a state of denial. I received my last cheque a week ago. I can go 9-10 more weeks of un...


Yesterday morning was a bit rough for me. I woke up feeling down and I could feel a depression attack coming for me. It was very hard to shake. A depression attack, for me, is when my mind attack...


6 days ago

Fight Depression

Sometimes I just need to tune into one of these to help me shake it off.


7 days ago

Serendipitous¿

Once upon a time in a multiverse far far away, there was a hot mess named Tom that used to live most of his through Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat. He experienced almost all of his relationship...


May 13, 2019

Unpopular Opinion

I don’t know why I am so enthralled by this James Charles vs Gage Gomez and the James Charles vs Tati drama. Maybe I just like watching narcissists fall from grace? I am hoping that you guys have...


May 12, 2019

Decent

Yesterday I woke up feeling pretty decent. Kind of like the way one feels after a good cry. It’s been years since I cried but after how low I felt on Thursday… Anyways, my prayers were answered a...


May 10, 2019

The Old Me

I had told my therapist before he ended his practice that I wanted to be like the old me. That’s a complicated thing to get into on Prosebox but after my last entry, I am asking myself what would...


May 10, 2019

Sever

I am really feeling it today. I’ve been inconsolably flustered all day. The day started with our toilet acting up. A lid the size of a Pringles container landed in there when I emptied a mop pail...


May 09, 2019

Menace

Today I moped the floors. I was going to go for a run but there are menacing turkeys in the neighbourhood so I decided to stay indoors ALL day and watch Netflix. As you can see, my life is very o...


May 08, 2019

Human

It has now been two weeks since I was fired from my job. A job that I had for the last thirteen years. I’ll be honest with myself and admit that I feel hurt. I know how my managers used to work a...


May 05, 2019

Flash Forward

My nerves hit me so hard while I was browsing for job postings online. I narrowed it down to almost 20 places that I can apply for. The ones that I am the most qualified for and that pay the mos...


I went an entire day without assaulting Prosebox with an entry. You’re welcome. I woke up yesterday in such a good mood. Somebody left a comment explaining to me how they have a moment of anxiety...


May 02, 2019

Balance

It all hit me last night. I am unemployed and I have done nothing about it yet. I was fired last Wednesday and that feels like it was weeks ago. I do not feel strong enough to fight for my future...


April 30, 2019

Contingency

Today is the day that I said I would start mapping out my next move. I want to be intentional and precise about what I do next. Preserving my mental health is still my top priority and that has b...


April 28, 2019

Backlash

It would appear that my former employers were ready for a backlash when they fired me. My friend Hetal called me crying, they sat down with her and told her what they told everybody. “We understa...


So you know how causing pain is easier than feeling pain? And the stories that we tell ourselves is that we are, usually, the victim? I am still hurt and confused about how I was terminated so I ...


April 27, 2019

Day 2

Day 2 of Unemployment I had a long entry written but I decided to delete it because of something my favourite Guru said. I even tried to write about it and remembered that I could just post it lo...


April 26, 2019

Day one of unemployment.

Day one of unemployment: I did lose some sleep over it. I keep playing that moment in my head over and over. I also had Demi Lovato’s sorry not sorry stuck in my head at the same time. I woke up ...


April 25, 2019

So... I got fired

So it finally happened. Karamjeet told me weeks ago that she removed all my write-ups from my file. She said that she threw them out because they were so old… today, she and my bosses asked to si...


April 25, 2019

Five G's

I believe in what is said in that video. However, I apparently have too much experience trying to help toxic people that I could hear them arguing every single word, in my mind. Perhaps, I am tu...


April 24, 2019

Funk

I woke up the other day mad that I don’t look like an Instagram model again lol. I’m embarrassed. I do workout more than most people and I do not have the results that I want and I know that is b...


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Things happening in my life currently