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by TommyGnosis

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November 04, 2018

Grown

I felt so damn good after I wrote my last entry. I felt like I took a huge load off my feet and I had a good day today. I should write more often. I was talking to a kid at work today, a twenty ...


March 15, 2018

Breathe

Ever troll somebody that you used to have a crush on to see what they’re up to? If you haven’t, don’t. Why did I do that to myself? I still feel like I am going through some heavy shit when I’m n...


January 17, 2018

Forward

I wrote down an action plan for 2018. It literally gives me anxiety just thinking about it. Today I started a new piece of my 2018 journey. I am hoping that tomorrow will be the start of somethin...


January 11, 2018

Nofap

Not a lot of people know this but quitting masturbation is hard (no pun intended). The no fap movement is suppose to do wonders for my social anxiety and I am desperate. I deleted a terabyte wort...


August 19, 2017

Open wounds

I am overwhelmed. I felt lonely for a second and some of my scars have opened. I don’t know if I am depressed because I kind of like how sad I feel. I had been so numb for so long. I’m actually l...


July 12, 2017

Disconnected

I can’t connect to anything. Not to my tv shows or music. Not to my social media or text messages. I can’t connect to anyone. Not to my family or my friends. I don’t even feel depressed I’m just ...


April 07, 2017

iLike likes

Brent Everett, the pornstar commented on my latest IG post. It was just an emoji and basically click bait but I accept the ego boost. Brent Corrigan liked a selfie of mine last year and I fangirl...


February 10, 2017

Looking for trouble

I let myself overthink it and then I had a sex dream about Zach. It was hot. He came on a little strong at work today. I think he wants it too. I’m going to make it happen.


February 07, 2017

Not gay enough

Stating my opinions is very much out of my comfort zone. I never pursued a post secondary education so I just don’t have the same degrees that my friends aren’t using so I just keep my mouth shut...


January 18, 2017

Cue The Crisis

My midlife crisis is coming early. I have severe FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out). I don’t know what I am doing with my life. I haven’t even loved and lost. Everything just feels like it had been a com...


December 29, 2016

Logout

I took this week off so I could cleanse my thoughts. I need to disconnect from people and work. I want to be left with my wants and needs so I can set myself some goals and come up with an action...


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