Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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So, it’s kind of… really weird. I can say with all sincerity and authenticity: I do not want Nancy back. I am better off without constant arguments, being insulted repeatedly, and being disrespe...


September 19, 2020

:( in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

I am not doing okay today. I massively hurt my foot (giant tear through multiple epidermal layers) I am filled with a severe apathy in connection with my job I feel incredibly isolated and dista...


Victoria came over last night and… man, those evenings really are just the best. Not just “yay a sexual activity” because while that kind of thing is awesome and… fuck even without an orgasm for...


Last night, when I got home.... scratch that. Starting over from earlier. When I left for work on Tuesday, Nala was dead asleep on the couch. Didn’t move or wake up as I went about my morning s...


I’m still struggling. That’s just… honesty. My body is in pain. My work schedule is a mess. My marriage is over. And I’m struggling with my own self-worth. This is actually a regular part o...


Either I’m prepared to cover my boss tomorrow; or the world explodes and I have to put together a jury trial with Duct Tape and Sweat. SO.. here… have some of these Even though mine is an ...


My body hurts so much that putting my shirt on irritated my skin. But this is Jury Trial Week and we need all hands on deck. Frankly, if Nancy were around to crack my back- that would be a small,...


September 13, 2020

Huh in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

I had something I wanted to write here but then… it vanished. I suppose… I’ll just use this space to say, then, that… if we ever get on the other side of this COVID thing? And this “race to Apo...


BEFORE I GET INTO THE SUBSTANCE OF THIS ENTRY; I WISH TO STATE THAT THIS IS THE ONLY TYPE OF “SOCIAL MEDIA” I WILL BE POSTING ON TODAY. I AM NOT always GREAT ABOUT THIS BUT SINCE THE 15 YEAR ANN...


Today I am staying busy with work and trying to get things accomplished that I did not or could not accomplish last Friday, Monday, or Tuesday. So that should keep me busy. However, things that...


September 08, 2020

HA! in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

So I had read bookmarks. Skipped existing on-line for pretty much Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday. Now there are 97 new Bookmark Entries to read! So… that’ll be a slog. As stated two entries ...


So… wanting to take control and live my bloody life… while still being a good and decent fellow… I asked Nancy what she had planned for Monday, the Bank Holiday. Of course… she responded quickly...


Therapy was good today. I was not. Last night, my pain was bothering me. I took a late soak. Fell asleep in the bathtub. It drained. I became cold. I sleepily walked to bed and curled up in ...


September 03, 2020

Wow in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

I was surprised as hell last night when Victoria came over. It was zero percent sexual. In fact, she helped me walk the dog, helped me clean the kitchen, helped me cook, and watched TV with me....


SO… blah. And bloody hell. And hamfisted twat waffle. If there is one thing I do not like is not knowing what to expect for an extended period of time. Clearly, this year for many has been an ...


Cards on the table? I told work to sod off yesterday. Barometric pressure was significantly fucking with my body. So I just crawled back in bed, closed my eyes, and slept through almost the ent...


I’m lying. I am going to claim that the gloomy rain is the reason I’m in a depressive mood. I’m going to claim that the weather is why a depressing song popped into my head this morning. And w...


I spent some time with Victoria today. Actually, I spent about 9 1/2 hours with Victoria today. Nothing sexy. Just hanging out. Which isn’t bad at all… it just provides me with an opportunity...


I woke up today and thought to myself… fuck today. I have nothing on my schedule at work. NOTHING. So the only reason to go into the office is so that I can answer unscreened phone calls from ...


Last night, I got home and changed into an outfit to take Nala for a walk. But then Victoria came over and Nala was a LOT more into seeing her than trying to whine for a walk! lol. Then Victor...


Of complaints and praises, I have both in great supply Of nerves and hopes I will not attempt to lie But days of void and emptiness Are not the days that I expect will impress As an apt prelude t...


So… today was scheduled to be a busy day and then… things shifted in court. Oddly. But with the anticipation of lots of court? I kind of assaulted Facebook, lol POST ONE No idea what it means ...


So… today was busy hectic stressful at work. I was planning to go home, walk the dog, eat food, do laundry, read a book, and go to bed. But when I got home? I saw that Nancy had visited the hou...


So if there’s one thing that Victoria absolutely brings to my life… it is spontaneity. Right now, my schedule for the week looks pretty “copy/paste”. Go home pick up dog poop walk the dog play w...


My day today was scheduled to be a truly nothing day. I was going to do some dishes, walk the dog, write some erotica, just… putz around. But it was a damned HOT day and Victoria texted to see ...