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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Reflection in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So, it’s kind of… really weird. I can say with all sincerity and authenticity: I do not want Nancy back. I am better off without constant arguments, being insulted repeatedly, and being disrespe...
:( in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I am not doing okay today. I massively hurt my foot (giant tear through multiple epidermal layers) I am filled with a severe apathy in connection with my job I feel incredibly isolated and dista...
Pasts and Psych Ups in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Victoria came over last night and… man, those evenings really are just the best. Not just “yay a sexual activity” because while that kind of thing is awesome and… fuck even without an orgasm for...
Then Now Until in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Last night, when I got home.... scratch that. Starting over from earlier. When I left for work on Tuesday, Nala was dead asleep on the couch. Didn’t move or wake up as I went about my morning s...
Tuesday, September 15 in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I’m still struggling. That’s just… honesty. My body is in pain. My work schedule is a mess. My marriage is over. And I’m struggling with my own self-worth. This is actually a regular part o...
Memes and Pics and Stuff I Suppose in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Either I’m prepared to cover my boss tomorrow; or the world explodes and I have to put together a jury trial with Duct Tape and Sweat. SO.. here… have some of these Even though mine is an ...
Bloody Hell in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
My body hurts so much that putting my shirt on irritated my skin. But this is Jury Trial Week and we need all hands on deck. Frankly, if Nancy were around to crack my back- that would be a small,...
Huh in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I had something I wanted to write here but then… it vanished. I suppose… I’ll just use this space to say, then, that… if we ever get on the other side of this COVID thing? And this “race to Apo...
Thank You To All in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
BEFORE I GET INTO THE SUBSTANCE OF THIS ENTRY; I WISH TO STATE THAT THIS IS THE ONLY TYPE OF “SOCIAL MEDIA” I WILL BE POSTING ON TODAY. I AM NOT always GREAT ABOUT THIS BUT SINCE THE 15 YEAR ANN...
"So in case I don't see you..." in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Today I am staying busy with work and trying to get things accomplished that I did not or could not accomplish last Friday, Monday, or Tuesday. So that should keep me busy. However, things that...
HA! in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So I had read bookmarks. Skipped existing on-line for pretty much Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday. Now there are 97 new Bookmark Entries to read! So… that’ll be a slog. As stated two entries ...
Bit of a Backslide? in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So… wanting to take control and live my bloody life… while still being a good and decent fellow… I asked Nancy what she had planned for Monday, the Bank Holiday. Of course… she responded quickly...
Therapy in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Therapy was good today. I was not. Last night, my pain was bothering me. I took a late soak. Fell asleep in the bathtub. It drained. I became cold. I sleepily walked to bed and curled up in ...
Wow in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I was surprised as hell last night when Victoria came over. It was zero percent sexual. In fact, she helped me walk the dog, helped me clean the kitchen, helped me cook, and watched TV with me....
Color Me Foolish in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
SO… blah. And bloody hell. And hamfisted twat waffle. If there is one thing I do not like is not knowing what to expect for an extended period of time. Clearly, this year for many has been an ...
Cards on the Table in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Cards on the table? I told work to sod off yesterday. Barometric pressure was significantly fucking with my body. So I just crawled back in bed, closed my eyes, and slept through almost the ent...
Grumph in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I’m lying. I am going to claim that the gloomy rain is the reason I’m in a depressive mood. I’m going to claim that the weather is why a depressing song popped into my head this morning. And w...
What I've realized in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I spent some time with Victoria today. Actually, I spent about 9 1/2 hours with Victoria today. Nothing sexy. Just hanging out. Which isn’t bad at all… it just provides me with an opportunity...
Rougher Than Expected in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I woke up today and thought to myself… fuck today. I have nothing on my schedule at work. NOTHING. So the only reason to go into the office is so that I can answer unscreened phone calls from ...
So. Huh. Yeah. Yeaaaaah. in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Last night, I got home and changed into an outfit to take Nala for a walk. But then Victoria came over and Nala was a LOT more into seeing her than trying to whine for a walk! lol. Then Victor...
A Day Like Any Other Plus Huge Meme Dump in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Of complaints and praises, I have both in great supply Of nerves and hopes I will not attempt to lie But days of void and emptiness Are not the days that I expect will impress As an apt prelude t...
Spew, title chosen almost randomly in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So… today was scheduled to be a busy day and then… things shifted in court. Oddly. But with the anticipation of lots of court? I kind of assaulted Facebook, lol POST ONE No idea what it means ...
Last One for the Night, I promise in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So… today was busy hectic stressful at work. I was planning to go home, walk the dog, eat food, do laundry, read a book, and go to bed. But when I got home? I saw that Nancy had visited the hou...
Spontaneity in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So if there’s one thing that Victoria absolutely brings to my life… it is spontaneity. Right now, my schedule for the week looks pretty “copy/paste”. Go home pick up dog poop walk the dog play w...
Breathing in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
My day today was scheduled to be a truly nothing day. I was going to do some dishes, walk the dog, write some erotica, just… putz around. But it was a damned HOT day and Victoria texted to see ...