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by Park Row Fallout

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15 hours ago

Positive or Negative?

Real Entry to Follow: Those who follow me on Facebook already know this but… As you know, I live in a county that believes their worship of MAGA and the fact that we are a mid-size rural Farming ...


2 days ago

Long Day

Well… it is almost 1:00 on Saturday and I still have a long day ahead. :/ I’m wrapping up in the office and then… mowing, walking the dog, cleaning the house, all the fun “Free Time” shit that c...


2 days ago

Nightmare

I don’t tend to watch Eli Roth movies (though I may have to since he’s attached to the Borderlands announced film.) Ultimately, I don’t need to watch the Cabin Fever movies or the Hostel series ...


3 days ago

Today

Today has been… emotional and weird. I certainly woke up on time to get to work today but I figured between how tired I was and the impending doom of next week and the next six months; I figured...


4 days ago

Grump and Bah

Man… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m just… tired and unmotivated and stuck. It’s like… I don’t know. There are so many things I want to do but I don’t have time… then I get tired and “c...


As I am writing from my phone, I won’t go into appropriate detail for this but it was unique enough to write down. Last night’s dream was me going on a proper date. The woman was a combination o...


6 days ago

Painfully Honest

I am going to be painfully honest here. I have a mild fever. The fever being mild likely means it is NOT COVID. But what it does mean is that… yeah… duh doy… I have a shit immune system. I’ve...


6 days ago

Well, expletive

Last night my personal laptop died. Like… sparky fire fray in the electrical wire shocked me and burned me died. So, I don’t have a computer unless/until I get replacement stuff for the dead la...


7 days ago

Nites

This will attempt to cover a fairly large amount of time so if this gets long… fair warning up front: Friday, before I had to skidaddle to MBFITWW’s; I had phone therapy. There we kind of drille...


July 02, 2020

NBD

It’s not a big deal really. In fact I probably wouldn’t have mentioned it at all but my Mom sent me a text to tell me she was thinking of me, wanted to make sure I was okay this evening. You s...


July 02, 2020

Bureaucracy and the Law

Truly, working inside the government in any fashion proves just how unlikely LARGE SCALE conspiracies are. Small scale? Like the CIA killing US Citizens or the FBI planting agitators in the Bla...


July 01, 2020

THE FUN ENTRY

Yes, I’m writing a lot today. But after yesterday, I was so abysmally distraught over the sheer URGH of everything I was running into that I didn’t even have it in me to write the fun, silly, of...


July 01, 2020

Come Now The Weekend

I am so glad I’m visiting MBFITWW this weekend. Seriously… if, and obviously this could happen… if this gets cancelled last minute: I’ll just use all of my vacation time accrued and disappear f...


June 30, 2020

The World and More

Unfortunate Necessary Warning: Today… was A DAY so this is pretty damned long. What a world. Woke up this morning and had an interesting idea for a fun entry (will still post eventually), took a...


June 29, 2020

Sharing Again

I am sharing this again because it can’t be shared too much. If you love someone, take care of them and care for them.


Today is shaping up to be a fairly mediocre day. Couldn’t sleep last night, which obviously sucks. Didn’t get Nala as much exercise as she needed yesterday which also sucks. Honestly, the dog ...


June 28, 2020

M'Day

So… my day didn’t start out so hot. Basically… I woke up and figured my day was going to be drinking, jacking off, walking Nala, Anime, and video games. But at 2:00, Victoria invited me over. ...


June 26, 2020

16 Seconds on Therapy

AFTER one session, so far I like my therapist. Typically when I discuss service and my life to this point… I hear all sorts of shit about wanting to control others or narcissism or things of tha...


June 26, 2020

Decision Made

Well… the decision was made. Despite me taking Friday off and preparing my house and making sure everything would be just right for my parents to visit… So of course they called me Thursday nigh...


June 25, 2020

Typical

So… this is me having an emotional reaction before confirmation. A fairly typical response from me but also one of the reasons I can do my job (whether attorney or actor). Feel the emotions pri...


There is a County Government Leader in my office right now. This is one of the guys that directs our county. Has a position of power. Has influence. I WANT TO SCREAM AT HIM SO BADLY RIGHT NOW....


I am now more convinced than ever that my nightmares may be me traversing the multiverse to see how other Christophers have fared. Is this the darkest timeline or are there worse timelines? I’l...


June 23, 2020

Statement

There have often been long periods of time where my notes on other people’s Prosebox die off; or my reading of other peoples’ material takes a hiatus. And everyone is always good about saying, “...


June 23, 2020

Dreams and Disasters

So… I don’t know what happened. On Sunday night, I went to bed around 10 or 11. I was cognizant enough to know exactly where I put everything (glasses, clothes, etc.) AND YET...... At some poin...


June 21, 2020

Much To Say

What I intend to write here may be one of the potentially most offensive things I’ve written this year. Then again, it may not. Just know that I go into writing this with that intent. Obviousl...


Book Description

I was 20 when I first started taking pills that let me see the world with a little less pain. A few months after that, I met a woman that I thought was beautiful and interesting. When I was 26, I proposed. We married when I was 27 and moved to Omaha. That is where our marriage ABSOLUTELY fell apart. That was 2011. For the last many years; I had been trying to salvage the marriage. At the end of 2019, I told my wife that we needed to separate. This year we file, she moves out, and I try to figure out how to get my shit sorted.