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Whatever Will Be Will Be

by Park Row Fallout

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7 days ago

RANDOM BLURB

Full entry upcoming, as ever, but… theater… acting… is such a weird experience. People with Julliard Backgrounds struggling to be more than just “Dude in Commercial”. Actors like D.B. Woodside ...


September 19, 2024

Potentially Spam So...

I realized that what I was going to share here first could easily be marked as Spam. I would hope that my having had a paid membership since the option began and my now 10 years of writing woul...


September 13, 2024

Depressing

So, I had about three paragraphs written. Some emotionally honest. Some deeply legal. I fucked up at work, I don’t feel good, and I have a lot to do. I wanted to call in sick today because I...


September 07, 2024

Enraged

I am fucking furious!!! Because international acts don’t come to Iowa, in order to see them- people from this state have to travel out of State. This is logical and unfortunate as fuck. But for ...


September 06, 2024

Updates and Such

So, last night I needed to get things taken care of in order to be ready. I didn’t get nearly as much done as I had wanted to! I still needed to unload the dishwasher and pack for the trip. I...


August 19, 2024

Quel Sera

The weekend… happened. It was okay. Spent Friday with Hermia and Brad and made them watch Muppet Treasure Island. Spent Saturday evening with Hermia and we rekindled the physical aspects of ou...


August 16, 2024

My Own Mind

I’ve been in something of a slump today. I’ve done… most of the work I needed to do today. I haven’t done some of the e-mail work partly because it would be too laborious and would irritate the...


August 02, 2024

Some Good News

This morning was full of multiple individuals with terrible problems regarding violence. Even down to a 15 year old who picked up adult charges for just beating the hell out of a gas station emp...


July 19, 2024

Globa'al

So… Monday, I didn’t have a working computer because I.T. fucked up and prevented our ENTIRE Attorney’s Office from accessing ANY of our work product. A fuck up that lasted the entire day on Mond...


July 11, 2024

The Birthday Portion

Of course… things didn’t turn out great and… as should not be surprising, a lot of it focused on Brad’s behavior. As ever. I was meeting Hermia, her mom, and Brad at the restaurant. I got there...


June 24, 2024

Structure Question (43)

Honest question to readers: If I have a lot to write about things including relationship, partner’s child, and the show… is it better in one SUPER SIZE entry or multiple little entries? Which is...


One of the things I was always told about America and Free Speech is that, “Isn’t it wonderful that we live in a country where you can criticize the President, make fun of the President, and not ...


May 29, 2024

Are Men Okay? (17)

I have often discussed my fight against Toxic Masculinity. I have had to argue against both men and women that such a thing even exists. I have had to both admit that the patriarchy exists whil...


Tuesday, May 21, 2024 Today has been a day of much. And a day of little. I stayed up late as I knew I could set out on my quest later in the morning. This was, perhaps, best as there were terrib...


May 07, 2024

Honest Accountability

Well… truth is I had set aside time to write in here. I am genuinely worried because the way my mind works - the longer it takes me to write the entry I want to write, the less I’ll remember. Th...


May 05, 2024

Bark

I will 100% share the entry I wrote before my trip and share an entry about my trip. But I wanted to say… I couldn’t pick my dog up until tomorrow.... and me, solo, in this house, without my pupp...


April 10, 2024

So... there's that

You know how I’ve just been… abysmally down about work lately? They’ve started “a long over due” construction issue. Which means, around our offices, loud machines active throughout the entire da...


April 09, 2024

About Time

Sadly, this is neither an “About Time” as in something expected but delayed happened. Nor is this “About Time” the Rachel McAdams film from 2013. Nor is it the K-Drama originally titled “Meomc...


April 06, 2024

100% Honesty

So, I’m not even adjusting the privacy setting on this entry. It is PUBLIC. And, as it is being written on my home PC… typos are expected as this is the same keyboard I was bitching about 3 yea...


April 05, 2024

Friday 4.5.24

Hermia texted me this morning. She is incredibly sick and is going to get tested for Strep Throat. I think it is a good idea and will be doing the same. The throat pain really is the most aggra...


April 02, 2024

Is It Depression?

ALL of last week and so far ALL of this week, each morning comes with… I lack the word to describe. It takes me an hour or more to get out of bed. And when I do, I desperately don’t want to be ...


March 27, 2024

Where I've Been

I hate my body. In so many specific ways. I awoke on Monday and could not move. My body went unresponsive. A fact of my physical condition. This happens… more often than I’d like to admit… bu...


March 24, 2024

Political Statement

Living in a time where Kellog’s tried to push “Cereal for Dinner” and where my bag of ice literally says, “Ice is a food!” sure does seem pretty dystopian. BUT then add in the other element. All ...


March 17, 2024

From My Phone

I hate writing from my phone but I am out, so we’re just going to deal with it. I should write about yesterday (and today) as there is a LOT of relationship stuff to write about. Instead, I wante...


March 15, 2024

Where Is My Heart?

I… should have expected this. I suppose on some level I did. Today is March 15. BEWARE THE IDES OF MARCH! And I woke up intent to write a public post to bring attention to our Community’s Shake...


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