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Globa'al
So… Monday, I didn’t have a working computer because I.T. fucked up and prevented our ENTIRE Attorney’s Office from accessing ANY of our work product. A fuck up that lasted the entire day on Mond...
The Birthday Portion
Of course… things didn’t turn out great and… as should not be surprising, a lot of it focused on Brad’s behavior. As ever. I was meeting Hermia, her mom, and Brad at the restaurant. I got there...
Structure Question (43)
Honest question to readers: If I have a lot to write about things including relationship, partner’s child, and the show… is it better in one SUPER SIZE entry or multiple little entries? Which is...
Putin's Russia? Stalin's Russia? Xi's China? (18)
One of the things I was always told about America and Free Speech is that, “Isn’t it wonderful that we live in a country where you can criticize the President, make fun of the President, and not ...
Are Men Okay? (17)
I have often discussed my fight against Toxic Masculinity. I have had to argue against both men and women that such a thing even exists. I have had to both admit that the patriarchy exists whil...
More of the Backlog? (15)
Tuesday, May 21, 2024 Today has been a day of much. And a day of little. I stayed up late as I knew I could set out on my quest later in the morning. This was, perhaps, best as there were terrib...
Honest Accountability
Well… truth is I had set aside time to write in here. I am genuinely worried because the way my mind works - the longer it takes me to write the entry I want to write, the less I’ll remember. Th...
Bark
I will 100% share the entry I wrote before my trip and share an entry about my trip. But I wanted to say… I couldn’t pick my dog up until tomorrow.... and me, solo, in this house, without my pupp...
So... there's that
You know how I’ve just been… abysmally down about work lately? They’ve started “a long over due” construction issue. Which means, around our offices, loud machines active throughout the entire da...
About Time
Sadly, this is neither an “About Time” as in something expected but delayed happened. Nor is this “About Time” the Rachel McAdams film from 2013. Nor is it the K-Drama originally titled “Meomc...
100% Honesty
So, I’m not even adjusting the privacy setting on this entry. It is PUBLIC. And, as it is being written on my home PC… typos are expected as this is the same keyboard I was bitching about 3 yea...
Friday 4.5.24
Hermia texted me this morning. She is incredibly sick and is going to get tested for Strep Throat. I think it is a good idea and will be doing the same. The throat pain really is the most aggra...
Is It Depression?
ALL of last week and so far ALL of this week, each morning comes with… I lack the word to describe. It takes me an hour or more to get out of bed. And when I do, I desperately don’t want to be ...
Where I've Been
I hate my body. In so many specific ways. I awoke on Monday and could not move. My body went unresponsive. A fact of my physical condition. This happens… more often than I’d like to admit… bu...
Political Statement
Living in a time where Kellog’s tried to push “Cereal for Dinner” and where my bag of ice literally says, “Ice is a food!” sure does seem pretty dystopian. BUT then add in the other element. All ...
From My Phone
I hate writing from my phone but I am out, so we’re just going to deal with it. I should write about yesterday (and today) as there is a LOT of relationship stuff to write about. Instead, I wante...
Where Is My Heart?
I… should have expected this. I suppose on some level I did. Today is March 15. BEWARE THE IDES OF MARCH! And I woke up intent to write a public post to bring attention to our Community’s Shake...
Technology
I’m the first person to admit that we rely too much on technology. I’m also typically one of the first people to mention how by relying too much on technology, we’ve given technology businesses ...
Statistics
For a lark, I decided to see how many entries I’ve actually published this year. The counter says this will be my 53rd entry for the year. This is the 65th day of the year. So I got to thinki...
Logic Puzzle
(This is going in a very different direction than my previous entries. I do still intend to answer notes or respond; but this is more where my brain is right now as I am preparing for work.) Last...
3/2
As ever- I hope to actually reply to notes but I can’t make any promises. Hopefully, some of what I write here will go some ways towards responding to some elements as well. First, I want to say...
Today 3/1
I am deeply exhausted. Body, soul, mind, heart, everything. I am wiped out! Like… I know I have an absolute SHIT TON to do today and some things are time sensitive and the list isn’t going to ...
The Weekend and More
This weekend was… well, something? Rather significant evidence that things aren’t exactly “filling me up with peace and energy” really. Friday Night, I picked Hermia up from rehearsal and we wen...
A Funny Little Thing
When Hermia came back from rehearsal today, there was an interesting exchange that illuminated a few things. She came back to her house and was telling me that tonight was their first Tech Rehear...
Just a Statement
I am presently preparing a jury trial. Yes, the show ended Sunday so one might think, “You have your nights back.” But yesterday I was in the office until 8:45 p.m. Tonight, I would be in the ...
