Timmy™ ⋅ 40

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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On paper, deadlifting 5x5 @ 275 lbs sounds like maximal heavy work. It is, but it ends up feeling like damned cardio, even with five minute rest periods. I can’t fathom doing it without an anal...


I seem pretty comfortable in stagnation. Hopefully the hot water situation is done. The carpet is finally dry. Who doesn’t hate having wet feet? The new heater worked for like a day, and then ...


I pulled 335 lbs for a double. Nice. New 2RM, 10 lbs off from my best all-time pull. But I must tip my fedora to the woman in the squat rack next to me. Barefoot, pregnant, squatting to parall...


It’s part of why I got some of my tattoos. The meaning should be clear. I got of my tattoos as reminders to myself. At the time, I had a bit more of a resilient headspace. A struggling, a fig...


March 16, 2022

Blank. in The Napkin.

Mind is in one of those states where it’s sure firing fast, but there’s… nothing attached to the gerbil on the wheel? I got nothing? Tell me a bad pun.


March 15, 2022

The Gateway. in The Napkin.

As I was heading out of the gym and back to my car, I passed a woman and a medium small boy following her. Because small medium somehow has a different connotation. Made me think “gosh, that’s ...


I was only mildly distracted during my workout. It was too early to try contacting Wifenado. (I never bring my phone to the gym; I knew I would have to borrow the phone of the front desk lassie...


Vacuuming up buckets and buckets of water out of the carpet is oddly therapeutic. Vacuum floor, receive reward! Did call maintenance yesterday, but well. It’s a Sunday today. I’ve triple-check...


March 12, 2022

Weekends blow. in The Napkin.

Second rest day in a row. Weird how it messes with my head. I have no desire to do anything. I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve written that. I would have just stayed in bed and done “nothi...


So anyway, I was in the middle of one of my seven* lateral raise sets when two ladies changed exercises and started doing hip thrusts in my general direction. Being orthogonal to me, relatively ...


I had just finished my workout and was washing my hands in the room where boys wave their penises around. Because I like having clean hands. Don’t want to get funky bro-sweat on my steering whe...


Former is a low stress compared to the later really effecting my wife. I knew bad shit would happen after my vacation. Might elaborate when my head clears.


Vacation endings are another altered state. Not quite back to reality, but no longer riding the dopamine or serotonin. Currently waiting at port for a bus to where Airk’s car is parked. Last crui...


We’re on route to port. Airk is driving. Estimate it has been six years. I have few guy friends, but he is one. In his words,he knows to use kid gloves around me. And that I’m a “special kind of ...


Have I mentioned I’m going on my third Star Trek cruise? I leave at 2:27 PM today, and I am EXCITED. Paid the rent, just tying up some loose ends at this point. Timing my food so I’m not hungry...


Apparently. Is that what he said? Felt like that was what he was trying to get across. Got a slight scratchy throat yesterday, and some nasal congestion that seemed to peak this morning. Made ...


February 22, 2022

I can't relax. in The Napkin.

Just one of those days. It’s a rest day. I did some LISS just to check the box. Just LISS, nothing strenuous. I have no sense of appetite other than wanting to binge chocolate. That can’t be ...


I just clipped my nails. It’s one of those small things I annotate on my calendar. It’s a useless thing to look back upon, yet. When is the last time you clipped your nails? How often do you ...


Note to self: do “Sunday Assessments” again. Another squat workout in the books. In reflecting on my progress so far, it’s a mixed feeling of just how far I’ve come, and also “that’s it?” And ...


I squatted 235 lbs for a double. I think this is the third post I’ve made about this? Guess I’m trying to repeat it to myself, as it doesn’t feel like much of an accomplishment. Oh well, walked ...


My avoidant tendencies are flaring up again. I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Slept just fine, but still. I annotate these things. As (almost) expected, had a touch of gym anxiety...


So anyway, I was pacing, dragging my feet before hitting the gym. Then I realized, “dude, you’re going on the dreadmill. Just go and pick up this conversation there.” I doubt I’ll be able to us...


At least with the key ones. It feels like I watched the season premiere or season finalé of some show, with a lot of key things happening off-screen. I seriously have had to google things at th...


I checked my calendar and I haven’t washed my hair in a month. Seems like a weird thing to track, to outsiders, but eh. Like, I always shower after I lift. But the stalls are tiny and its cramp...


February 11, 2022

If you squirt. in The Napkin.

It’s the skene’s gland. You learned something. You can go to bed now.


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