The Napkin.

by Timmy™

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February 14, 2021

Oh, Airk.

He amuses me. Sometimes I’ll be scrolling down my Book of Faces page and see him cursing out his Senator or Congressman. Just scathing “DO YOUR JOB, YOU F** JACKOFF.” Well, sans caps. You don’t...

February 12, 2021

Want some pizza?

What. I feel like hell. Mikey is offering you some pizza. WANT SOME PIZZA.

February 09, 2021

Sleep Report, 2-9-21

Mood was probably best mid-day yesterday. A “fine” at best, which a touch of sadness. Strike that, I also felt “fine” when I went to bed. Well, not quite, either. I just wasn’t hungry all day. ...

February 08, 2021

Sleep Report, 2-8-2021

Or lack thereof. I tried staying up late to tire myself out. And as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was wide awake. No sleep aids last night, as I prefer not to take them two days in a row. S...

Spock Earmuffs! Set those pointed ears to warm.

February 07, 2021

Depression be like....

(I’m actually in decent spirits today, shhh. Took a plethora of sleep aids last night and phew, it’s nice to sleep.)

February 03, 2021

Correlation ≠ Causation.

Stray thought. I have noticed I write the most when I’m mentally unstable. And if it wasn’t painfully obvious like being critically fucked through a concrete wall, I’m not mentally stable right ...

February 01, 2021

Ankle Weights.

Nope, no metaphor for once. Ever try them? Definitely don’t wear them out-and-about nor to bed. But just casually at home? Your body adapts to the weight. And then when you take them off at n...

January 26, 2021

Vocal Range.

Female companions have raved at my singing. As this is text, well, you probably have no idea. My singing is on top of my ability to do “bad” accents. I feel my natural range is in line with Joh...

Ever since 46 became President, I’ve been sleeping better. Though, it also correlates with being a month out from my trauma. (The 21st.) If this continues, I’ll post the specific numbers, as I...

January 19, 2021

Theory of Lives.

Remember, in a two-person partnership, there are THREE lives involved. Your life, their life, and your life together. (A three-person partnership has seven, etc.)

I’m seriously worrying about this girl. This Woman. I don’t think it’s funny or horny to psychologically break someone down mentally. Oh, she’s fine “now”. She’s a green “now”. What about five ye...

January 14, 2021

On Ally.

She’s a girl I made out with at Airk’s family’s Fourth of July Party. There we go, my Thesis Statement. She was friends with Airk’s little sister. And to skip to the end. She was hitting on me ...

January 11, 2021

Protect me. She would.

For those that will understand, I’m feeling more Timmy now. It’s like she was protecting me, keeping me safe. She was always there. Between 10% and 40% of me. And in my darkest hour, when main...

January 08, 2021

Sober sadz.

Sober streaks suck. I still get sad out of nowhere. Hope I cheer up a little before bed. Sucks feeling irrationally anxious and nervous when you’re trying to sleep.

January 08, 2021

Clothing-Equipped Bum.

You don’t need to be nude to be beautiful or sexy. Oh hell, I seem to have fun with my Sophia-voice. So let’s just intentionally go into a SOPHIACHAT. So, as you know, I’m on fetlife. Nice web...

January 06, 2021

Being Articulate.

It takes practice. For me, yes, it is intentional to a degree. As a writer, it helps with getting points across. Because if I stop being articulate, it changes the tone of the writing and conv...

January 05, 2021

Hugs, and Platonic Love.

So anyway, I was messaging with someone on fetlife. I sent this message and realized it’s entry-worthy. “But Timmy, why would you post something kinky like that here?” IT ISN’T. Believe it or...

January 04, 2021


Gosh, so many anecdotes are coming to me. Picture it, St. Paul, Minnesota, 2002, late summer. I was in my Grandma’s basement about to kiss a girl I liked. (Gosh, when I say that out loud…) Pri...

January 03, 2021


Orchiopexy (or orchidopexy) is a surgery to move an undescended (cryptorchid) testicle into the scrotum and permanently fix it there. Orchiopexy typically also describes the surgery used to resol...

January 01, 2021


Okay, I’ll keep posting. This isn’t classified, just something I haven’t written out. There’s a girl in high school I was friends with. Sanaz. Senior Year, we spent a LOT of time talking in he...

December 30, 2020


“I love you” doesn’t mean “I’ll be with you forever.” It means “You’re in my heart, forever.”

December 23, 2020


So I went to sit down in front of Tina (my laptop) to find Mr. Boi sitting in my chair. Such a good cat. Reminded me that there are good boys out there.

December 21, 2020

On Tina.

Ruby Red has been a USS Stargazer of a workhorse. I got used to her slow pace. And I respect that. Ruby was doing the best she could, and never crashed. Enter Tina. I bought her slightly blind...

December 17, 2020

Or -2.8C.

27F? Perfect weather to get the mail. Gosh, I love wearing mah beanie. Only thing missing are some good fingerless gloves. The best fingerless gloves I ever had I got from Hot Topic. No joke....

Book Description

Off-hand thoughts which I won’t organize as well. But feel safe to share.