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The Napkin.

by Timmy™

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It rained a few days ago, and my right eye has been bloodshot ever since. I’m taking my meds, I swear! Stayed up late, woke up late. Oh, today’s my day off. And because I’ve been skipping rest...


July 28, 2022

Eat your damned oatmeal.

Ahh. This. This right here. The bonus time in the morning on a rest day. When I’d normally be all “damn it, get your little white butt to the gym”, but instead I’m just lazing in a thong fini...


July 26, 2022

My tagline.

Science, video & tabletop games, metal, gymrat, and burning down the patriarchy. Eh, it’s a work in progress. Less about pidgeonholing me, and more about warding away people who wouldn’t ac...


July 16, 2022

For future Timmy.

I remember when pressing half a plate was something. I have every week for the rest of the year plotted out in terms of progression. With the goal being hitting 3x5 @ 135 lbs. I was up to 4x6 ...


July 09, 2022

Without Obligations.

Another two hour session. I typically don’t lift on Saturday. Partly because it’s one of my days off, and I thought I should have one day where I don’t do anything. And, I was under the false i...


July 04, 2022

Okay.

I’m okay. And just okay is a distinct improvement, I won’t deny it. 2020 and 2021 were just agony for me. It doesn’t seem too long ago when I couldn’t count on consecutive days being just okay....


So, I don’t think I’ve mentioned [redacted]. Ever meet someone and just get this feeling “okay, he’s gay.” And I thought, “Naaahhh. You’re being judgemental, Timmy™.” As soon I started working...


I don’t understand anyone that can be happy about the forced-birth decision. I can’t wrap my mind around it. Why do people want to force women to give birth, unless they hate women? Unless the...


I frequent fitness circles and naturally I see progress pics from guys. And I am so tempted to troll by saying that line. Because some guys would look better if they smiled more. (Meanwhile any...


June 11, 2022

Weekend Update.

I got asked the other day at work how I’m doing. Just a standard check-in where you can get away with ‘fine’, but I have this annoying (to me?) habit of actually answering. Wednesday is Kenobi,...


June 08, 2022

Poe's Correlary.

Thesis statement aka tl;dr: If you act like an ass, you are an ass. And if you act nice, you are nice. Been on my mind, and we’ll see whether this is longwinded, or so concise it misses the poi...


June 05, 2022

Skittles.

It’s funny how I watch media and think “huh, that was some fun entertainment.” And then I read that the right is all “OMG, THERE’S TOO MANY BLACK PEOPLE.” Or “THERE’S TOO MANY GAAAAYS.” And I re...


June 01, 2022

No Pants Day.

Sunday’s workout was great. Monday’s workout bombed. Yesterday’s workout bombed. Slept 10 hours last night and I feel so tired. I don’t like skipping squat day, but bah. The physical effects ...


It’s my day off, and a rest day from the gym. Don’t always need to be productive, but off to a good start. “Start” - it’s 4:14 pm. Well, whatever. Been going to bed around 1-2 AM and getting u...


May 21, 2022

White Polos.

I genuinely thought they were sold in multi-packs like wife beaters or tighty whities. I couldn’t find any at WalMart. Found one stack in Target, but it was either small or XXXL. Well, if thos...


I like saying this instead of the generic “how’s it going?” I do pick my spots of when I say it. Generally gets people doing a double-take, as it’s not something people have an NPC AutoReply fo...


Day off. Also no workout today. Slept in. It’s 2:14 pm and I still haven’t eaten breakfast. Soooo zoning out. More than okay to keep doing nothing. I’d go laze contently in bed but eh, then ...


May 08, 2022

Make me nom nom.

I’m not sure how to describe my still undiagnosed depression. When I’m fine, it’s almost like waiting for my mood to drop. Wary of savoring it, as if I will drain the nice feels faster. And when ...


May 07, 2022

One pluck at a time.

Woke up sad. It happens. Ate my oatmeal and crawled back into bed. Still sad, but I think I can muddle through the day. I have one errand to run before work. I’m due to get cat litter and cat...


May 05, 2022

Pro 'Teins!

I squatted 265 lbs for a single, and am sitting in a thong eating eggs while chicken thighs cook in the oven. Oh, and it’s Star Trek™ day. How’s your Thursday? (Don’t worry, I’ll put a banana i...


So, we’ve gone from a disease, to war, to a high profile trial. It’s the 90s all over again. What, I don’t follow this stuff, it’s just impossible to avoid. My feeds are otherwise Star Trek, lift...


Apathy and boredom. Sometimes I go to bed early not because of something exciting in the morning, but because I’ve run out of ways to pass the time. Still feel like I’m living past the end credit...


April 03, 2022

Ha ha.

Has the term “cheeto snorter” or “cheeto sniffer” been used as an insult to describe republicans who still worship stale cheeto? Asking for a friend.


It’s part of why I got some of my tattoos. The meaning should be clear. I got of my tattoos as reminders to myself. At the time, I had a bit more of a resilient headspace. A struggling, a fig...


March 16, 2022

Blank.

Mind is in one of those states where it’s sure firing fast, but there’s… nothing attached to the gerbil on the wheel? I got nothing? Tell me a bad pun.


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Off-hand thoughts which I won’t organize as well. But feel safe to share.