Timmy™ ⋅

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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When I’m more mentally stable, stress and eustress tends to go into different compartments. Work goes in worktime. School goes in schooltime. Relationship goes in relationshiptime. Gaming goe...


If only we could create our own. Well, technically, you can. Whenever I move into somewhere new, I order Dominos. (Okay, any pizza will do.) I decided to create a tradition, and so I did it. ...


There seem to people who have an innate drive or desire to reinvent themselves. Always chasing something new, something exciting. Never content to be sitting still, in the same place whether ph...


Wednesday, June 30th, 2021 Crux: 8:41 AM - 9:38 AM (57 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Good. Front Squat: 8 @ 45 lbs 8 @ 55 lbs 8 @ 65 lbs 8...


Tuesday, June 29th, 2021 Crux: 6:37AM - 7:42 AM (65 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Four hours sans any alarm, but awoke really refreshed. L...


I noticed years ago an ability to tell myself when to wake up in the morning. “Oh, wake up at 6 am” I’d set an alarm anyway, yet I’d wake up a few minutes before it. Tell myself to sleep in? ...


June 27, 2021

Whatever. in The Napkin.

Not as dire as Friday. Feels.... going through the motions? No, that’s not quite it. Stoic bottled rage? Annoyance? Sleeping well. Eating reasonably. Haven’t missed a workout. Maybe it’s ...


I really hope there is no afterlife, because immortality or otherwise being forced to live sounds like hell. At least in death we get finality. That’s it. No post-credit scene. A conclusion. ...


June 25, 2021

Potato. in The Napkin.

When you wake up early feeling good. Eat a healthy breakfast. Get to the gym and have a good workout. Eat a tasty and healthy lunch before eleven. And. Have no desire to do anything. Not s...


June 24, 2021

Show up. in Exerbabble III

The worst routine done pedal to the metal is still better than the best routine done half-assed. Concurrently, the best routine is the one you actually do. And. From personal observation across ...


June 23, 2021

Reconstruction. in Exerbabble III

No, no, not that boring part of US History. It has been years since I had any consistency in the gym. So many starts and stops in the past five years. Seems so long since I was a registered gym...


I’m just assuming this will go away eventually. The google-fu that doxycycline hyclate is used to treat rosacea, well. Eye doctor(s) today suspect rosacea. At least I’ll be going from 100mg tw...


Somewhere between ignore and oblivious, I generally don’t participate in hallmark holidays. Or holidays in general, unless it is of my own volition. Huh, maybe that’s why it bugs me, right there...


So anyway, I recall many years ago a coworker asked me how I always had so much energy. At the time, I didn’t have an clear answer. I told Ariel something like “Um, I just get up and go?” Accu...


I haven’t seen them completely in three years. I have a feeling, a good feeling, that this may the end of the levels of puffiness or otherwise bloodshot eyes I have endured. After the eye doctor...


Had my first of many eye appointments earlier this morning. Dilation drops still haven’t worn off, so here’s hoping I don’t have too many typos. (If you can’t type with your eyes closed, can yo...


June 14, 2021

It's just a menu. in The Napkin.

When you notice an attractive age-appropriate mother and daughter and you’re seriously not sure who you are supposed to be attracted to. When you get old enough to have back pain, these things ha...


Tashy came by this afternoon to collect more things. It’s a slow process, obviously. Over a year, and there’s still things here. I asked her if she was surprised at how little I brought with m...


I’ll consider this the better end of depression considering I’m back up to three showers a day. Post-sleep, post-gym, post-work. As opposed to feeling so bad mentally that I can’t find the stren...


Ever go outside and feel like someone is throwing salt into your eyes? That’s my life now. Indoors isn’t much easier. Eyes weren’t that bad last month. Definitely not THIS bad. Sobriety is sup...


So, I was taking my morning “quick shower”, though it ended up not being a quickie. Even if I don’t sweat at night, something about a two minute shower before getting dressed feels nice. Genita...


June 06, 2021

Cautious Optimism. in The Napkin.

Fifth day of workies in a row. Fourth doing my actual job. Today marks no occurrences of blistering anxiety. No, that’s not the right wording. It’s a feeling where you COULD have a panic attack...


June 02, 2021

Xenophobia. in The Napkin.

No idea if pre-anxiety is a thing. I was in good spirits this morning. Energetic isn’t really the word, more like drive. “Oh, I’ll do this, okay then this, don’t forget this.” It’s rare I bo...


or the coin. Every time I wear this shirt, I get a job offer. I was actually offered a higher wage than I expected. Talk about me underselling myself internally. While I’m sure anxiety will h...


May 31, 2021

Galloping Abz. in The Napkin.

I never fail to be amused by this. Maybe my true calling was bad erotica…


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