Timmy™ ⋅

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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January 11, 2021

Protect me. She would. in The Napkin.

For those that will understand, I’m feeling more Timmy now. It’s like she was protecting me, keeping me safe. She was always there. Between 10% and 40% of me. And in my darkest hour, when main...


Well, I wasn’t expecting to write this, but I have a spark of inspiration, so here we are. Longtime readers will remember the character of BIGGAYDAN. I’ll skip the backstory of how I came up wi...


Two things you probably already know about me: I was a shift manager of a Taco Bell for over seven years, and I have had a bad relationship with my dad for most of my life. Now, I had Taco Shame...


This will be addressing the paygap. I initially thought, “Oh, this will be a quick note.” When I got out of bed, the boy-side of me was feeling, “I think I’ll get around to the dishes today.” A...


All this writing and introspection will only get me so far. Finally put up my 2021 calendar. Occurred to me that seeing it was reminding me of how almost every day of December was horrible. As ...


Well, at least I know I got minimum three rounds of REM sleep. Mood is definitely better than when I went to sleep. Hope it lasts. Did wake up with my right eye looking bloodshot, but I have l...


Another bizarre dream. I’m sitting on my couch and I’m half-listening to two girls talking. I get the idea that maybe she’s talking about some eye issues, as I dealt with mine two months ago. ...


As per my last entry, I may have jinxed myself regarding sleep. This is kind of a write it out, block it out. I’ll give a catch-all twigger warning as I’ll mention PTSD symptoms in myself. I ha...


January 08, 2021

Sober sadz. in The Napkin.

Sober streaks suck. I still get sad out of nowhere. Hope I cheer up a little before bed. Sucks feeling irrationally anxious and nervous when you’re trying to sleep.


Crosspost Let a proverbial season 1 Data fight the good fight. Text impeach to 50409 and Resist Bot will send letters to your representatives and sign the petition. I’ve done my part. Doesn’t ...


January 08, 2021

Clothing-Equipped Bum. in The Napkin.

You don’t need to be nude to be beautiful or sexy. Oh hell, I seem to have fun with my Sophia-voice. So let’s just intentionally go into a SOPHIACHAT. So, as you know, I’m on fetlife. Nice web...


Crosspost. I am hereby lighting the Beacons of Minas Tirith. Gondor calls for aid. Reading my feed, I became aware something happened. I don’t have cable and tend to get my information from la...


January 06, 2021

Being Articulate. in The Napkin.

It takes practice. For me, yes, it is intentional to a degree. As a writer, it helps with getting points across. Because if I stop being articulate, it changes the tone of the writing and conv...


So anyway, I was messaging with someone on fetlife. I sent this message and realized it’s entry-worthy. “But Timmy, why would you post something kinky like that here?” IT ISN’T. Believe it or...


January 04, 2021

Self-consent. in The Napkin.

Gosh, so many anecdotes are coming to me. Picture it, St. Paul, Minnesota, 2002, late summer. I was in my Grandma’s basement about to kiss a girl I liked. (Gosh, when I say that out loud…) Pri...


January 02, 2021

Orchiopexy in The Napkin.

Orchiopexy (or orchidopexy) is a surgery to move an undescended (cryptorchid) testicle into the scrotum and permanently fix it there. Orchiopexy typically also describes the surgery used to resol...


January 01, 2021

Car-Talk. in The Napkin.

Okay, I’ll keep posting. This isn’t classified, just something I haven’t written out. There’s a girl in high school I was friends with. Sanaz. Senior Year, we spent a LOT of time talking in he...


I wrote this a long time ago. Upon rereading, I nodded along, agreeing with myself. This is one of my finest works. Articulate anger. I was already writing about circumcision. I was already ...


For one brief moment, let us have this. We did it and survived 2020. It’s not truly over, but allow all of us to have this. Hey, 2020, you SUCK. Stay Jersey Strong.


December 30, 2020

<3 in The Napkin.

“I love you” doesn’t mean “I’ll be with you forever.” It means “You’re in my heart, forever.”


I know, I keep writing too much. Forgive me. I was once in an elevator with Anson Mount. It was on the recent Star Trek Cruise. He plays Captain Pike on Star Trek: Discovery. See season 2. H...


I’m not sure if I’ve shared this anecdote. Fluffy is a down comforter Candi and I got around when we bought a bed. My dad didn’t think a full-size bed would fit in my room, which only motivated...


I coined this term many many years ago to describe myself. As I just don’t care what you call me. Call me a girl, call me a boy, just don’t call me late for dinner. See, being male, I never und...


The lyrics have aged slightly. In the wake of George Floyd, the phrase “you’re standing on my neck” clearly has a new meaning. But I feel the phrase is still metaphorical, not literal. (Thoug...


Actually, I’m right-handed, so this is what threw me off. I was shadow-boxing in the mirror and I’m not surprised my weight went on my left leg. See, I broke my right tibia back in the third gra...


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