Timmy™ ⋅ 40
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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I could use a hug. in The Napkin.
Touch of latent anger and sadness. All undirected. No cause. After I got up, I had some eggs, and felt sleepy. So. Took a nap. Nap ended around 3pm, so shouldn’t effect tonight’s sleep too m...
Day off from employment, rest day from gym. in The Napkin.
Slept in, though thankfully it’s still short of noon. Whether I need(ed) extra sleep, I’ll find out tomorrow morning. I don’t feel red-lined on sleep. I have work at 2 rather than 3pm now, so ...
"Fine" is just a codeword for "I don't feel like talking". in The Napkin.
I keep to myself almost out of perceived necessity, out of fear that I’m too much to handle. Nothing really wrong, just an internal mood. Though, the lapse in writing has been because things ha...
Even when I'm getting paid, I don't force smiles. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I think I just got “you should smile more”-ed. Ha ha. I hit up subway yet again. Had a coupon 2-for-1 on footlongs. I do love twelve inches in my mouth. Kid making my ‘wiches clearly had a t...
Checking in. in The Napkin.
I took a nap yesterday and somehow tweaked my neck. Oh, it’s not a getting-olde thing. I regularly tweak my neck. Just been a few years. On the upside, I feel pretty calm and sedated. Must be...
To Unconsciousness. in The Napkin.
It’s funny how every day is a game of waking up, and by noon pondering whether I’ll get a good night’s sleep. As tonight’s sleep can be predicted by the quality of last night’s sleep. (Really go...
Whine. in The Napkin.
Sometimes when I’m sad, it’s like my brain finds the dumbest things to feel sad about. Always yearning for some small part of the past. Today: root beer mugs. I bought the perfect four-set. (When...
Train Discipline. in The Napkin.
Feeling calmer again. Still can’t quite pin down all the causes. I got groceries, unlike my last pair of days off. I did a round of dishes, unlike my last round of days off. Focused more on t...
The Season Finalé of Timmy. in The Napkin.
Or, at least, my 30’s. I thought I’d have my shit together by now. Nothing crazy. Stable relationship, offspring, career. This is far removed from any of the external pressures maybe you coul...
The things you own end up owning you. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I grew up on a bilevel house, so it’s a little funny for me to say this but. I don’t really want nor need a big house. Why exactly do people want a big house to live in? Status, maybe. Space ...
Act Your Wage. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I just love this phrase. Because yes, do your job. But also, only do your job. It must also be noted that some companies will wage-starve employees into quitting. Cut hours progressively in t...
Actually, I do right now. It’s one of those things I’d never program for someone else. Probably would have been at the two hour mark had I not added a third back-off set for rows. Because why ...
I know, quit dawdling and get my little white butt to the gym. in The Napkin.
Ya know. I think I know what pisses off the right. Let us suppose that Hillary is some massive crime lord. I don’t actually buy that, but let us just suppose. All her crime and evil, and they ...
Does anybody else get ball-shaving ads? I do mean that literally. The LAWNMOWER 5000 or MANSCAPED. They’re written in the style I would have used 20 years ago as a parody, and I don’t know how ...
But gosh, I can't wait until OHP. in The Napkin.
It rained a few days ago, and my right eye has been bloodshot ever since. I’m taking my meds, I swear! Stayed up late, woke up late. Oh, today’s my day off. And because I’ve been skipping rest...
Eat your damned oatmeal. in The Napkin.
Ahh. This. This right here. The bonus time in the morning on a rest day. When I’d normally be all “damn it, get your little white butt to the gym”, but instead I’m just lazing in a thong fini...
My tagline. in The Napkin.
Science, video & tabletop games, metal, gymrat, and burning down the patriarchy. Eh, it’s a work in progress. Less about pidgeonholing me, and more about warding away people who wouldn’t ac...
Find your microcycle, I like to say. Though, at times, it’s a matter of observing it. We all have a cycle, one way or another. The repeated actions we perform, sometimes with thought and somet...
For future Timmy. in The Napkin.
I remember when pressing half a plate was something. I have every week for the rest of the year plotted out in terms of progression. With the goal being hitting 3x5 @ 135 lbs. I was up to 4x6 ...
Without Obligations. in The Napkin.
Another two hour session. I typically don’t lift on Saturday. Partly because it’s one of my days off, and I thought I should have one day where I don’t do anything. And, I was under the false i...
Okay. in The Napkin.
I’m okay. And just okay is a distinct improvement, I won’t deny it. 2020 and 2021 were just agony for me. It doesn’t seem too long ago when I couldn’t count on consecutive days being just okay....
Grandma Gamer. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Picture it, Upstate NY, 1988. You’re visiting your Grandma. It’s 40 acres on top of a hill. A barn, a chicken coop, two dogs, a pond, a back field, some woods. In the middle bedroom, there’s ...
So, I don’t think I’ve mentioned [redacted]. Ever meet someone and just get this feeling “okay, he’s gay.” And I thought, “Naaahhh. You’re being judgemental, Timmy™.” As soon I started working...
I don't even have a uterus and I'm pissed off. in The Napkin.
I don’t understand anyone that can be happy about the forced-birth decision. I can’t wrap my mind around it. Why do people want to force women to give birth, unless they hate women? Unless the...
You'd look cuter if you smiled. in The Napkin.
I frequent fitness circles and naturally I see progress pics from guys. And I am so tempted to troll by saying that line. Because some guys would look better if they smiled more. (Meanwhile any...
