Lola Falana
If it weren't for journaling I would implode. My life how it happens. It's up and downs and all arounds. One giant merrrygoround.
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Friday Night Hangin.... in Plan B
Tried the other day to write and just couldn’t. I have been having bouts of depression. Various things that are all jumbled together. I miss the Jerri so much. I miss calling her. Hearing her voi...
Was Supposed to... in Plan B
I really wanted to go out tonight but the day was hot mess. I called one patient 29 times. That does not include allllllll the others. So tired. I was suppose to go to the Patch tonight and liste...
Semi - Back 2 Normal in Plan B
Yesturday I cleaned the front yard and put everything back after I heard the next hurricane is going to miss us. I just got tired of looking at all the mess. It took a good 4 hours and my front y...
I am Safe and have Electric in Plan B
What a ride. Whew! I did work 72 hours and thankfully so I need the $. The first paycheck went to the Biaaatch IRRRmA. We had to report to work on Sat. at 7 in the evening. It was one giant clust...
Come On Irma you Bitch.... in Plan B
I have a lot going on and it is nerve wracking. We got 72 hour shifts at work. Not that I’m working 72 hours but I am Team A and that means I am first to come in. Already we have patients coming...
This Z New...not really in Plan B
All week long I have felt eee -wah. It isn’t depression or sadness or anything just lack of NRG and whatever else that goes along that way of feeling. The last 2 Mondays I got some things done. ...
New Journal...I don't think So... in Plan B
This here is my home now and I am very happy. It took a while to adjust but not too long and no I will not go back to the old house. There are reasons why we move on and if you look back you kno...
Cameo back in the dayyyyy…43 years ago today breaking has broke. Yep. I was there....for all of it. Good Times. Commadores, Grand Master Flash an the Furious 5, Kool Moe Dee, George Clinton…nothi...
Friday night and chillen like the villain I am. This week was ok. On thursday my day off I was asked by director if I would speak in front of the C.E.O.’s of my hospital about the job that I do....
Moving. Forward. in Plan B
Ya. Who am I kidding? Peppers ~ The Power of Equality ~The base to that song is so good. I am chillen on a Friday night fresh wine and this here “my machine” that is what Jerri called her lap top...
Chillen Out in Plan B
Much needed much deserved. Wadda week. Listenin to some Days of the New ~ Shelf In The Room.....This week was humid and hot. Welcome to the Summer of 2017. Thankfully this week was lame. Sharon h...
Ahhhh Such as Life in Plan B
Trying to make it thru the night unscathed and it didn’t happen. There was a young woman who just passed a way. FUCK! Then we have Ecstasy Guy back. WTF? One week later. She was such a young wom...
Indie N Wine ~ How Fine in Plan B
No. Not realllly but it made a good rhyme. I’m tired. Work was just like season....f-upped people. The extacie guy finally left. T.G. Don’t worry he will be back next week. Fried again and we wi...
July 3'rd, 2017 in Plan B
Sitting here in bed listening to Spotify on my phone ( the Blues ) and chillen with a glass of wine and the house quiet. I did alot of adulting today. In the morning I went and did laundry which ...
Made It... in Plan B
This week went quick and semi-painless. Last Sunday I ran into Cousin Bobby. We grew up together in fucked up house holds. Who doesn’t have one? He still lives in Ohio like everyone else, married...
I'm Back.... in Plan B
I arrived back from Ohio yesturday before 10. Thankfully so. Cleveland airport is so disgusting. Ugh. Horrible. Dirty, dirty, dirty. Not enough people to scan you in. It is one hot mess. The bath...
I leave. I have this big Versage bag I bought at a really nice thrift store. It will hold everything for this weekender? I don’t know. Right now I am having wine without the music because today a...
Visits thru fb in Plan B
I feel basically in limbo until I get to Ohio. Anxiety, stress, overwhelmed, sad are just to name a few things I feel at the moment. I was on fb this a.m. and all of a sudden I see a post from Je...
Yesterday I was suppose to go to work but they canceled me due to o.t. not allowed. So. That meant a lovely day of staying home and trying and not to successfully of not falling into a depression...
Today would have been Jerri’s 67’th Birthday. I miss her so much. Now a thunderstorm is brewing and it could either rain or not. Just thunder for hours on end with no rain. It doesn’t matter I fe...
Friiiiiiiiiday. in Plan B
Normally I am sitting here listening to music on my phone and chillen with a glass of wine. I have the wine but the music is getting on my nerves. At work I play ol school RNB and when I get here...
Makin It By Stayin Low.... in Plan B
I am so grateful for the rain in so many ways. I welcome the clouds like a long lost friend. Monday and Tuesday I took naps. Monday I stayed home all day. Tuesday I ventured out and it was hard. ...
Jerri Passed Away... in Plan B
Last weekend was Memorial Day Weekend. Jerri was suppose to go camping. One of her last posts on fb was she had a migraine. I knew not to call her because she turns her phone off ect. So the week...
Memorial Weekend Starts Today in Plan B
The cops are out and that’s ok. I am inside chillen like the villian I am. Listening to old school NIN, Butthole Surfers, Flaming Lips it is endless but oh so good. Tomorrow is a kick ball thi...
Chillen on a Friday Night in Plan B
It is trying with all it’s lil heart to rain outside. We need it so bad. Right now it just doesn’t want to give it up. OK. Be stingy. I’m inside chillen listen to old school wrap ~ Roger N Zapp ~...
