I'm a little girl in a big world... in A New Beginning to an Old Story.

I feel like such a loser. Like legit - a HUGE loser. Which brings my confidence to zero, which in turn makes this even worse. Okay so... I am on Facebook, and my newsfeed is cluttered with "girls night" photos and "bestfriends" and events and shit. Here I am... my Facebook is full of... random sayings and funny photos of my cats. Sigh... First of all, I have no friends. No close friends, anyway. I even watch the girls I used to be pretty close with, posting their new lives with their new friends... shit. When did I become the loser in the corner all the cool kids walk by without a glance? When did I become so unsocial? The even more sad part is... I reached out, tried to make new girl friends. I met a few cool ones but when we hung out is was SEVERELY awkward. Almost as if I have forgotten how to socialize? Or how to hang with other human beings who aren't my boyfriend. I just... freeze up, don't know what to say, and I know I make them feel awkward. I mean, how can I not? So then we drift... I never used to be this way. I used to be the center of the nightlife. The loud, hilarious, fun girl people loved! Now.. people hardly know I exist. I need to get back out there and try this shit again. Ugh.

How do you hang out with a person? Can this be re-learned? Like a bike?

I hope so...