Breathe in, Breathe out in Who I Am

So I’m metting this new guy tonight named PJ, my little brother actually works with him and he DMed me on FB because he saw a comment I made on my little bros FB page about declawing cats and how I believe it’s really fucked up. He thought I was cute and hit on me instantaneously and we’ve been talking ever since!

Alex is supposed to come over tonight but I got my period so I think I’m gonna raincheck with him so I can hang out with PJ. Alex is so fucking hot I can’t not fuck him lol it would be sooo hard.

I have a date tomorrow night with this guy named Dillon, he’s really sweet and into me, hes that guy that wouldn’t fuck the night we met and I was kinda like “wtf” haha but he’s taking me downtown to look at the lights and do cute things. So that’ll be fun!

I’ve been takin my anxiety medicine dosage as normal now, and it’s helping my stress levels immensely. This store is driving me crazy, my paycheck better be boss as fuck or I will quit like a mofo lol this is just a lot to deal with. I had to write up two people today for basically no call no showing. bunch of fucks. I wrote my schedule today and theres like 340 hours on it. holy fuck.my last store, I ran max hours of 120.

Fuckin. Nuts. Over here.

My cousin stayed the night last night! it was her birthday so I took her out! it was fun! Went to bed early bc we are old lol but it was fun!

Im hangin in there! Matt (my ex) came over and found a torn corner of a condom wrapper so that was fun to talk about. love my life.