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by WanderingWarrior

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November 06, 2020

OPEN DIARY IS BACK

Hi there! So, like many of us here, we originally joined ProseBox because our beloved opendiary has shut down. I just checked the site and it is actually up and running again AND you can reclaim...


July 29, 2020

Updates

Been a wild few months. My father is now dating a girl who is younger than me. After two dates she moved in and now (3 months later) they’ve joined their money together, trying to have baby, get...


June 05, 2020

Coming out of the fog

It’s been an emotional time. Coming to terms with a lot of different things surrounding my adoption. Some days I’m fine, others I’m totally devastated. Some I’m just numb. And a few times, I just...


May 14, 2020

Funk with Funk

Yooo! So, still in a little funk. But, it’s getting better. I mostly start acting up at night but, it’ll pass, as does all things. I’m reading a book called, “How to Be an Artist.” I’m enjoying i...


‘Ello all! It’s been an okay few days. I did spend some of it in a major funk but, I seem to be feeling better now, thankfully. I kept getting into my head about things. How lonely I feel, how I’...


December 10th, 2018: I get in contact with my birthfather. I don’t know if I mentioned this. I’m adopted. I was adopted at 3 months old. It was a completely closed adoption so I never knew anyth...


So after all of this goes down, I spiral into a deep depression. I hated being at work, I hated being at home, my boyfriend at the time lived almost 2 hours away. I really felt I had nowhere to r...


May 09, 2020

It's been a LONG while

What’s up, peeps!? So…I reread my last entry from 2017 to see where I should begin and honestly, so much has changed. And the change literally started about a week after my very last entry. I am ...


December 13, 2017

Quick updates

Hey there! Been a busy few days. I woke up mega early and decided to write a bit. I’m using my phone so excuse typos and stuff. Went to my job’s Christmas party on Friday night. It was fun. I was...


It’s been a while. I back tracked to the last short entry and only that. You guys have so much to be filled in on. So false alarm kind of? Eric and I got back together. It took a good couple of w...


June 20, 2017

What just happened?

I know. I’m about to be one of those people who fall off the face of the world until something major happens but fuck…what the fuck just happened. Eric and I broke up. Amicably but yes…it happene...


July 14, 2016

Here we go again

I’m telling you it’s the older ones that get me. God, Ken is just so…ugh. He called me and was like come out. I can’t. My parents had a conniption when I went out the day before yesterday can you...


July 13, 2016

Hello!

What to talk about first… M (the one form work who kind of started it all) and I barely talk anymore.No animosity or anything he’s just backed away from the whole cheating on his wife thing. Whic...


July 13, 2016

My safety

I received a lot of comments on my last entry questions my safety when it comes to sex. It’s 2016 guys. Between condoms, birth control, general trust in the person I am sleeping with (I do get to...


July 09, 2016

The Men

Hey everyone! So Let’s quickly catch you up on the men in my life so I can talk about them in detail. M: Still married, stopped talking to me. Have not done anything with him since the last time ...


July 06, 2016

Been a while

It’s been so long…I don’t even know where I left off.I’m just going towrite a bit and tomrrow will read where I left off. So my job sucks and I’m not getting paid very well. I complain about that...


March 07, 2016

Tired

Promoted yet again. My partner in crime quit so yeah it’s been rough at work. I’m getting through it though. I have my own business cards and a legit title that isn’t just service department. I’m...


Jeez, it’s been wayyyy too long. So last update I was talking to a coworker named Eric and we were a just budding thing. The day after that we had sex and it was pretty good.It was slightly rushe...


February 03, 2016

Well that happened..

So one of the Eric’s that I’m talking to at work and I are a thing. The other day he asked about my boyfriend and I told him the situation. If he wanted to continue then cool if not then I unders...


January 31, 2016

Much needed day with my man

I had such a nice day with E. It was exactly what I needed to just get out of my head for a little bit and spend time with my favorite person in the whole world. I took the train up to see him. W...


As much as I bitch and moan about being here, I do like my job. I love working full time. I really like making money and having money. I’m not fond of not knowing where I stand in the company but...


January 28, 2016

Confronted

They were just talking. M wanted to put their beef to rest. So he says. I believe him. He was upset that I was hurt. He was reassuring me and all that jazz. I felt better. Then my ex texted me...


January 27, 2016

My heart...

Feels like it’s being ripped from my chest. I saw M lead the new chick into the locker room. Maybe they were just talking. But the wrost played out in my head. They were probably just talking. ...


Hey everyone. Been a while I know. Just stupid busy. I started working full time at my job. Training to do three different jobs and still getting paid for one. I’m tired. I go to bed at 9:30pm. ...


January 07, 2016

Second day of dispatching

Well today was a massive success. We got in every car from the last 3 days. It was a total mess but it got done. I didn’t do a lot of it myself, I can’t take all the credit, my manager and cowork...


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My journal. The random thoughts. The venting. The ranting. The sharing of my life with anyone who cares.