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silver lining
I totally forgot that with my birthday gift card in June I paid for July's cell bill - so I have some money to go grocery shopping. Thing is, I figured that out at 8 pm so I'm not going now. I ...
bothered
My sis has 1 cat, 1 bearded dragon lizard, 2 fish tanks and 1 hedge hog. And she's basically planning on getting rid of all her pets because she's pregnant and foresee taking care of them all a...
1 yr
Last Friday was officially my 1 yr anniversary at my job. Kinda went by quick! Today my co workers got me cupcakes - it was nice that they remembered. But no raise. And I don't have the balls to...
Tired
Nothing unusual about that. Yesterday was cool. My sis came over and we looked at cribs without my mom... My mom is being really childish. Then we got Mani Pedi 's. I feel so fancy when I get t...
Life insurance?
I was talking to Will about his parents about how we're gonna tackle this debt thing. I can't leave it alone. He said his parents each have $ 75, 000 life insurance policies. So by the time they...
Dunno
I dunno what the loan was for. It was taken out in 2002 or 2003 Will says. Most of my noters think it must have been a house thing cause of the large amount but I couldn't exactly say. I feel ba...
I'm up way to late
and I haven't written in so long that I don't even know what happened. This weekend was really good. Friday I got another mani and went out to dinner with some friends. Birthday giftcards carrie...
ordinary
Ordinary day here. No Will drama - been a while since I haven't had anything to complain about. Finally saw all 0's on my credit card balance. The money went through, I'm free. I met up with T...
I find it amusing
That other people are commenting to me that princesscupcake is cray cray.. Yesterday was awesome. Will's family came over to gawk at the giant TV and give me belated birthday gifts. $ and bed b...
We're gonna make it after alllllllllll
I've got the most complicated man on the planet. Ok from beginning to end, here we go. OH - I blocked that PrincessCupcake, what a nutter! OK so I got up before Will, showered, did my hair, dr...
Wow, selfish much?
As I'm going through this hard time in my marriage and letting it all hang out on PB, I get this note: I've left you numerous notes. I live in (* the same state as me *) and my husband and I don...
D day
Well tomorrow is... Oh, and to answer a few notes: *I have been with Will over 6 years total but married to him a little over 1 year. *If I asked Will to choose between me or work I'm not confid...
My resolve is weakening
Will might have Friday off. I already told my sis I'd be with her but of Wils off then obviously I'm leaning towards ditching my sis is right. My heart says go be with him but my head says: yo...
Not in the best frame of mind
Blah Like every morning, I got up alone - cause Will's asleep. Get dressed alone, eat alone. Go to work where everything is normal. Today my sis was at my mom's house so I hung out for an hour....
Not done yet
With my marriage, I guess. We had that argument about his sleep apnea test, etc. on the way to the movies. So when we got to the theater we decided to suck it ip, stop fighting and enjoy the mov...
unhappiness explained...
I realize that I wrote that last entry on my phone in the heat of being upset and didn't fully explain. I think I have talked more than enough about the working on Sunday's issue: Monday throug...
Unhappy
I'm unhappy in my marriage. I complain about it here and then I get over it but it's often that I have to 'get over 'things. earlier in the week i tried to suggest that maybe if I picked the 2 ...
Let the birthday money roll in!
I owed about $450 on my credit card and have gotten about $350 so far! I don't expect to get anymore but all I need is my 7/4 pay check for the last $100 and then I AM DONE with my credit card. ...
Period
I cried because I couldn't clasp a necklace. I mean fucking melt down sobbing. I hate my period. I also hate thinking that everyone has it better than me. Thing is, I was in a wonderful mood ...
not a fun day
Sunday's rarely are nowadays. I got my period around midnight last night but full on cramps didn't start till about noon today. The meds took a LOOONG time to kick in so I was in agony much of t...
Anti Social
Felt anti social today. Had to fake like I was laughing along with the jokes but I basically stayed at my desk and got work done. I don't spend a lot of time goofing off on a normal work day but ...
Father's day
I wonder if he thinks of us at all. How could a man produce children and let them disappear? He left when we were .... 5 and 8? We loved him. I know he knew this. Esp. me. I relished being nea...
Rocky
My relationship. Thank God some days have passed and I don't remember all the gory details. Friday me and Will had a really massive fight. It started with him working Sundays. As you may or m...
Woke up on the right side of the bed this morning
Don't exactly know why - and though the day hasn't gone according to the plan I had in my head at 5am, it went OK. I was stressed at work cause last week I had a project that took up a lot of m...
Sir Mopes-A-Lot
That's me... I'm always griping about money issues, etc. But it's because it really does bother me. I feel trapped at home. Will pays for everything when we go out so when he works I'm stuck at ...
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