Sister ⋅
Nothing much there to tell...
Entries 880
Page 6 of 36
It's Saturday in meh...
I am motivated to do absolutely nothing while, at the same time, knowing there is everything to do. Currently, I’m cuddling in the couch with my grandson. He’s watching a DVD and I’m just here. I...
When You Are Trying To Do Better in meh...
…that is of course when shit blows up repeatedly and rapidly. Nothing is blown up. As of this moment. 1) The nursing facility thinks my mother has pneumonia. They apparently called my brother and...
Now The Next Thing in meh...
After the shenanigans of yesterday, with it being Fat Tuesday, I wanted to indeed be fat. I was going to get chicken and pizza and salad and some wine because, even though I said I wasn’t drinkin...
...And Then He Said... in meh...
I had the meeting at the school yesterday afternoon. It was not a bad meeting, but they are very concerned with his behavior because this is not like him. I talked to their counselor and the assi...
Raising A Real Boy in meh...
My son is a real boy, but he was not the stereotypical boy. He wasn’t rowdy. He didn’t run around all the time. He did, but he was like adult me. A thinker, a loner. An old soul. So now, I’m basi...
Owning It Makes It Worse in meh...
Last night I couldn’t sleep. I eventually did fall asleep, but not before I listened to sad love songs. What was worse is the songs that I use to identify with, well, I was the “villan” in them. ...
I don’t know how we would have ended up. You said you never wanted to walk away. What if you never did? What would we be right now? Still what we were? You living away from me, me watching you da...
Avoidance, Kombucha, and Randomness in meh...
I’m avoiding most social media for the rest of the day because I don’t want to see the Valentine stuff. LOL All the couples who pretend to be happy and stuff and so they post it on the web. I”m ...
I guess the deterrent for me being on social media is to know he’s paying attention. I don’t follow him on social media because I don’t want to see his life. He sees mine. I have nothing to hide,...
…he’s back on Twitter. Now I have to regulate my mental floss… I mean I eventually tell him what I’m feeling, but I don’t want it to seem like I’m side mouthing conversation about him while he’s ...
For the past few weeks, I’ve been a wreck in my feelings. Partly due to monthly hormonal problems, partly because I haven’t been drinking. Partly because I got set off because I did a dumb thing ...
Feeling Bi/etter in meh...
So today I feel a bit better about my situation. I really do believe it was the hormones from my period. I was in church and I cried it out and left it all on the “alter”. I even got set off a c...
Mixed Random Items in meh...
How do anti-vaccination people come up with their reasons for not vaccinating their kids? I just read a Twitter thread where this woman was giving Motrin and Tylenol, along with peppermint oil an...
Well, the tire was repairable. Somewhere along the way home I drove over a nail. I don’t subscribe to OnStar though they run diagnostics on my car from time to time. They sent an email instead of...
Wow. Last night, there was a guy named Ladarius. I’ve never know anyone in real life (personally) named Ladarius. Apparently, we use to see each other and I dumped him and had been living a drama...
So last night, I didn’t dream of Him. I did dream of someone else that I made a huge mistake with for a season in my life. My kids were in this dream. I NEVER have dreams with my daughter in the...
I’ve been in chill mode today. Well, I cleaned up my house, save my bedroom. I usually go see my mom on Saturdays especially since tomorrow is first Sunday and I’m going to be in church all day. ...
Another One? in meh...
I had another dream. Him video called me and when the video started he was having some rough, porn-like sex with his wife. He had her one way, then threw her legs around and she got on her hands ...
Dreams As Lessons in meh...
I dreamt about Him, well he was in my dream. I dreamt about something else. In my dream, my cousin and her friend came to our old house where we grew up. He came to see me, dropping by, I don’t r...
Just Borrowed this...Sorry I forgot your name. in meh...
How many pairs of converse shoes do you own? 1 and I admit they’ve seen better days Any other names your parents planned to give you? I don’t know. I’m not even sure if my name was a mutual decis...
It Has To Be Over in meh...
After class last night, my dad asked me to come to his house. My little brother was there, and asked me to drop him off where ever he was going. Wherever he was going, as usual, turned out to be ...
I'm A Sad Case and Other Randomness in meh...
I hadn’t heard from Him since last Monday. I surmised that, “Well we gotta keep this thing low anyway. Constant connection isn’t necessarily good for keeping it on the low.” I think the more I wa...
Those Quiet Moments in Him
There are times when I cease all things. I want to quiet my mind only to have them filled with thoughts of you… I close my eyes and look into the blackness, into the nothing that is there and you...
Self Therapy...Or Not. in meh...
Not really therapy, just realization. And I ramble. Forgive me. I need real therapy. I was thinking about how much I want to love someone and be in love. Sex and love are different, but they are ...
So… It’s the quiet season at work. This means that if I have anything I’m interested in I had better deal with it now while I got “down time” at the office. I forgot to bring my bible in from lun...
