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March 09, 2020

Stuff in meh...

1) My mother is much better. She doesn’t seem to think so, but I know the difference in her movements. She’s better. 2) My “baby” will be 22 tomorrow. He has had a cheesecake for his birthday eve...


March 05, 2020

Meh... in meh...

On the flip side to my last entry… 1) “If you don’t go out, you won’t meet anyone.” The places I go, there are no singles. Everyone that I consider my speed in my circles are already taken. Or o...


March 05, 2020

I Did Some Things in meh...

I’ve been looking at me. A former coworker has started back at this place and I wanted to talk to her about helping me in a professionally developmental way. In addition to this, I reposted a re...


February 29, 2020

It's Saturday in meh...

I am motivated to do absolutely nothing while, at the same time, knowing there is everything to do. Currently, I’m cuddling in the couch with my grandson. He’s watching a DVD and I’m just here. I...


…that is of course when shit blows up repeatedly and rapidly. Nothing is blown up. As of this moment. 1) The nursing facility thinks my mother has pneumonia. They apparently called my brother and...


February 26, 2020

Now The Next Thing in meh...

After the shenanigans of yesterday, with it being Fat Tuesday, I wanted to indeed be fat. I was going to get chicken and pizza and salad and some wine because, even though I said I wasn’t drinkin...


February 26, 2020

...And Then He Said... in meh...

I had the meeting at the school yesterday afternoon. It was not a bad meeting, but they are very concerned with his behavior because this is not like him. I talked to their counselor and the assi...


February 22, 2020

Raising A Real Boy in meh...

My son is a real boy, but he was not the stereotypical boy. He wasn’t rowdy. He didn’t run around all the time. He did, but he was like adult me. A thinker, a loner. An old soul. So now, I’m basi...


February 15, 2020

Owning It Makes It Worse in meh...

Last night I couldn’t sleep. I eventually did fall asleep, but not before I listened to sad love songs. What was worse is the songs that I use to identify with, well, I was the “villan” in them. ...


February 14, 2020

I Own It in Him

I don’t know how we would have ended up. You said you never wanted to walk away. What if you never did? What would we be right now? Still what we were? You living away from me, me watching you da...


I’m avoiding most social media for the rest of the day because I don’t want to see the Valentine stuff. LOL All the couples who pretend to be happy and stuff and so they post it on the web. I”m ...


February 12, 2020

Ha... in meh...

I guess the deterrent for me being on social media is to know he’s paying attention. I don’t follow him on social media because I don’t want to see his life. He sees mine. I have nothing to hide,...


February 12, 2020

So Now... in meh...

…he’s back on Twitter. Now I have to regulate my mental floss… I mean I eventually tell him what I’m feeling, but I don’t want it to seem like I’m side mouthing conversation about him while he’s ...


February 11, 2020

Letter #2 in Him

For the past few weeks, I’ve been a wreck in my feelings. Partly due to monthly hormonal problems, partly because I haven’t been drinking. Partly because I got set off because I did a dumb thing ...


February 10, 2020

Feeling Bi/etter in meh...

So today I feel a bit better about my situation. I really do believe it was the hormones from my period. I was in church and I cried it out and left it all on the “alter”. I even got set off a c...


February 07, 2020

Mixed Random Items in meh...

How do anti-vaccination people come up with their reasons for not vaccinating their kids? I just read a Twitter thread where this woman was giving Motrin and Tylenol, along with peppermint oil an...


February 06, 2020

Update in meh...

Well, the tire was repairable. Somewhere along the way home I drove over a nail. I don’t subscribe to OnStar though they run diagnostics on my car from time to time. They sent an email instead of...


February 05, 2020

Dream 4 in meh...

Wow. Last night, there was a guy named Ladarius. I’ve never know anyone in real life (personally) named Ladarius. Apparently, we use to see each other and I dumped him and had been living a drama...


February 03, 2020

Dream 3 in meh...

So last night, I didn’t dream of Him. I did dream of someone else that I made a huge mistake with for a season in my life. My kids were in this dream. I NEVER have dreams with my daughter in the...


February 01, 2020

Let Me Be in meh...

I’ve been in chill mode today. Well, I cleaned up my house, save my bedroom. I usually go see my mom on Saturdays especially since tomorrow is first Sunday and I’m going to be in church all day. ...


February 01, 2020

Another One? in meh...

I had another dream. Him video called me and when the video started he was having some rough, porn-like sex with his wife. He had her one way, then threw her legs around and she got on her hands ...


January 31, 2020

Dreams As Lessons in meh...

I dreamt about Him, well he was in my dream. I dreamt about something else. In my dream, my cousin and her friend came to our old house where we grew up. He came to see me, dropping by, I don’t r...


How many pairs of converse shoes do you own? 1 and I admit they’ve seen better days Any other names your parents planned to give you? I don’t know. I’m not even sure if my name was a mutual decis...


January 28, 2020

It Has To Be Over in meh...

After class last night, my dad asked me to come to his house. My little brother was there, and asked me to drop him off where ever he was going. Wherever he was going, as usual, turned out to be ...


I hadn’t heard from Him since last Monday. I surmised that, “Well we gotta keep this thing low anyway. Constant connection isn’t necessarily good for keeping it on the low.” I think the more I wa...


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