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November 01, 2019

I'm Okay in meh...

I’m in the midst of a Kirk Franklin fest on Spotify right now. I think I needed to become very acquainted with him today for some reason. He’s alright. 20 years ago, I would have been saying some...


October 31, 2019

Yesterday Came and Went in meh...

Yesterday was the 3rd anniversary of my sister passing away. It’s weird. For some reason it seems so much longer than 3 years. I was talking to my niece yesterday and told her that I feel like c...


October 23, 2019

You and Me in Him

This dance we stay away from. Opening books, peeking at phrases from who we were. We smile. We talk on the subject of you and me. I back out of it clumsily, but you keep advancing. Step to only ...


October 21, 2019

Stuff and Things in meh...

1) Him called me not long ago and said he wanted to hear my voice and wanted me to be sarcastic to him like only I do. I wasn’t in the mood to entertain him in that way. So, I did the next best t...


October 04, 2019

I Quit in meh...

I had a feeling that my check was going to be screwed up some kind of way. My check is short. My daughter is, once again, back at my house. All I ask is that she and the kids keep a low profile. ...


September 19, 2019

Predictable in meh...

It never fails. Once things get back on unsteady rails, the behavior resets and it’s back to square one. Still not done with being blind to patterns that undo you every time You just won’t learn,...


All I have on it is prayer. I have to take it to God. I’m a limited being. My daughter and Bubby Jr. showed up at my door last night. She sat on my stairs and cried and cried. So I told her to ta...


September 13, 2019

Doctors & Health Stuff in meh...

To get to the meat of the matter… I woke up 2 nights in a row with a pain. I can’t say it was in my chest, but I can’t rule it out. The first night wasn’t so bad. Last night, the pain lasted long...


September 10, 2019

So, I Cried in meh...

Today’s shenanigans consisted of my daughter dropping Bubby Jr with my son so he can take him to daycare. Daycare wouldn’t take him. He hasn’t been for a month. Of course they couldn’t take him. ...


September 09, 2019

So. Tacky. in meh...

My daughter is…ugh… I got to her Facebook page. She, within a 24hr period posted a bunch of stuff she’s laughing about, talking stuff about, to posts about Bubby Jrs dad and they are…::makes gag...


September 09, 2019

I Saw & I Thought in meh...

A picture of Bubby Jr. I haven’t seen him in so long…about a month it’s been. I started tearing up. He’s getting so big. Me and Bubby Sr. have said that we missed him. I don’t miss him enough to ...


September 08, 2019

Unexpected: Update in meh...

The story I was looking at was Bubby Jr’s dad. The story had been updated as of 3:30 something this afternoon. Out of respect for his mother, I will go to the service. Firefighters called the po...


September 08, 2019

Unexpected in meh...

So after some Facebook digging, I found its true. My littlest grandson’s father has been killed. My daughter texted me last night when she found out, but offered no details when I asked what hap...


September 04, 2019

Just Messing Around In My Head in meh...

For one moment, I had a glimpse of what you would look like Wrapped in me I come to my senses because you don’t exist Just a mist in my head of what I want “I want you, ‘cause you make my heart s...


August 27, 2019

::Heavy Sighs:: in meh...

I’m sleepy because my insides decided to betray me. I have been up most of the night, just bottoming my life out. I took the same detox stuff I always take and it has had a bad effect on me this...


August 23, 2019

August 23, 2018 in meh...

Have you ever felt like there are things you will not stand for from anyone, but there is one person that makes you break every rule you have? You say you’re going to put your foot down and then ...


August 15, 2019

Wow... in meh...

Yesterday MORNING, I wrote the following on Facebook: “For The Good of the Colony”: When in the business of building,everyone has ideas. All of the ideas can be good ones, yet when it comes to pe...


August 14, 2019

Good...Freakin...Grief in meh...

Shortly after my last entry, toxic aunt called me. ::smh:: She just spit a WHOLE lot of stuff to me and because I know she’s bitter and unhappy, I take it all with a grain of salt. She said she w...


August 14, 2019

Sick Of It, Over It in meh...

My father is a minister. He’s an overseer of a few churches, bishops. He has an organization. Every year, they have a conference. When you do things like this, it requires work. REAL. Work. Lots ...


August 08, 2019

Another Untitled in meh...

1) Court was continued to 10/2 2) I saw her court paper. She told me she was going to meet early with the public defender, but somehow the public defender didn’t show up…? And she’s telling them ...


August 06, 2019

Untitled in meh...

1) My nephew had a birthday lunch/gathering for his transition into teenhood. He’s is pretty ok to get along with. He doesn’t treat me funny anymore. That’s nice. 2) Daughter goes to court tomorr...


I was invited to my aunts birthday party. I left before I could witness drama. I almost walked in on some, but said my hellos and left. I’m tired of the Us vs Them when it’s all We. People make m...


July 14, 2019

That's That in meh...

Dinner was nice. My belly is full. This water is amazing. Good night.


July 13, 2019

I Try Not To... in meh...

I try not to look for hidden racism but I sometimes, it’s not hidden. I don’t give it much weight because most of the time, I’m trying to give humans the benefit of the doubt. There are times tha...


July 11, 2019

Aggravated in meh...

So that last entry… I called my Aunt Max to wish her a Happy Birthday. This is one of the…nah. She is anti everyone. She is the toxic one I keep trying to love where she is. Anyway. So remember I...


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