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9:54pm I am such a goof sometimes. Seriously. I am starting to think that maybe it has a lot to do with the fact that I don’t see myself as an adult. Like I still look in the mirror and see a kid...
good luck then in 2016
8:52pm I’m feeling quite unappreciated today. I don’t know what it is, but I’m suddenly rattled by it all. Like I do so.much.stuff and no one seems to notice and/or care that I’ve done it. It’s j...
Surviving just fine in 2016
3:36pm So, the party happened. Looks like my introverted self can actually attend a party and not die from small talk. ;) Work got busy in the afternoon. Actually we were busy all day. The last a...
3:26pm Well, today’s the day. The dreaded party day. Small talk and socializing day. =| I finally gave in and accepted the fb event thing last night. That damn thing was seriously harassing me to...
say the word in 2016
7:30pm I was all up for writing up until about 30 seconds ago. Not sure where the motivation went, but we’ll see how much I can get done. I’ve actually been thinking about writing for days now. I...
exploding mind in 2016
2:11pm I am f-ing stressed out right now. Why does it always happen that I have a huge project going on and everyone and their mother needs to come by?! I’m not cut out for this kind of thing. Ap...
quiet heart in 2016
11:55am I feel like writing today. Not sure what I want to say yet, but writing should happen. I started taking my BP meds again. I mean, I’ve been taking them but only here and there the last co...
8:40pm So, I can’t figure out if my contacts are dying on me, or if I’m starting to lose my eyesight. I’m going to hope that it’s actually just the contacts and my vision isn’t getting worse. But...
easier said in 2016
4:15pm Well, I thought this day was going to be a lot more difficult than it was. Thank God it turned out the way it did because I was not looking forward to it. More like dreading it. Not sure w...
the proof is here in 2016
4:13pm My brain is not doing well at the end of these days. Yesterday was so dang exhausting that I was freaking out at just the sound of the telephone ringing. I don’t know why it stresses me ou...
country smiles in 2016
4:57pm I’ve been wanting to write, but can’t ever seem to sort out my thoughts. Like there’s all kinds of stuff bumbling around in there, it’s just not coming out in coherent sentences. Ideas, or...
comforting touch in 2016
9:06pm So, sometimes being a good person pays off. I know, right?! We had a client come in this morning for an appointment. Every year we give him a hard time about bringing us Chinese food. This...
less filter in 2016
6:23pm Oh busy life. It’s that hectic part of the season where I’m working like 12 hour days almost 7 days a week. Ok, in reality it only ends up averaging out to like 9.5 hrs/day. In the moment ...
11:20am It’s been a few days. I want to say that I’m going to make it a goal to write more this year, but we all know how I am with goals. Also, I think I specifically said that last year and I e...
not my monkeys in 2016
January 8, 2016 3:44pm I just spent the last half hour [maybe 45 mins…eek] skimming through goodreads to see what kind of books are around. Lucky for me I have the kind of job where this isn’t a ...
determination in 2016
9:35pm Oh let me tell you more about this silly little world. It’s determined to strand me in this place forever. Or, maybe I’m the one that’s determined and it’s merely granting me my own chosen...
this time it was you in 2016
January 7, 2016 1:48pm So, I hate to make this my first entry of the year, but it was supposed to be one of the last and I never got around to it. Avoiding at its finest. Well, my uncle died. Al...
F you world. That’s all I have to say today. … Ok, not really. I could never say so little. hah. But seriously. I checked my e-mail this morning after I got to work [a clear inbox keeps me from g...
decompress in 2015
3:48pm I am doing some serious bumming around today. Not that I’m ashamed of that. I really needed some time to recharge and it just sorta worked out that everyone else is being a pain and theref...
teasing time in 2015
11:55pm I should so be asleep. Like an hour ago, or more. But I’ve been staying up later and later these days. I’m sure that doesn’t bode well for my soon-to-be hectic season and having to sudden...
pain reading in 2015
10:03pm So I’m having this weird pain in my side, right above my hip, and I was joking with Mom about how it was probably my kidneys protesting. You know, since at the time it started I hadn’t ha...
keeping distance in 2015
10:24pm Should I mention how bad I am doing at this? It’s probably been mentioned more than once recently. I doubt I need to remind anyone. So, lots of things going on lately. I wish I had an eas...
heart stress in 2015
6:31pm I’m never going to catch up on all the things I want to say. Have I mentioned that before? I feel like I probably say that a lot. heh. So much has happened and yet I’m having a hard time c...
Giving remarks in 2015
November 23, 2015 9:03pm I’m actually semi-excited for Thanksgiving this year. For the last two years we’ve just gone out of town on our own and ate dinner at the casino. But this year we’re goin...
talking moments in 2015
9:45pm We got together with the friends for dinner tonight. Mostly because we missed Dancing with the Stars last night and she records it on her dvr [or whatever they call those things.] We were ...