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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Bad brain. Bad naughty brain! All things considered, it is not the appropriate time to have detailed, thorough, sexy dreams about various beauties of Europe and/or female friends/acquaintances. ...
Not really… it is just Friday. But wanted to write that. OMG… court was downright painful today! More of a reminder why (1) I don’t want to work in Nebraska and (2) I don’t understand how these...
It is rare that my marital difficulties are so… run of the mill; so as this popped up today, I wanted to post it here. Maybe even get some “here’s what I do” style advice. Wife, much to her disl...
New...? in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Today started something… somewhat new. Ever since I took my current part-time job, things have evolved there. From simple Pre Trial Interviewing and Court appearances… to then deeper interviewi...
Cough in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
I am in such a damned funk! Usually… working out helps, but it only made things worse. This is graphic but… I can think of no better description than this. I often like to be in less clothing ...
A few weeks ago, some of you may remember, I had a run-in with a fellow former law student. I was in the Jail Courtroom (as I often am for my job) and in walked a colleague. An individual that ...
(1) TOTALLY not the point of this entry… but I have some friends under the age of 25. I don’t understand their world… I don’t like their world. But watching their relationships implode on Faceb...
OMG… seriously?! UGH! I will say, with confidence, the only reason I am still with my wife is because a vow… a promise… a commitment is important to me. My wife has specifically, expressly, a...
You know how I talk CONSTANTLY about how much my wife hates/doubts herself? I could not have written a better example than what happened today! I was trying to tell Wife how beautiful she was to...
Grumph! I had another dream about Aoife. You’d think I’d be used to them by now but… they are still rather upsetting. Dr Oatman: Another dream about… what’s her name? That girl you’re obsessed ...
Bid Tits Trom Foday= Tid Bits From Today… yeah, sometimes I do weird stuff. That’s actually what this is about. I’m going to try to show a bit more of who I really am here. Not that I actively...
Keepin' On in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Burpees this morning… ugh. They were the hardest they’ve been all week. I think my body is getting to that point where it realizes I’m actually trying to do it this time so Body is like “No! S...
Once MOre in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Started the day with Burpees, weight lifting, and jogging. Then came back to find one of the recent Law School graduates got a job in Idaho. More proof that Iowa is uniquely messed up. Don’t be...
Today I am making a very concentrated effort to make a schedule, stick to it, and get a lot more PB reading done! Up at 7:30 am! Step One: Finish that ridiculous writing assignment for work. Tak...
Twitter: Writing in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
That moment where you HAVE to do something that you were once excited about doing. But then you realize… it doesn’t matter and it all begins to feel like busy work. #MemoForTrashBin UPDATE: The...
I wanted to do something… different(?) for this. This weekend holds certain plans and expectations. I am certain some will be fulfilled, some will be missed, and some will be devastated. As I...
Twitter: Hrm in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
How do you like that? All month… no job openings at all. Not even openings in jobs that I could never be qualified for. This week? Sent out my Keokuk County application yesterday… Des Moines ju...
At The Wall? in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Yesterday was another nothing day. Did what I could as far as chores, errands, and job hunting. But… there wasn’t much to the day. Woke up at 4 am for no reason. Kicked around, did some resear...
As with many things in my life, I’m having trouble really passionately caring about routines and expectations. So.... title should be the number system I had been hoping to use for all of 2015… ...
Title: Paul Cezanne used to be my absolute favorite painter… but I only liked his landscapes… this paining was one of my favorites. Just a weird little throw out fact. Quick today.... This mor...
Title Title in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Feeling better. Still can’t regulate my bloody temperature. Sweating like a fat guy in the Amazon one minute than colder than an anorexic in Antarctica the next. Voice is coming back, though, so...
What it is in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Woke up drenched in sweat this morning Honor demanded I not leave the trainee at work high and dry. She’s only been with us for three days. Coughed up a nice giant ball of green mucus then put o...
I feel a little better today. My voice is scratched to hell and it hurts to swallow, breath, or talk. I’m blowing my nose every six seconds. I’ve got a cup of tea and my strength of will to t...
Twitter: Damn Updated in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
I bought alcohol yesterday for the first time in a while. I hadn’t eaten anything all day. Apparently with nothing in my stomach but alcohol… I got super drunk super quickly. Like… enhanced pain...
Twitter: 911 in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
This day runs through my thoughts and heart in a way few others do. As poetic or beautiful as words and images can be… nothing does justice to the day. We saw Heroes on this day 14 years ago an...