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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Today I am making a very concentrated effort to make a schedule, stick to it, and get a lot more PB reading done! Up at 7:30 am! Step One: Finish that ridiculous writing assignment for work. Tak...
Twitter: Writing in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
That moment where you HAVE to do something that you were once excited about doing. But then you realize… it doesn’t matter and it all begins to feel like busy work. #MemoForTrashBin UPDATE: The...
I wanted to do something… different(?) for this. This weekend holds certain plans and expectations. I am certain some will be fulfilled, some will be missed, and some will be devastated. As I...
Twitter: Hrm in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
How do you like that? All month… no job openings at all. Not even openings in jobs that I could never be qualified for. This week? Sent out my Keokuk County application yesterday… Des Moines ju...
At The Wall? in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Yesterday was another nothing day. Did what I could as far as chores, errands, and job hunting. But… there wasn’t much to the day. Woke up at 4 am for no reason. Kicked around, did some resear...
As with many things in my life, I’m having trouble really passionately caring about routines and expectations. So.... title should be the number system I had been hoping to use for all of 2015… ...
Title: Paul Cezanne used to be my absolute favorite painter… but I only liked his landscapes… this paining was one of my favorites. Just a weird little throw out fact. Quick today.... This mor...
Title Title in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Feeling better. Still can’t regulate my bloody temperature. Sweating like a fat guy in the Amazon one minute than colder than an anorexic in Antarctica the next. Voice is coming back, though, so...
What it is in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Woke up drenched in sweat this morning Honor demanded I not leave the trainee at work high and dry. She’s only been with us for three days. Coughed up a nice giant ball of green mucus then put o...
I feel a little better today. My voice is scratched to hell and it hurts to swallow, breath, or talk. I’m blowing my nose every six seconds. I’ve got a cup of tea and my strength of will to t...
Twitter: Damn Updated in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
I bought alcohol yesterday for the first time in a while. I hadn’t eaten anything all day. Apparently with nothing in my stomach but alcohol… I got super drunk super quickly. Like… enhanced pain...
Twitter: 911 in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
This day runs through my thoughts and heart in a way few others do. As poetic or beautiful as words and images can be… nothing does justice to the day. We saw Heroes on this day 14 years ago an...
With my own PC still dead or dying; I’m doing updates at work. That means that I’m still not catching up on reading all of you and… frankly, that adds to my feelings of isolation. Because… whet...
DAMMIT! I guess the trip was pretty much a total loss in a lot of ways. Even if the trip HAD gone perfectly (which of course it didn’t)… coming home to completely dead near-possessed electronic...
Laptop is (still) down and out. PC just completely crapped out. Will be shopping for replacements (hopefully getting them) soon ish. This really puts a crimp on job searching!
15-09.04.135 in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
I am finally starting to feel the internal effects of the insomnia. Which is funny. Stress and emotional issues cause the insomnia… but the stress and emotional issues aren’t overwhelming… just...
15-09.02.134 in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era
Life is certainly an experience. Yesterday, Wife and I both had the day off. I actually got decent sleep… hope that the insomnia was starting to pass! And as it was the first of the month, that...
This is a rant. I know that going in. Therefore, there need not be any rationalizations or discussions stemming from certain elements of this. Obviously, I always listen to notes. I haven’t b...
The relative insomnia continues. This morning, I was able to finally slip into unconsciousness around 5 am. Of course… I had court in the morning, so I was awake again by 7. And perhaps it is ...
A sore throat and tooth sensitivity kept me from getting much sleep last night. I’m thinking they are all related but… the tooth sensitivity might be its own thing as I think a cavity may be for...
(1) I’ve been an even shittier Prose Boxer than usual. My depression, anxiety, and (tiny bit) of rage at a whole mess of things has put me far too inside my own head. When I’m like that… I don’...
Super Brief Wife has had days off so I haven’t had much time or opportunity to read or write here in the PB world. Tonight we are going to do an Official Geeks Who Drink game. Should be interest...
Again… at work doing this borderline data entry stuff… my mind wanders in completely unrelated directions(!) MEANDERING THOUGHT ONE I am trying to understand my wife better. I am one of those hi...
On Monday, I snail mailed my application to a Public Defender Office. As application packages are fairly bulky, I used our friendly Postal Zone. Hell, I’ve been using them so much for applicati...
Balance, it seems, is not my forte. This week my hours have increased to 21… so almost double, which is good, but not full time- of course. Thing is… this also happens to be the week (of course...
