Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅
Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Entry 174: Intermission in Much Ado About Nothing
Not much to write today. Audience seems rather muted but we are outside today. I will admit, though, when the audience doesn’t give us much- I immediately worry that I am not enunciating my word...
Entry 171: Old Man in Much Ado About Nothing
Wow! I woke up and I was deeply sore all over my body. Like… I haven’t been this sore since Tech Week for Murder at the Howard Johnson’s and in that play, I was required to do some very physica...
Entry 170: To Find Good Prose in Much Ado About Nothing
Before even launching in, a bit of humor that reflects where I am: Presently, on my home PC, I have Entry 158 sitting there. It sits there due to my intention to reply to each note I receive in...
Entry 169: Collected Thoughts in Much Ado About Nothing
I haven’t found an easy way to include this in what I’ve been writing but I don’t want to not include it and act like it’s not noteworthy or odd or anything. So… I haven’t heard from Nancy much...
Last night, it stormed something awful. Poor Nala. Considering rehearsal was over a little after 7, I had intended to give her the fun exercise time she’s been lacking but… the storming was so ...
Entry 162: A Good Day in Much Ado About Nothing
Today was a good day in many ways and ultimately, if I could be this productive every Saturday, I’d honestly feel worthy of having a solid relationship. Which, I guess is a confession that reve...
Entry 158: Inner Thoughts, Potentially Raw in Much Ado About Nothing
So, I don’t have rehearsal tonight. And while I have that ever expanding, never getting done list of just… all the shit that needs doing? Tonight isn’t an exception where we can expect that sh...
Entry 157: An Old Familiar Feeling in Much Ado About Nothing
I’m feeling an old familiar feeling again. Rage, without merit or target. I think it is largely being enhanced by this whole “Chris, giving you an intern means you’re supposed to be able to ha...
ENTRY 156: Work & Pace in Much Ado About Nothing
I was nervous walking into today. I didn’t get my weekend list done. So, that means the work list doesn’t get shorter. And this emotional struggle is a reason for both anxiety towards the wor...
Entr 155: Waste in Much Ado About Nothing
Not that I had any doubts; but I was able to prove this weekend that I can waste an entire weekend even without alcohol. Though, I’ll admit, the urge to drink was thick on Saturday! I did non...
Entry 152: 24 Hours in Much Ado About Nothing
(5/27) 8:51 p.m. - Well, holy shit! I stayed home from work, did laundry, looked at my script a little, then went to rehearsal. NOW… I still have the most lines by far so people aren’t super ...
Entry 151: While Hacking a Lung in Much Ado About Nothing
So, I hate typing on my phone. I equally dislike typing on the crappy keyboard of my home PC. Therefore, for the weekend- I took notes on what I would want to say here. And then? I’m still ho...
Entry 150: Sobriety Exercises in Much Ado About Nothing
So, I will admit- going into the weekend is always difficult for me to remain sober. This problem is elevated going into a three day weekend. Ironically, when I was struggling mightily with lin...
Entry 149: Claude Rains as Dr. Jack Griffin in Much Ado About Nothing
It’s funny. It’s happening again. I’m beginning to feel somewhat invisible. That is a strange thing to mention when you’re currently a leading role in a Shakespeare show. Just contemplating t...
Entry 148: Tulip Petals Falling in the Rain in Much Ado About Nothing
The world is burning And yet we do what we can As the flames devour Well, starting the day by writing a depressing as fuck Haiku seems… off brand for me! But the mix of creativity, depressing ...
Entry 142: Cycles of Torture in Much Ado About Nothing
So, despite going to bed to try to sleep at an early hour last night… Nala protested MOST vehemently. She got dog park time on Thursday but no Downstairs time. I had promised her that she woul...
No real reason to open today with L.L. Cool James’ “Mamma Said Knock You Out”. But I can share how I got here in my mind. I woke up this morning, once again, twenty minutes before my alarm we...
Entry 138: Return to Haunting in Much Ado About Nothing
Today has already started off strangely. I awoke at 7 am naturally. Rested. I would say that perhaps my body is growing accustomed to 6 to 7 hours of sleep but for the fact that my Gout Foot hu...
Entry 137: Off to the Races in Much Ado About Nothing
The morning started out well. The sun rising before 6 am is MUCH better for me overall! I wake up to a bright day and I’m not late… it’s a good thing. Though, I will admit. I’m worried about ...
Entry 136: Catching UP The Weekend in Much Ado About Nothing
So, I may publish two entries today as my weekend was… different… so I just threw notes into a file called Draft 136. So I’ll write this, publish it, than write Entry 137. I left off with the F...
Entry 134: Random Advice and Meandering in Much Ado About Nothing
Let’s start today with a small tip about how to protect yourself from certain things. If you are involved in a car accident and are the only person in the car… sitting in the passenger seat sudd...
Entry 132: Back in the Habit in Much Ado About Nothing
Genuinely, cannot think “Back in the Habit” without thinking of Sister Act 2. For all you Gen Z babies and younger… Millennials are absolutely a product of their Media Culture! I daresay Gen X...
I decided after rehearsal tonight that I wanted to do a little bit of character study on Benedick in Much Ado About Nothing so if you have no interest in that, feel free to skip. Part of this s...
Entry 129: Old Habits in Much Ado About Nothing
On the drive in to work on Monday, May 5th, 2025… I was thinking, “I wonder if I should keep writing. I mean, even I am getting sick of my bullshit. I go to work. I go to church. I volunteer fo...
Entry 129: Asterisk in Much Ado About Nothing
I won’t put too many spoilers in this but I believe in giving spoiler warnings when needed. It is not my place to say whether this is a massive spoiler or won’t ruin your experience… so if you ...
