Carmen the Vampire
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Large pizza with mushrooms and dipping sauce in Diary
Howdy! I thought I ought to write here, as I usually do after working on my story. It’s an odd habit, I suppose, but I may as well keep it up. Doing it helps me to be more present on this site, f...
A slightly odd-feeling, but decent day in Diary
Yesterday my dad came over, and he and my mom and I had a really nice dinner together. My dad talked about some of the experiences he had while hiking 200 miles on the John Muir trail. Hearing hi...
The hide-a-bed I sleep on kind of crapped out on me last night. I don't know if it's broken or not. So I ended up sleeping on the couch. Surprisingly, I got a really nice sleep, even if I was a l...
The temporary job went okay, today. It certainly wasn't great. And the people working there were...I don't even know how to describe them. Unemployable, perhaps, is the best way to put it. There ...
Day 2. Today. in Diary
Last night I didn't get enough sleep. Again. Several days in a row I've woken up after getting between four and five hours sleep and haven't been able to go back to sleep. My brain feels...fried,...
I'm just a man in the middle of a complicated plan in Diary
Hello again. It's been a few days so I thought I'd write a quick entry just to touch base. Not a lot new going on, really. I have an interview coming up that was supposed to be for this afternoon...
see voo run, see voo play in Diary
Hello. It feels like it's been awhile since I've written an entry, though I'm guessing it hasn't been longer than a week. I don't mean to be a downer, but I really haven't been doing well lately ...
I woke up at around 5 something this morning and couldn't fall back to sleep. Not an awesome way to start the day. I paced around and looked at some news sites, trying to not get too depressed by...
This is bat country. in Diary
I met with that doctor I mentioned, today. He came up with a plan for me to quit drinking, and advised me to take certain vitamins that my body might need more of. It was good to talk to him, if ...
I actually ended up going on that hike last night with my dad after all. It's only 7 miles, and half of it is basically all downhill. We got up to "the rock" before we had to break out the flashl...
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I interviewed for a part time job today at a place down the pike a piece. It sounds like it's a sure thing, although it's just a temporary job. At least it will help out my resume so it doesn't l...
In a small apartment in Diary
I walked inside the room and I locked eyes with the girl. Immediately I felt a connection between us like lightning. It scared me and it excited me. I felt strong passion aching for release, some...
...stuck in a moment, and now you can't get out of it. in Diary
I did the smallest bit of work on my story today. Just some revision of what I wrote a couple days ago, but it was at least something. Some progress was made. This afternoon I wasn't feeling very...
Brief entry... in Diary
It's been nice getting some reading done, today. I'm reading an R.A. Salvatore trilogy about Neverwinter. Otherwise...I did some more writing on my story, mostly transcribing and editing what I'd...
A little bit of Aija and Chet in Diary
Today I started working on my novel again. I spent about 45 minutes reading through all the dream sequences I've written from the perspective of my character Chet, and then I wrote until I comple...
Another long break in Diary
I'm back again. Lately I just haven't felt like writing. I'm not sure why. And this entry will likely be a short one, as I don't have anything in particular to say. Life has been challenging, as ...
It's been a long time in Diary
It's been a long time since I've written. I've retreated into my shell like I have a tendency to do when things aren't going well. Every time I cut myself off from everyone, I can only take being...
Very pessimistic in Diary
I've recently learned from a book I'm reading that I'm very pessimistic. This came as somewhat of a surprise, as I thought of myself as more in the moderate range. I have been very depressed for ...
Taking the risk. in Diary
I decided yesterday morning to quit drinking cold turkey. In not too long from now it will be 48 hours since I took my last drink. I realize that there is a risk of serious side effects when a he...
Blood Moon. Unrequited love. Longings. Snakes. in Diary
I looked at the moon tonight after celebrating Passover with my mom, dad, Margret, Christie, Christopher, Christopher's girlfriend whose name escapes me at the moment, and Julio and Caroline. It'...
title here... in Diary
entry here... It's almost time for me to do the whole t** thing, as it's nearly the 14th. I'd rather not write the word, but I'm sure you can guess what I mean. I've been putting it off. Tomorro...
I wish it didn't hit me so hard in Diary
Today I received an email from the job I applied for that they are not interested in me for the position, that they have other candidates whose skills better fit what they're looking for. I have ...
general entry in Diary
I finally made an appointment to talk to somebody in my local church, today. The networking opportunities that will be available to me if I start attending will be invaluable, so I feel I've got ...
Ants, popsicles, and the dog next door in Diary
It seems stupid to have writer's block in my own diary, but I find myself mostly staring at the screen today with scattered thoughts and nothing to say. My emotions are at the forefront of my min...
Twisted? Wrong? in Diary
I woke up tonight thinking about you, about how you cut me off so abruptly with only the explanation, "I'm uncomfortable about our relationship when we were younger." Nothing about that tells me ...