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The third entry I had in my head yesterday.... nope Sunday.... was about Jake. He’s been in and out of the hospital with medical stuff. He’d decided that he wanted a job because it wasn’t working...

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This is a short entry about the crochet Pokemon I’ve been working on lately. I had to order more of the color I’d gotten for lickitung and started Mr. Mime in the meantime. Here ya go..... ...

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Where to start? ‘Tis been a whole month since I last posted. We got talk to the bank about a loan for a car. Through the questions and all I ended up with a credit card for $6000 and the option t...

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My remaining Aunt on my mom’s side passed last night. I hate the thoughts going through my head. I’d never been close to her and her one child was much older than the rest of my cousins. He has a...

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I read through the entire physical diary that contained Randy last night. In the beginning, I was so in love. I made my choices with confidence and with a long-term life together in mind. Then Ji...

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The night Chris was born so many of her friends had come to see her in the hospital. Jake and I of course.... Lindsey and Stephen.... Krista, baby daddy (yup I can’t remember his name he’s that i...

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I woke at 1:30, there was no air in the room, and I couldn’t breathe. It’s a mental thing of course. It was too warm and neither of the fans were on. (Grammarly wants me to say was on wtf not eve...

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Yesterday morning I had to deal with the repercussions of bad choices. I’d eaten a few handfuls of dry roasted peanuts Sunday afternoon and did I ever feel it. Thank God no headache till I laid d...

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Feeling super nostalgic and have way too much time on my hands right this minute. The first mentions of Jake are in an entry dated 1-29-2001. Amongst so much other crap… It’s a catch-up entry af...

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Once upon a time I used journaling to help friends see the side of me I wished to present. Sometimes things I put in my journal weren’t exactly how I felt about something but what I knew they wou...

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Fast entry from my phone. Waiting at Dr office with Rocky. Took him awhile to get here not entirely his fault....they had a water main break and rescheduling but we are here now..... Updates- Jak...

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Been a few days. I’m doing better. I finally got Rocky to take a COVID test yesterday. He’s showing signs of a cold.... says he could still go to work so I didn’t think he’d caught it yet and luc...

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11:30 and I had moved to the living room because I don’t have a phone charger in the guest bedroom. I have an almost permanent cord next to my chair in the living room though. I watched Tic Tok ...

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Jake in back in the hospital as the voices in his head insist he hurt himself :(. There is a fine line in his meds.... too much x and he gets overly anxious not enough x or too much y.... or at t...

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The 26th I had the latest visit with Vanderbilt Department of Hearing and Speech Sciences for updating my Cochlear implant and tests on progress....even though I told the specialist that I really...

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I welcome all comments unless you want to talk about my weight.... please don’t, already hate my body don’t need to hate it more thank you.

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So … what has brought me here randomly? .... a bunch of little things.... The accident was Monday, I had an appointment in Nashville on Wednesday so I just worked 2 days of Doordash at $135 to c...

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Yesterday..... Everyone was okay. I bumped my head on the visor or something and have a nice goose egg… nothing more than a bruise though.... and a few sore muscles that got all tense and st...

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First, have a look at the latest entry to wrap up and loose ends… .Though begging was done on the 17th there has still been no progress there. I thought for sure by Tuesday giving him time to res...

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So, I had started an entry and the power went out.... now I don’t have the umpf.... and I’ve been procrastinating things and don’t have a tone of time to do them as I expect my family to start sh...

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Thanksgiving went well. We’ve found our happy medium amount of food for the holidays. No one will be stuck with huge amounts of leftovers. The morning was a mess because even after making sure it...

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House is clean except the bathroom. After making $98 door dashing today I gave up to put some time in. I’m extremely happy about it because Rocky really put in effort to help! I came in at 11:45...

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This week’s Door dash goal will be shot. As usual, when it happens it happens with no real warning.... Had a date with Krystal this morning.... and Rocky wants to go see Black Panther: Wakanda Fo...

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I know I’ve been quiet and I always apologize and promise to do better.... I’ve been busy.... I officially quit at Envision and have taken on full time work with DoorDash.... I say full time but ...

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