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March 22, 2023

Jake and dog in Second 1st

The third entry I had in my head yesterday.... nope Sunday.... was about Jake. He’s been in and out of the hospital with medical stuff. He’d decided that he wanted a job because it wasn’t working...

March 20, 2023

pokemon in Second 1st

This is a short entry about the crochet Pokemon I’ve been working on lately. I had to order more of the color I’d gotten for lickitung and started Mr. Mime in the meantime. Here ya go..... ...

March 19, 2023

Denzel in Second 1st

Where to start? ‘Tis been a whole month since I last posted. We got talk to the bank about a loan for a car. Through the questions and all I ended up with a credit card for $6000 and the option t...

February 19, 2023

mortality rate in Second 1st

My remaining Aunt on my mom’s side passed last night. I hate the thoughts going through my head. I’d never been close to her and her one child was much older than the rest of my cousins. He has a...

February 17, 2023

1 time! OV and homebound in Second 1st

I read through the entire physical diary that contained Randy last night. In the beginning, I was so in love. I made my choices with confidence and with a long-term life together in mind. Then Ji...

February 16, 2023

the last of diary stuff in Second 1st

The night Chris was born so many of her friends had come to see her in the hospital. Jake and I of course.... Lindsey and Stephen.... Krista, baby daddy (yup I can’t remember his name he’s that i...

I woke at 1:30, there was no air in the room, and I couldn’t breathe. It’s a mental thing of course. It was too warm and neither of the fans were on. (Grammarly wants me to say was on wtf not eve...

February 14, 2023

OV: day1 in Second 1st

Yesterday morning I had to deal with the repercussions of bad choices. I’d eaten a few handfuls of dry roasted peanuts Sunday afternoon and did I ever feel it. Thank God no headache till I laid d...

February 12, 2023

those first entries in Second 1st

Feeling super nostalgic and have way too much time on my hands right this minute. The first mentions of Jake are in an entry dated 1-29-2001. Amongst so much other crap… It’s a catch-up entry af...

February 11, 2023

aww old journals in Second 1st

Once upon a time I used journaling to help friends see the side of me I wished to present. Sometimes things I put in my journal weren’t exactly how I felt about something but what I knew they wou...

February 09, 2023

Car and care in Second 1st

Fast entry from my phone. Waiting at Dr office with Rocky. Took him awhile to get here not entirely his fault....they had a water main break and rescheduling but we are here now..... Updates- Jak...

February 02, 2023

Vid, Jake, car updates in Second 1st

Been a few days. I’m doing better. I finally got Rocky to take a COVID test yesterday. He’s showing signs of a cold.... says he could still go to work so I didn’t think he’d caught it yet and luc...

11:30 and I had moved to the living room because I don’t have a phone charger in the guest bedroom. I have an almost permanent cord next to my chair in the living room though. I watched Tic Tok ...

Jake in back in the hospital as the voices in his head insist he hurt himself :(. There is a fine line in his meds.... too much x and he gets overly anxious not enough x or too much y.... or at t...

January 29, 2023

ear update and the vid in Second 1st

The 26th I had the latest visit with Vanderbilt Department of Hearing and Speech Sciences for updating my Cochlear implant and tests on progress....even though I told the specialist that I really...

January 22, 2023

opinions please in Second 1st

I welcome all comments unless you want to talk about my weight.... please don’t, already hate my body don’t need to hate it more thank you.

January 21, 2023

hair today...yesterday in Second 1st

So … what has brought me here randomly? .... a bunch of little things.... The accident was Monday, I had an appointment in Nashville on Wednesday so I just worked 2 days of Doordash at $135 to c...

January 17, 2023

so then in Second 1st

Yesterday..... Everyone was okay. I bumped my head on the visor or something and have a nice goose egg… nothing more than a bruise though.... and a few sore muscles that got all tense and st...

January 04, 2023

and it begins in Second 1st

First, have a look at the latest entry to wrap up and loose ends… .Though begging was done on the 17th there has still been no progress there. I thought for sure by Tuesday giving him time to res...

December 24, 2022

*sigh* in Second 1st

So, I had started an entry and the power went out.... now I don’t have the umpf.... and I’ve been procrastinating things and don’t have a tone of time to do them as I expect my family to start sh...

Thanksgiving went well. We’ve found our happy medium amount of food for the holidays. No one will be stuck with huge amounts of leftovers. The morning was a mess because even after making sure it...

House is clean except the bathroom. After making $98 door dashing today I gave up to put some time in. I’m extremely happy about it because Rocky really put in effort to help! I came in at 11:45...

This week’s Door dash goal will be shot. As usual, when it happens it happens with no real warning.... Had a date with Krystal this morning.... and Rocky wants to go see Black Panther: Wakanda Fo...

November 18, 2022

Pic-heavy promised entry in Second 1st

November 18, 2022

snipits in Second 1st

I know I’ve been quiet and I always apologize and promise to do better.... I’ve been busy.... I officially quit at Envision and have taken on full time work with DoorDash.... I say full time but ...

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