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6 days ago

billing updates in Second 1st

Fixed emails to NOCD, I sent it and this is the response.... and my message back and what have you. I think we are nearly settled now.... 1 pending. (should be $40 copay whenever they figure it o...


February 19, 2024

opinions welcome in Second 1st

I had to cancel treatment with NOCD.... not sure how I feel about it.... sending an email out later.... here is what I’ve written so far… I think this covers it, let me know if I should change an...


January 17, 2024

cold and anxious in Second 1st

I’m starting to feel the stress of this week. We’ve had a fair bit of snow here in Southern Middle TN and I haven’t worked at all so far this week. I’m not really ready to drive on ice.... and th...


Since October? .... ooof.... okay so.... mental health I guess.... I just had a session with my therapist at NOCD. It’s all online Zoom calls. It is focused on … BFRB (Body focused repetitive be...


October 29, 2023

Legitimate updates in Second 1st

Lets start with money issues.... The accident I was in at the beginning of the year.... the insurance company never bothered to contact me and sent it to collections instead. I’m now paying $250 ...


September 20, 2023

just a thought in Second 1st

So, I guess the psychiatrist went okay. She sent me on with a script.... see you back in 3 weeks to see if it’s helping. I’m on day 4 and .... my body is so tired… I seem to be able to focus on o...


I got up really early as usual. Rocky had said he would put new brakes on my car today so I took his car. I’m not too fond of his car.... a/c doesn’t work, I can’t get the seat in a comfortable s...


September 10, 2023

feeling witchy in Second 1st

Monday my mom called in a panic. Joshua (10-year-old nephew) was being released from the facility he was in and, in spite of my mother expressing need, there was no transportation arranged from A...


Any second now my car insurance company will call me for a statement. I just checked my last few entries and apparently, I didn’t think it important enough to mention BUT....On the 18th of last m...


August 30, 2023

Just try it maybe.... in Second 1st

So.... I spent $40 on some online plug in system for earning money online. I’m not 100% positive it was a waste yet but I’ll keep ya’ll in the loop. Currently, I’m on employee #2 who is the Assi...


..... So I’m reading this book. I can’t read fast (never been able to) but I retain all I read. Good for some situations not so much for others. For example, it seriously sucked in school because...


I am on the verge of losing it. It being my sanity. Feels like I’m on the edge of a cliff about to fall off. It’s not a good Meniere’s day.... I’ve had more good than bad and you’d know that by ...


July 21, 2023

credit in Second 1st

I had a bunch of papers on coping with anxiety from my last visit to the therapist. She’d asked me to look over them so we could talk about them next time. There is nothing in those papers that I...


It was some kind of future world. Two other females I didn’t recognize and a male “tour guide” went into an elevator. It was round and would only fit 4-5 people. The elevator had been marked ANZ-...


Yesterday I worked. I’d planned on making $105.... that would have given me right at $200 to put towards whatever debt this week. However, apparently, there were 1,000 people door dashing yesterd...


June 30, 2023

just some bits.... in Second 1st

A few interesting things over the last few days.... well things I find interesting.... I saw a couple in love. Physically on a 1-10 scale (10 being best) I’d say they were both a 6 or 7.... but t...


June 25, 2023

no lie, just sayin' in Second 1st

I want to BE this vibe.... BE this vibe. Obviously, this is the latest music I”m in love with. I need more in my life.... and to learn to feel these lyrics.... I NEED THIS. Just sayin ----fix...


June 22, 2023

bad day in Second 1st

Screw Bret.... or whatever tropical storm is currently wreaking havoc on Florida… or the gulf… err whatever.... I don’t have to can about them, just me.... I had the worst day I’ve had in a good...


June 18, 2023

hmm in Second 1st

I got a letter this last week stating I needed to pay 2137.66 for the damages caused to the truck involved in the accident on Jan 16th. I have to fill out some paper that only has options I don’t...


How are they. I think both identify as the opposite sex now or something? How is the mom taking it. How does their mom handle them… you said they were dumped on her? I don’t understand the story ...


June 09, 2023

why not? in Second 1st

So, called Mom today to tell her that we plan on moving to MI. She is not thrilled but seemed to be kind of “whatever” about it. Mom had said, “We will be up there to get the stuff out of your ga...


So upon request through a private comment, I’m going to explain who’s who.... Destiny- I’ve been friends with her since we were 11. We are 42 now (her 42nd B-day is in 10 days). She was a new st...


The 25th .... I think we were at Davinci’s when my brother called.... like I said in the previous entry I was high.... and bro could tell. He told me that dad was in the hospital but he would cal...


The 21stWe went to Fred’s for dinner. He lives just a few blocks from Destiny’s mom and they live just like 7 mins from the bar we had gone to (JW’s). His house is perfect. He recently painted it...


June 07, 2023

First things first in Second 1st

So back to vacation. Going by pictures and dates..... and as much memory as possible.... The 18th before going to Destiny’s, Jake and I Door Dashed for a bit and I needed to get a few things at ...


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