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Today’s the day things will get paid OFF. The lawn mower, my car, and the accident. Then, we will discuss the next steps. Are we contributing anything to student loans or keeping it all for down ...


3 days ago

" I live here now."

The moving with movers was the worst experience moving ever.... though I’m sure it will topped by unloading.... when we get there. The very first thing that happened was that they were an hour a...


We at least are checked in to our first hotel. Wait? Your at a hotel on a desktop? Nope and that’s where I’ll start. I was moving my computer the other day so we could get rid of the working des...


April 06, 2024

more moving updates

Update.... spent $306 on Nouget for shots and tests. Worth every penny to make sure we are 100% up to date on our parental responsibilities. The place we will be boarding (Comfort Kennels) her re...


Okay.... we are as pounded out as can be at this point. Signing is 3pm the 16th of April. The 15th movers are loading up all our stuff aside from what we take in the cars. We will be staying in a...


March 21, 2024

almost fin

It’s been a few days … and I have more than enough for an update. These last few weeks have been a lot for me.... Investor after investor walked through my house. I might as well have listed it ...


March 15, 2024

Selling thoughts

So, I turn to you journal, and those who read..... it’s been a stressful time and it’s not looking like it’s gonna end too soon. … Decisions have been made. We are all (Rocky, Jake, Nouget and My...


February 22, 2024

billing updates

Fixed emails to NOCD, I sent it and this is the response.... and my message back and what have you. I think we are nearly settled now.... 1 pending. (should be $40 copay whenever they figure it o...


February 19, 2024

opinions welcome

I had to cancel treatment with NOCD.... not sure how I feel about it.... sending an email out later.... here is what I’ve written so far… I think this covers it, let me know if I should change an...


January 17, 2024

cold and anxious

I’m starting to feel the stress of this week. We’ve had a fair bit of snow here in Southern Middle TN and I haven’t worked at all so far this week. I’m not really ready to drive on ice.... and th...


January 14, 2024

I wish I was making that up

Since October? .... ooof.... okay so.... mental health I guess.... I just had a session with my therapist at NOCD. It’s all online Zoom calls. It is focused on … BFRB (Body focused repetitive be...


October 29, 2023

Legitimate updates

Lets start with money issues.... The accident I was in at the beginning of the year.... the insurance company never bothered to contact me and sent it to collections instead. I’m now paying $250 ...


September 20, 2023

just a thought

So, I guess the psychiatrist went okay. She sent me on with a script.... see you back in 3 weeks to see if it’s helping. I’m on day 4 and .... my body is so tired… I seem to be able to focus on o...


I got up really early as usual. Rocky had said he would put new brakes on my car today so I took his car. I’m not too fond of his car.... a/c doesn’t work, I can’t get the seat in a comfortable s...


September 10, 2023

feeling witchy

Monday my mom called in a panic. Joshua (10-year-old nephew) was being released from the facility he was in and, in spite of my mother expressing need, there was no transportation arranged from A...


Any second now my car insurance company will call me for a statement. I just checked my last few entries and apparently, I didn’t think it important enough to mention BUT....On the 18th of last m...


August 30, 2023

Just try it maybe....

So.... I spent $40 on some online plug in system for earning money online. I’m not 100% positive it was a waste yet but I’ll keep ya’ll in the loop. Currently, I’m on employee #2 who is the Assi...


August 20, 2023

and then we move forward

..... So I’m reading this book. I can’t read fast (never been able to) but I retain all I read. Good for some situations not so much for others. For example, it seriously sucked in school because...


I am on the verge of losing it. It being my sanity. Feels like I’m on the edge of a cliff about to fall off. It’s not a good Meniere’s day.... I’ve had more good than bad and you’d know that by ...


July 21, 2023

credit

I had a bunch of papers on coping with anxiety from my last visit to the therapist. She’d asked me to look over them so we could talk about them next time. There is nothing in those papers that I...


It was some kind of future world. Two other females I didn’t recognize and a male “tour guide” went into an elevator. It was round and would only fit 4-5 people. The elevator had been marked ANZ-...


July 02, 2023

because he could I guess

Yesterday I worked. I’d planned on making $105.... that would have given me right at $200 to put towards whatever debt this week. However, apparently, there were 1,000 people door dashing yesterd...


June 30, 2023

just some bits....

A few interesting things over the last few days.... well things I find interesting.... I saw a couple in love. Physically on a 1-10 scale (10 being best) I’d say they were both a 6 or 7.... but t...


June 25, 2023

no lie, just sayin'

I want to BE this vibe.... BE this vibe. Obviously, this is the latest music I”m in love with. I need more in my life.... and to learn to feel these lyrics.... I NEED THIS. Just sayin ----fix...


June 22, 2023

bad day

Screw Bret.... or whatever tropical storm is currently wreaking havoc on Florida… or the gulf… err whatever.... I don’t have to can about them, just me.... I had the worst day I’ve had in a good...


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I was away, I am back. It seems like my world is all kinds of changed since I had blogged regularly before so I shall start a new book.