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aug. 24, 2012*
'.....absolutely sucky. So this is actually about. um. Wed. night. So last week at the bar I met this guy Kevin [as I found out this week and B: he was the guy I had a 10 min. convo w/ about musi...
aug. 26, 2012
'As mentioned, I saw 'Sparkle'. but this is [about] what happened before and after that. So I get to the mall at 9:30 and it's weirdly empty. and dark. I check the directory thing and turns out, ...
aug. 26, 2012*
'>.......someone like you'. James as in Katrina's man, not mine. oh, Carol's my dad's mom. So. apparently. according to my man. Katrina & James broke up. and that's all I know about that...
sept. 3, 2012
'So Wed. night he [James] comes down to the bar. again. yay. We do a duet. I've missed our duets. it goes well. We do 'don't stop believin'.......no one's done that in awhile. From what I recall ...
sept. 11, 2012
'So. At the end of this month it'll be a yr since Maggie, um. 'left'. She was a family friend so she came by a lot when I was growing up. She was my aunt's best friend they'd been friends since h...
sept. 11, 2012*
'So this is actually from. uh. sometime last month. Idk if you remember but......... James and i had a situation last month in which. i was depressed and wanted to hide. as i do. so i went into ...
sept. 11, 2012
'As put. My anxiety's gotten worse..........it makes sense, what w/ the event at the end of this month and then next month being the 8 yr......... and the 1 yr of when I told Mark about 'that' ...
sept. 11, 2012*
'So this is interesting. Apparently. Not everyone's like me. [er well no]. I mean. in terms of depression. See, up untill I thought everyone who had depression was also angry as part of it. er....
sept. 12, 2012
'The entry about my weekend's comin up next. And I'm sure you'll enjoy that one much more. But first. I needwant to get this out of the way. well, alrite. i don't want to but i should. So early...
sept. 12, 2012
'Uh. So last Wed. night he comes down to the bar. I sing.........Gnarls Barkley's 'Crazy', Adele's 'Chasing Pavements' [which, btw, I think I do beautifully w/.er.on?. yeah I do well w/ Adele. an...
sept. 12, 2012
'Like I said. Here's Part 2. So we were both having a helluva time getting started Friday night. He took a shower hoping it'd help. and it didn't not really. so we're sittin on his bed he in hi...
sept. 18, 2012
'So I really don't remember most of this weekend. But we also got stoned, so. [yeah like that's new]. And also didn't do much. Um. got my period Fri. that was fun. So he comes to my place and I'm...
sept. 18, 2012*
'So the other day we're at my place talking about sex. [which i want to have Dec. 2. at my place. sober. well if i'm ready]. And I ask him what we're gonna do about Plan B. and he goes "I don't k...
sept. 19, 2012
'So at some point Sat. night we go back to my place. I don't remember what we did. um. I know we slept. Oh god. so the following day my sister phones me. We've just woken up. And so I tell her we...
sept. 20, 2012
'>I was thinking about this yesterday morning while out. As put. Ok here's what I'm not talking about. as of late. The depression. The PTSD. The schizophrenia. The alcoholism. The anorexia. Th...
sept. 21, 2012
'Ok so I'm a bit knackered. currently 8:10 a.m. I haven't had anything [weed/other] in 2 days. no wonder i'm stoked for tonight. yay. So. I think. My perception of time lately is skewed. At 2 t...
sept. 24, 2012
'As put. And no that's not how the weekend began. Yeah this weekend could've been better. Yeah so Saturday we [Max, James, myself and I think Jasmine] and I did a wake n bake. James & I were ...
sept. 24, 2012
'his entry's a bit mixed up. So, this morning after I wrote that entry I put my ankle in cold water for 20 mins. yeah.......that def. helped. So does putting this Bengay blue gel stuff I have, ...
sept. 24, 2012
'Yes another one from me. So since 7:18 tonight [currently 9:10 p.m.] i've been doing nothing, w/ the exception of eating dinner [microwaved edamame w/ butter. yeah i could've had pasta or yeah i...
sept. 24, 2012
'I got sick in between Sat. night and early [like, when-it's-still-dark early] Sun. morning. Yeah this is kindof gross, just to warn ya. Yeah so Sat. night [myself, James & the couple] al...
sept. 25, 2012
'So, as mentioned this past weekend we didn't eat much. On Sat. Max grilled up some burgers [the man makes amazing burgers. my god] but James didn't want some bc he did not feel good. [if you're ...
sept. 25, 2012
'And how my day's been. So bout 12 hrs ago [it's 3 now. this happened between 5 and 6 a.m.] my foot was killing me. dear god. I was almost in tears I was in so much pain. And I have a pretty high...
sept. 25, 2012
'So, I've been really sleepy today. which is probably good since that way I don't feel as much pain um. that was really the main point. I slept better today than yesterday. and this weekend. I kn...
sept. 26, 2012
'Ok so it's now 1:20 a.m. he didn't come by last night. Well he said he might depending on how he's feeling. Maybe tonight we'll see. If not then def. Fri. Yeah um...........considering that my f...
sept. 27, 2012
'yes this again. So, my ankle isn't sore. well it hasn't been sore constantly just off and on. The bruises are though. when something bumps them. I can move it now. My foot's sore though. but, ag...
