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june 11, 2012*
'It's currently 2:20 a.m. and I'm a bit tipsy, so. just had the last of SoCO in the bottle 'bout a shot and a bit of vermouth & coke, so. it's mostly cherry coke. oh god i love SoCo. sO. my m...
june 11, 2012*
'I don't feel good. which isn't surprising since, as stated. it's 2:10 p.m. was gonna go to the movies but then didn't. well i know i was unconscious all day. not sure if i actually slept. I ...
june 11, 2012*
'ug. I feel awful. I feel physically awful. Currently: 9 p.m. I'm so. insecure. which is really sad, actually. but more on that later [it has to do w/ this past weekend]. This has happened befo...
june 12, 2012*
'So.........sososo. A friend of ours [oh. James, Max, Jasmine & myself], has been dating this guy for half a yr. Nicole. I barely know her but she's really nice and very cool. she's 20. So,...
june 13, 2012*
'Currently: 5 a.m Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries So over the past few days I was hungover. I drank......... last Wed., then Fri. then Mon. the day before yesterday. I got wasted Wed. not ...
june 14, 2012*
'Currently: 4:50 a.m Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries i'm hot, tired as hell and a bit hungover. again. I had 4 malibus at the bar last night. yeah......i know. i know. And then cut myself off....
june 16, 2012
'So the last Synthetic [Elements] show I went to was.........a week prior to yesterday. It was good. I love them. they're great. As in both that they're a great band and they're great people. By ...
june 18, 2012
'You've been warned. As put. Adult Content & Brief Sexual Content [oh good one of these entries. I love these entries]. So the other day when he was.....um............dealing w/ his sex drive...
june 27, 2012
'Actually this was to be typed up yesterday which. obviously didn't happen. omygod. It's been so bloody hot here lately. It's been in the 90s. by 10 a.m. every morning. [er obviously morning]. Ye...
june 28, 2012
'Um so yeah. The heat apparently kills my sex drive. And, so. I don't like that bc it means he and I can't do as much. It kills his too......which is good to know cause that way I don't wonder ...
june 28, 2012
'>Adult Content [you've been warned]. So. He was at my place Sun. - Tues. night. And, during that time he 1: triggered me and B: made me a bit tender. I'm not angry w/ him for this [no not for...
june 29, 2012*
'>.....killing me - Nikki Sixx. uh huh. Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries Current Time: 8:30 p.m. Currently: slightly achy, drained. tired. although my feet aren't in pain which. well, than...
june 29, 2012*
'I went through so much last summer. well and last yr. I've been re-reading my recent entries from this time last yr. And I was alone, for the most part. W/ my grandmother's. situation........and...
june 30, 2012*
'I'm not feeling that great. crashed at 2 a.m. woke up at 12. I remember my dream.......James was in it. and my dad. Idk for some reason today felt rushed. Which is not a good thing when you're h...
july 1, 2012
'um. i don't really know how to feel about this. so I'll state what happened and then come back to it. so. E. The other day we were in bed and I stated I wanted to cut. He goes "don't that's a te...
july 1, 2012
'Um. Yeah..............yeah. So the last time he was here - Sun. night - Tues. night. .................. we were talking about.something. My past, probably. And he tells me that and it's like wo...
july 1, 2012
'Something else he recently told me. Well yeah. as in, yeah I'm an addict. been one for yrs. And no..............i.................it's really not easy. And it hasn't been. that's almost barely t...
july 1, 2012*
'So, the other day when he was here I was in the tub. cause I was so frekin hot. And......he brought me strawberries and milk. And it was just, very sweet. I'd asked him too. That's never happene...
july 2, 2012
'And thank you. So. apparently. On Wed., my grandfather wants us - my mom, her sister, Kate & I - to go over to his place to look at some pictures, a few paintings of my grandmother's. to s...
july 5, 2012*
'Once againI'm sleep deprived. I don't sleep well even without the dreams. god. I only vaguely remember last night. not that much happened. I've been busy the past couple of days. I had a PTSD re...
july 10, 2012*
'>...horrible. Not. um. pertaining to the fight. So there's been a lot on my mind lately and I need to get it the fuk out and to get me the fuk out which i did was this past weekend. ............
july 10, 2012
'Yeah I know. I've known that for yrs. what the hell do you think I'm talking to you for? It's like he's saying 'you need help but I won't be the one to give it to you'. Like 'oh I don't care eno...
july 11, 2012*
'>.......you' back anymore?" Yes. I know. So once again we're having issues. Bc of stuff he's said. Bc I won't talk. Bc he makes me feel insecure.lately. now this is a new development. Lindsey...
july 11, 2012
'anymore. I know, what a weird title for an entry. But I couldn't think of a "good" one. Usually I'm more inventive than that. oh Adult Content Ahead. You've been warned. Um. So I was browsing ar...
july 12, 2012
'>..........activating. It's not even about whose fault this is. Or why we haven't been talking. No part of the summary of all this is that basic fact. It feels like we're not talking. [ok so ...
