Process of a Brokenhearted Woman
by AnonymousBrownGirl
Entries 37
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03.18.2021
I did it. I never really put much thought into you after a long time. If I’m going to be honest, you were really hard to get over and I don’t even know why. I thought of you until before my recen...
05.07.2020
I told you today. It was kind of nerve-racking, scary, relaxing and relieving all at the same time. It’s kind of funny because when I was thinking about the idea earlier, I was thinking that I wo...
04.04.20
You responded.. at 12:36AM “It’s not that I don’t have anything nice to say it’s just I dont know what too say, cause this kinda came out of the blue. But nah I getchu. Life is changing cause of ...
04.02.20
Hello there, I’ve been thinking about you a lot. I keep having dreams of you and I don’t know why my brain keeps having me think of you while I’m asleep and yet still has me think about you in my...
June. 26. 2019
We didn’t talk much yesterday. And when we did it was because you showed me how handsome you looked in your shirt and we were talking about your stubble.. how you look like a man, yes, but you lo...
June. 25. 2019
So.. Yesterday was just a usual day. I commented on your snapchat post.. twice. I also texted you to start a conversation about us drinking together again.. I’m hoping we can go to the park and s...
June. 22. 2019
I got lost in a world that is so beyond beautiful. Words were said by people that were unnecessary and that’s okay now.. But I got to spend a good majority of my day with beautiful sights and bea...
The Very Thought of You
You’re so handsome. So stinking cute. Your smile. Your laugh. The crinkle in your eyes. “I’m living in a kind of day dream.”
June. 21. 2019
You’re acting weird again.. and I think it’s because she may have given you the green light on her feelings towards you. I feel like you’re just using me as a distraction when she doesn’t give yo...
June. 21. 2019
Today I messed up. After work, I went home to change and then went to the movies. FIRST OF ALL, I bought my ticket.. he didn’t buy it for me. AND THATS FINE. SINCE WE ARE FRIENDS. SECOND of all,...
June. 15. 2019
I WENT ON THE HARDEST HIKE OF MY LIFE. BUT I MADE IT. I CONQUERED IT. I DID IT! Aaaaaaaaaaaaand got a pretty nasty sun burn and tan from it. And throughout the day.. you were texting me the who...
June. 14. 2019
IT’S THE DAY. THE DAY WE AGREED TO MEET UP. I still had my clothes in my trunk.. So I went to go donate it all, and then I found out they were all closed.. So I ended up throwing it all away. Eve...
June. 08. 2019
Another BEAUTIFUL hike. So beyond beautiful! We all had so much fun and I got LOST within it! I want to go back. ): When we came back, we all got ready to go to a graduation party. But I texted y...
June. 07. 2019
I FINALLY got to see my friend that I haven’t seen in a long time! He picked me up from my house and we were just driving around until we decided on the mall. He’s such a sweetheart.. and we have...
June. 03. 2019
I went over to his house. I went over to watch Harry Potter, and well.. we ended up taking a test on which house we would land in and we were cuddling.. Nothing major happened. But only because ...
June. 02. 2019
I met him at church this morning for a meeting that happens before service. It was nice and super inspirational. I loved it, and I pray that there is an opening to help get me more involved. I a...
June. 01. 2019
I went hiking with everyone. It was beautiful. Absolutely breathtaking. And I caught myself FINALLY not thinking of you. I think this was my favorite one, it had waterfalls and I was able to put ...
May. 29. 2019
We watched Aladdin. He held my hand. He held my arm. He put his arm around me. We talked in the car for a while. He tried to kiss me. Which felt nice. It did.
May. 26-27. 2019
May 26 I finally did it. I went on a date with someone who isn’t my boyfriend. I usually only go on dates with you if you are my significant other.. But I broke tradition and I went out anyways. ...
May. 22. 2019
SO I WATCHED AN EPISODE OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE TV SHOWS. I SWEAR. I WAS WATCHING MY LIFE. EVERYTHING I’VE BEEN GOING THROUGH. THE ADVICE EVERYONE IS TELLING ME AND HOW I’M FEELING AND WHAT I’VE BE...
May. 20. 2019
I can’t even begin to explain how amazing this week-weekend has been. Man.. I have been keeping myself BUSY. And it feels SO NICE. It really, truly does. To see someone and have plans everyday i...
May. 17. 2019
I WAS JOKING. Ha. I saw your friend and told MYSELF (NO ONE ELSE) “BET, I’m going to be this guys friend and become his best friend. I’m going to get so close to him that he’s going to post me EV...
May. 16. 2019
It’s been a whole day. I haven’t checked your location at all. It wasn’t doing me any use. My friends had already told me this, but I realized it eventually on my own. I was trying to listen to ...
To Who I Thought Was The One
This is a video I saw and every word this girl said spoke to every bone and fiber. “Maybe one day I will forget the day I met you. Maybe one day, I will forget every “I love you”, every “I miss ...
May. 13. 2019
You son of a bitch. You took her on a date. And you didn’t just take her anywhere. You took her to OUR spot. You took her to OUR first date. You took her and flaunted it for everyone to see. You ...
Book Description
Just a girl ranting over a boy who she loves. Wrong timing, amazing man.
The one who got away, but hopeful to find the better one that is waiting and fighting for her at the end.
Pulling on God’s love, my own strength and a prayers around myself to keep me going on everyday.